Speaking to respond instead of speaking to listen…. (devo reflection)

Speak, Lord, for Your servant is listening…. (devo reflection)

1 Samuel 3:8a A third time the Lord called, “Samuel!” And Samuel got up and went to Eli and said, “Here I am; you called me.” 

What strikes me about today’s verses is the patience and perseverance of God. In verse 8, Samuel is called for the third time, and while he responds to every call, he responds to Eli because he thinks that is who is calling him. It takes Eli a while to catch on as well. It isn’t until the third call that Eli realizes that since he isn’t calling Samuel, it must be the Lord.

1 Samuel 3:8b Then Eli realized that the Lord was calling the boy. 

Even when Eli makes that realization, he doesn’t panic. “OMG! That must be God calling. Go back to your room! Listen! Hope He calls again!” Eli says, *if* He calls you (for a fourth time), say, ‘Speak, Lord, for Your servant is listening.’

1 Samuel 3:9a So Eli told Samuel, “Go and lie down, and if he calls you, say, ‘Speak, Lord, for your servant is listening.’ ” 

Precious Savior, Thank You for Your patience and perseverance. Thank You for calling until we figure out that it is Your voice we are hearing. Help us to listen. Help us to hear. Help us to respond. Speak, Lord, for Your servant is listening. Amen.

1 Samuel 3:9b So Samuel went and lay down in his place.

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To listen, to hear, to respond…. (devo reflection)

1 Samuel 3:4 Then the Lord called Samuel. Samuel answered, “Here I am.” 

Once again, the last verse is the one that has caught my attention: “Now Samuel did not yet know the Lord: The word of the Lord had not yet been revealed to him.” I know over the years there have been times when I read God’s word and thought, “What in the world is this saying?!?” and there have been times I’ve read His word and thought, “This! He hears me. He knows me. He’s got me. Thank You, Jesus!”

1 Samuel 3:5 And he ran to Eli and said, “Here I am; you called me.” But Eli said, “I did not call; go back and lie down.” So he went and lay down.

And there have been times when I have felt God calling me to deal with a certain situation or trait or issue, one that I continue to struggle with or still haven’t dealt with. Part of that, I think, is Christian maturity. He calls me to tasks as I have matured enough to handle them. Part of that is human fallibility. I should have dealt with that last time I encountered it, but I didn’t, and here it still is. Regardless, I am thankful that He continues to call us until we listen, until we hear, until we respond.

1 Samuel 3:6 Again the Lord called, “Samuel!” And Samuel got up and went to Eli and said, “Here I am; you called me.” “My son,” Eli said, “I did not call; go back and lie down.”

Precious Savior, Thank You for revealing different aspects of Your personality to me over the years as I continue to grow and develop as Your deeply loved child. Help me never to lose the wonder of Your first call. Help me to listen, to hear, to respond. Always. Amen.

1 Samuel 3:7 Now Samuel did not yet know the Lord: The word of the Lord had not yet been revealed to him.

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A sense of wonder…. (devo reflection)

1 Samuel 3:1a The boy Samuel ministered before the Lord under Eli. 

The second part of verse 1 caught me off guard this morning. “In those days the word of the Lord was rare; there were not many visions.” I know I am guilty more than once of thinking how often folks had visions in the Old Testament and wondering why we don’t see God like that any more. Apparently, my perception was off as the second part of verse 1 indicates it was not very common then either.

1 Samuel 3:1b In those days the word of the Lord was rare; there were not many visions.

1 Samuel 3 is the scripture that my church focused on last week during devo reflections. The theme of the week was WONDER. As I mentioned yesterday, the opposite of wonder is EXPECTATION. I have come to realize in the past few days that I am so guilty of approaching life, approaching God with expectation instead of wonder. Jesus, Help me.

1 Samuel 3:2 One night Eli, whose eyes were becoming so weak that he could barely see, was lying down in his usual place. 

Precious Savior, Thank You for opening my eyes to the fact that I have fallen into the trap of expectation. Help me, daily, to approach You with wonder and not expectation. Help me to see You, experience You, and introduce You to others with every breath. Help me never to lose my childlike wonder for You. Amen.

1 Samuel 3:3 The lamp of God had not yet gone out, and Samuel was lying down in the house of the Lord, where the ark of God was.

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Grace is wonder…. (devo reflection)

Romans 5:18 Consequently, just as one trespass resulted in condemnation for all people, so also one righteous act resulted in justification and life for all people. 

According to one source on Google, “the opposite of WONDER is EXPECTATION.” That fact resonates as I read today’s verses. Sin seems to be EXPECTATION–This is what *I* want. This will make  *me* happy. This might hurt others, but what does that matter if the end result is about me, me, me?

Romans 5:19 For just as through the disobedience of the one man the many were made sinners, so also through the obedience of the one man the many will be made righteous.

Grace is WONDER. Even as He was dying, Christ prayed for those who persecuted Him. “Forgive them Father for they know not what they do.” How can Christ be so grace-filled at the hour of His death and to the people who caused it? It is literally beyond me, but as a sinner saved by grace, I am so incredibly grateful for His mercy, grace, and love.

Romans 5:20 The law was brought in so that the trespass might increase. But where sin increased, grace increased all the more, 

Precious Savior, Thank You for Your fierce mercy and grace. Thank You for the wonder of Your love. Thank You that there is nothing I can do that You will not forgive, that Your grace will not cover. Help me to have the sense and the strength to accept Your grace and turn from my sin. Help me. Amen.

Romans 5:21 so that, just as sin reigned in death, so also grace might reign through righteousness to bring eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.

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Freedom of choice…. (devo reflection)

Romans 5:16a Nor can the gift of God be compared with the result of one man’s sin: The judgment followed one sin and brought condemnation, 

Reading commentary on today’s verses has been quite interesting. Commentary mentioned the term Federal Theology–the idea of Adam and Jesus as two representatives of the human race–Adam representing humanity’s sinfulness and Jesus representing  humanity’s salvation.

Romans 5:16b …but the gift followed many trespasses and brought justification. 

Of course, with an election creeping ever closer, the idea of Federal Theology, party representatives, has me thinking that this vote would be a no-brainer. However, as fleshly, fallible humans, we choose sin again and again. What is wrong with us? Thankfully, “God’s abundant provision of grace and of the gift of righteousness reign in life through the one man, Jesus Christ” is available to us even when we continue to make the wrong choice.

Romans 5:17a For if, by the trespass of the one man, death reigned through that one man, 

Precious Savior, Thank You that You give me the freedom of choice. You don’t want me to be a slave to You. You want me to choose You, freely, again and again. Forgive me when I make the wrong choice. Help me to choose You. Always. Amen.

Romans 5:17b …how much more will those who receive God’s abundant provision of grace and of the gift of righteousness reign in life through the one man, Jesus Christ!

Have a blessed day.

All for one and one for all…. (devo reflection)

Romans 5:12 Therefore, just as sin entered the world through one man, and death through sin, and in this way death came to all people, because all sinned—

I want to focus today on verse 15. The gist is, essentially, all for one and one for all. Through Adam, we are all sinners. Through Christ, we are all forgiven. Yesterday’s scripture reminded us that we are celebrated when we return, but that those who never stray never lose access to Christ’s presence, a priceless gift in itself.

Romans 5:13 To be sure, sin was in the world before the law was given, but sin is not charged against anyone’s account where there is no law. 

The all for one and one for all nature of Christ’s sacrifice–He died for all of us; His grace and mercy is available to all of us–has me thinking about the many, many ways we separate ourselves as human beings. *I* am worthy. You are not. *We* are chosen. They are not. That’s not how God works. Nadia Bolz-Weber once said, “Every time we draw a line between us and others, Jesus is always on the other side of it.”

Romans 5:14 Nevertheless, death reigned from the time of Adam to the time of Moses, even over those who did not sin by breaking a command, as did Adam, who is a pattern of the one to come.

Precious Savior, Forgive me when I try to draw lines of division, when I try to establish that I am on “Your” side and those “others” are somehow not. Thank You that You love all of Your creation even those who do not recognize or accept You. Help me to see as You see, to love as You love. Help me. Amen.

Romans 5:15 But the gift is not like the trespass. For if the many died by the trespass of the one man, how much more did God’s grace and the gift that came by the grace of the one man, Jesus Christ, overflow to the many!

Have a blessed day.

Everything I have is yours…. (devo reflection)

Romans 5:9 Since we have now been justified by his blood, how much more shall we be saved from God’s wrath through him!  

Today’s verses remind me of the story of the prodigal son. The younger brother, the prodigal, collected his inheritance and left, living it up on his own. He hit hard times, humbled himself, and returned home, determined to be content with being treated as his father’s servant. His father welcomed him, celebrated him, and the older brother, who had stayed home, had continued working diligently for the father, was angry that he had never been celebrated, even though he stayed.

Romans 5:10a For if, while we were God’s enemies, we were reconciled to him through the death of his Son, 

Luke 15:31 says, “My son,’ the father said, ‘you are always with me, and everything I have is yours.” The older brother had never lost access to the father, had never known the want and the lack that came from a severed connection. He had always lived in the father’s love and blessing. That, to me, is the root of this message in Romans: We were saved “while we were God’s enemies…how much more, having been reconciled, shall we be saved through his life!”

Romans 5:10b …how much more, having been reconciled, shall we be saved through his life!

Precious Savior, Thank You for this connection to You. Forgive me when I whine and complain. Help me to root out that obnoxious trait. Help me to daily live the truth of the fact that I am always with You and everything You have is mine. Thank You for that undeserved blessing. Help me to live as the deeply loved child of God that I am. Amen.

Romans 5:11 Not only is this so, but we also boast in God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have now received reconciliation.

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The Miracle of Hope…. (devo reflection)

Romans 5:5 And hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, who has been given to us.

As I was reading today’s verses, I thought, hope is what makes miracles possible. Christ’s hope is why I can cling to Isaiah 43:19 (God is making a way in the wilderness), even when I can see no way in my wilderness. Christ isn’t limited to my earthly perspective.

Romans 5:6 You see, at just the right time, when we were still powerless, Christ died for the ungodly.

But just as Christ isn’t limited to my idea of what’s possible in a situation, He’s also not limited to my idea of what’s right, what’s best. So clinging to the idea that hope does not put us to shame is important when things don’t go the way we plan. God’s still making a way. His ways are nothing like our ways. His thoughts are beyond anything we can imagine.

Romans 5:7 Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous person, though for a good person someone might possibly dare to die.

Precious Savior, Thank You for the miracle of hope, that Your thoughts are beyond our imaginings, that we can trust You, even when we see no possible way. Help us to hold on to hope, hold on to You, always. Amen.

Romans 5:8 But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

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Rejoicing…. (devo reflection)

Romans 5:1 Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, 

Today I want to focus on verse 3 because it is so very hard for me, for many of us. “Glory in our sufferings”? I cannot, will not rejoice proudly in my sufferings, but I will rejoice in the fact that God can speak to my heart during life’s trials in a way that He cannot in the good times.

Romans 5:2 …through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we boast in the hope of the glory of God.  

But here’s the thing, and it’s a lesson we all have to learn for ourselves, and it is a very painful lesson: God doesn’t always make everything ok on this side of the veil. He doesn’t always bring earthly healing or answers. But He is always with us. Always. He walks with us through the tough times, carrying us when we can no longer stand. He wipes our tears, walks beside us. Life can be hard. That’s just the nature of life on earth. But He never leaves us to do it alone.

Romans 5:3 Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; 

Precious Savior, Thank You for understanding the pain and loss of this world. Thank You for walking with me, even when there are no words to be said. I just cannot rejoice in suffering, but I rejoice in this closeness that comes from walking with You through those valleys. Thank You. Amen.

Romans 5:4 perseverance, character; and character, hope.

Have a blessed day.