Trusting Him…. (devo reflection)

Psalm 57:2 I cry out to God Most High, to God, who vindicates me.

As I was pursuing Pinterest emails this morning, I came across this phrasing of Psalm 112:7, “She confidently trusts the Lord to take care of her.” The NIV version of that verse is, “They will have no fear of bad news; their hearts are steadfast, trusting in the LORD.” Both versions speak to what David is saying in this morning’s verses.

Psalm 57:3a He sends from heaven and saves me,

Google defines trust as: (n) firm belief in the reliability, truth, ability, or strength of someone or something. Trusting humans can be difficult. Trusting God seems like it should be easier, but my fear, worry, anger, etc etc tells me that for me at least, it’s not as easy as it should be. Trusting Him–first, always, completely–is definitely something that God’s working with me on.

Psalm 57:3b …rebuking those who hotly pursue me—

Precious Savior, Thank You that You know me completely, faults and all, and You love me fiercely anyway. Thank You that I am fearfully and wonderfully made, exactly as I am. Thank You for working with me on the areas that I need to give over to You. Help me, Jesus. Amen.

Psalm 57:3c …God sends forth his love and his faithfulness.

Have a blessed day.

Conversation with God…. (devo reflection)

Progress…. (devo reflection)

2 Corinthians 9:13a Because of the service by which you have proved yourselves, others will praise God for the obedience that accompanies your confession of the gospel of Christ, 

Holy Father, Thank You for using this scripture to bring to the fore an issue that I know I still need to work on. Thank You that I am more generous now than I used to be. Thank You that there are times where I don’t weigh the cost before giving. That’s progress. Help me, always, to recognize and celebrate the progress, no matter how small.

2 Corinthians 9:13b …and for your generosity in sharing with them and with everyone else. 

Beloved Lord, Thank You for reminding me of the work that I still need to do in the area of generosity. I know you don’t want me to beat myself up, but You do want to remake me in Your image. I want that, too. Help me to live into Your grace and generosity while being gentle with myself and my slow progress.

2 Corinthians 9:14 And in their prayers for you their hearts will go out to you, because of the surpassing grace God has given you. 

Precious Savior, Thank You for the example of generous living, generous giving that You provide. Help me to breathe in Your grace, breathe in Your peace, keep moving closer to You, one step at a time. Amen.

2 Corinthians 9:15 Thanks be to God for his indescribable gift!

Have a blessed day.

Living generously…. (devo reflection)

2 Corinthians 9:10 Now he who supplies seed to the sower and bread for food will also supply and increase your store of seed and will enlarge the harvest of your righteousness.  

I want my life to be a testament to God’s goodness. I want my giving to reflect the generosity of my Savior. I want my generosity to “result in thanksgiving to God” (v11b). This desire is one of the many reasons I need to get over myself when it comes to living generously.

2 Corinthians 9:11a You will be enriched in every way so that you can be generous on every occasion,

God loves a cheerful giver. He also supplies all my needs. So my tight hold on things I am being called to let go of is akin to my fear and worry over things. It feels like a way to keep myself safe, but it is really one more way that I try to maintain control over my life–a life that is and always will be in God’s control, not mine.

2 Corinthians 9:11b …and through us your generosity will result in thanksgiving to God.

Precious Savior, I see my hesitation in giving for what it is–me trying to exert control over my life. But having You as my center means that *I* do not need that control. You’ve got me. You’ve got my life. You CAN be trusted. Help me to live a generous life for You. Help me to trust even when I am afraid. Help me not to be afraid because I know YOU are in control. I trust You. Help me live that trust. Amen.

2 Corinthians 9:12 This service that you perform is not only supplying the needs of the Lord’s people but is also overflowing in many expressions of thanks to God. 

Have a blessed day.

The abundance of God…. (devo reflection)

2 Corinthians 9:6 Remember this: Whoever sows sparingly will also reap sparingly, and whoever sows generously will also reap generously. 

When I heard today’s verses during the sermon on Sunday, I knew that this was where I was being called to go this week. The image of standing there, hands extended, fists clenched tightly still comes to mind when I read these verses. It doesn’t look good. It doesn’t feel good. And I don’t want it to be my default reaction.

2 Corinthians 9:7 Each of you should give what you have decided in your heart to give, not reluctantly or under compulsion, for God loves a cheerful giver. 

Verse 8 is where I need to live with this issue: “And God is able to bless you abundantly, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work.” I know that it’s true, I know God will supply all my needs, but still I hold on so tightly to things. Jesus, Help me.

2 Corinthians 9:8 And God is able to bless you abundantly, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work. 

Precious Savior, My head knows the truth of 2 Corinthians 9:8, but my heart has trouble believing that I don’t need to squirrel away resources so that I don’t have to do without. I cannot point others to you with clenched fists. I know this. Help me, Jesus. Amen.

2 Corinthians 9:9 As it is written: “They have freely scattered their gifts to the poor; their righteousness endures forever.”

Have a blessed day.

God loves a cheerful giver…. (devo reflection)

2 Corinthians 9:4a For if any Macedonians come with me and find you unprepared, we—not to say anything about you—

I remember a page from a Precious Moments coloring book when I was young: Two smiling kiddos, a boy and a girl, with a wagon full of adorable puppies, ringing a doorbell, presumably to give said puppies away, to share the cuteness with others. The caption read: God loves a cheerful giver.

2 Corinthians 9:4b …would be ashamed of having been so confident. 

I spoke yesterday about my scarcity mindset. I have no idea what that issue is rooted in, but it often causes my giving to be less than cheerful. There are lots of careful calculations involved. It’s not that I don’t want to be generous. I do. I just don’t want to be without, either. Even to type that statement makes me feel terrible, and I know God is calling me, yet again, to deal with this issue.

2 Corinthians 9:5a So I thought it necessary to urge the brothers to visit you in advance and finish the arrangements for the generous gift you had promised. 

Precious Savior, Thank You that You supply all my needs. Thank You for once again bringing this matter of cheerful giving to my attention. Help me to deal with it so that I can be a cheerful giver, so that I can give without worrying about whether I will be lacking. Help me, Jesus. Amen.

2 Corinthians 9:5b Then it will be ready as a generous gift, not as one grudgingly given.

Have a blessed day.

Stuck in a scarcity mindset…. (devo reflection)

2 Corinthians 9:1 There is no need for me to write to you about this service to the Lord’s people. 

Commentary says that verse 1 might be Paul being sarcastic, that if there had been no need to write these things, he would not have done so, but that since he *did* write these things, that shows that the Corinthians did need the reminder. It makes me chuckle to think of an apostle as sarcastic.

2 Corinthians 9:2a For I know your eagerness to help, and I have been boasting about it to the Macedonians, telling them that since last year you in Achaia were ready to give; 

But I understand the Corinthians just a smidge better when I see that they, too, struggle with being generous. It’s not that I don’t want to be generous, it’s that *I* don’t want to have to do without. This is a side of myself that I have struggled with for a long time, and I haven’t yet won the battle. Jesus, Help me.

2 Corinthians 9:2b …and your enthusiasm has stirred most of them to action.  

Precious Savior, Thank You that in You, I have everything that I could ever need. Help me to grow in love and generosity towards others. Help me not to get stuck in a scarcity mindset, afraid that I may have to do without if I share with others. YOU supply all my needs. Always. Help me. Amen.

2 Corinthians 9:3 But I am sending the brothers in order that our boasting about you in this matter should not prove hollow, but that you may be ready, as I said you would be.

Have a blessed day.

The power of words…. (devo reflection)

1 Samuel 3:19 The Lord was with Samuel as he grew up, and he let none of Samuel’s words fall to the ground.  

I feel certain that I am not the only one who sometimes speaks and wonders if anybody is actually listening, if anyone is hearing the words coming out of my mouth. The idea of none of my words falling to the ground (v19) is actually quite appealing to me….

1 Samuel 3:20 And all Israel from Dan to Beersheba recognized that Samuel was attested as a prophet of the Lord.

…but when I truly think about that idea–none of my words fall to the ground, the all hit their mark–I realize that being heard is a powerful thing, and I’m not always careful with my words–especially when I am angry, frustrated, bitter, tired–so sometimes I intentionally lob words intended to wound. I don’t want those words to land. I don’t even mean those words beyond my fear or frustration.

1 Samuel 3:21a The Lord continued to appear at Shiloh, 

Precious Savior, Thank You for the power of words. Help me to be more careful with the words that I say–especially when I am upset, angry, bitter, tired. I want my words to edify, to build up others, to point them to You. I don’t want my words to hurt or tear down. Help me, Jesus. Amen.

1 Samuel 3:21b …and there he revealed himself to Samuel through his word.

Have a blessed day.

How beautiful is that?

1 Samuel 3:17a “What was it he said to you?” Eli asked. 

According to tradition, Samuel is 12 years old in this chapter. Can you imagine delivering the news he had to deliver to Eli at 12 years old? I cannot. Interestingly, in my church devos this week, we are in the latter verses of Luke 2, when Jesus is 12 years old and His parents inadvertently leave Him at the temple.

1 Samuel 3:17b “Do not hide it from me. May God deal with you, be it ever so severely, if you hide from me anything he told you.” 

Those two twelve year olds have me thinking about children, God, growing up, capability, trust. Twelve seems so young, I think definitely younger now than in biblical times, yet God’s got our kiddos–those we gave birth to, those we helped raise, those we love and want the best for, those who pluck our last nerve–He’s got them all. He’s leading and guiding them, even now. And He allows us to assist Him and them. How beautiful is that?

1 Samuel 3:18a So Samuel told him everything, hiding nothing from him. 

Precious Savior, Thank You for the many, many young people You have placed in my life over the years. Thank You for allowing me to assist You and them as they grow. Help me, as a responsible adult who loves You and loves others, to help them find their feet, to help them learn to trust themselves, to help them see the value of course-correcting when they see they have veered off course. Amen.

1 Samuel 3:18b Then Eli said, “He is the Lord; let him do what is good in his eyes.”

Have a blessed day.

Setting my plans…. (devo reflection)