Just being present…. (devo reflection)

Leviticus 17:1-2 The Lord said to Moses, “Speak to Aaron and his sons and to all the Israelites and say to them: ‘This is what the Lord has commanded:

Sometimes the Lord calls us to be still so loudly it’s hard to argue. That happened this morning when the power went off at 6am in the middle of my shower. “Be still and know that I am God” (Ps 46:10).

Leviticus 17:3-4a Any Israelite who sacrifices an ox, a lamb or a goat in the camp or outside of it instead of bringing it to the entrance to the tent of meeting to present it as an offering to the Lord in front of the tabernacle of the Lord—that person shall be considered guilty of bloodshed;

So instead of scurrying around, packing in preparation for leaving our NoLa rental, I sat in the dark with a cup of coffee (thankfully, a half pot brewed before the power went out), talking with sisters, laughing, and just being present.

Leviticus 17:4b they have shed blood and must be cut off from their people.

Precious Savior, Thank You for a truly lovely morning, being still, being present, just being. Thank You for a 2-hour power outage that was a huge blessing instead of a massive inconvenience. Thank You, Jesus. Amen.

Leviticus 17:5 This is so the Israelites will bring to the Lord the sacrifices they are now making in the open fields. They must bring them to the priest, that is, to the Lord, at the entrance to the tent of meeting and sacrifice them as fellowship offerings.

Have a blessed day. 

A contrite heart…. (devo reflection)

Leviticus 16:28 The man who burns them must wash his clothes and bathe himself with water; afterward he may come into the camp.

Commentary posits that the absence of a sacrifice when atoning “detracts from the divine character” of God. The God that I believe in is loving and compassionate, not some Volcano god, demanding a sacrifice to keep from erupting.

Leviticus 16:29 “This is to be a lasting ordinance for you: On the tenth day of the seventh month you must deny yourselves and not do any work—whether native-born or a foreigner residing among you—

To my way of thinking, that makes Him more holy, not less. I think our broken and contrite hearts are what God wants (Ps 51:17).

Leviticus 16:30 because on this day atonement will be made for you, to cleanse you. Then, before the Lord, you will be clean from all your sins.

Precious Savior, I am the first to admit that there is so much I do not know about you. Help me to understand You better and know You more every day. Amen.

Leviticus 16:31 It is a day of sabbath rest, and you must deny yourselves; it is a lasting ordinance.

Have a blessed day. 

The glow of God’s hope…. (devo reflection)

Leviticus 16:20 “When Aaron has finished making atonement for the Most Holy Place, the tent of meeting and the altar, he shall bring forward the live goat. 

Commentary talks in today’s verses about folks wanting certainty about this act of atonement with the sacrificial goat and the scapegoat. I am reminded that in this life there is no certainty, there is only hope, which brings to mind Hebrews 11:1, “Faith shows the reality of what we hope for; it is the evidence of things we cannot see.” 

Leviticus 16:21 He is to lay both hands on the head of the live goat and confess over it all the wickedness and rebellion of the Israelites—all their sins—and put them on the goat’s head. He shall send the goat away into the wilderness in the care of someone appointed for the task. 

For me, the absence of hope is dangerous and leads me to some really scary places. To combat this tendency, I lean heavily on Psalm 71:14, “As for me, I will always have hope; I will praise you more and more.” Do I know any of this for certain? No. Do I hope with all of my being? Absolutely.

Leviticus 16:22 The goat will carry on itself all their sins to a remote place; and the man shall release it in the wilderness.

Precious Savior, This life is impossible without hope as by the time I get to see You face-to-face to ask all the questions I have, either I will already know the answers or I won’t care any more. I believe in You with my whole heart, that You are good, that You are sovereign, that You are holy and loving and compassionate. Help me to live, always, in the glow of Your hope. Amen.

Leviticus 16:23 “Then Aaron is to go into the tent of meeting and take off the linen garments he put on before he entered the Most Holy Place, and he is to leave them there.

Have a blessed day. 

These beautiful bodies of ours…. (devo reflection)

Leviticus 15:15 The priest is to sacrifice them, the one for a sin offering and the other for a burnt offering. In this way he will make atonement before the Lord for the man because of his discharge.

My first thought when I read today’s scripture was, “No wonder I associated sex, even between husband and wife, as shameful and embarrassing growing up. Commentary even insinuates that God is watching, even the married bed.

Leviticus 15:16 “ ‘When a man has an emission of semen, he must bathe his whole body with water, and he will be unclean till evening.

I’ll be the first to admit that there’s so much cultural shame and embarrassment tied to sexuality and sexual pleasure that it is rarely discussed, but shame is definitely not the road to healthy sexuality.

Leviticus 15:17 Any clothing or leather that has semen on it must be washed with water, and it will be unclean till evening.

Precious Savior, You created these beautiful bodies of ours, knit them together in our mother’s wombs (Ps 139:13), I know You don’t want us out there showing everything to the world, but I also don’t think You want us to be embarrassed or ashamed. Help us to have a healthy outlook in all areas. Amen.

Leviticus 15:18 When a man has sexual relations with a woman and there is an emission of semen, both of them must bathe with water, and they will be unclean till evening.

Have a blessed day. 

In the waiting…. (devo reflection)

Leviticus 13:50 The priest is to examine the affected area and isolate the article for seven days. 

I just read an email about waiting and listened to an old song about waiting, so I guess it’s no great surprise that what struck me about today’s scripture is the waiting, and the fact that if there is any doubt about what might be going on with a skin condition, the prescription is to wait and check again. 

Leviticus 13:51 On the seventh day he is to examine it, and if the mold has spread in the fabric, the woven or knitted material, or the leather, whatever its use, it is a persistent defiling mold; the article is unclean. 

But waiting can be excruciating, especially for those of us who like to know, who like to plan, who like to control. Waiting reminds us that we are not the ones who gets to make those decisions, which can be frustrating, but I don’t think that’s what God wants for us.

Leviticus 13:52 He must burn the fabric, the woven or knitted material of wool or linen, or any leather article that has been spoiled; because the defiling mold is persistent, the article must be burned.

Precious Savior, I think You want me to view waiting as a way to strengthen my trust in You, my relationship with You. You have a plan for me that is greater than any plan I can conceive for myself. Help me cling to Psalm 71:14, “As for me, I will always have hope; I will praise you more and more,” especially in the waiting. Help me, Jesus. Amen.

Leviticus 13:53-54 “But if, when the priest examines it, the mold has not spread in the fabric, the woven or knitted material, or the leather article, he shall order that the spoiled article be washed. Then he is to isolate it for another seven days.

Have a blessed day. 

Earnestly seeking…. (devo reflection)

Leviticus 10:1 Aaron’s sons Nadab and Abihu took their censers, put fire in them and added incense; and they offered unauthorized fire before the Lord, contrary to his command. 

My first thought, reading today’s scripture, is: “Why would God punish someone earnestly seeking Him, even if it is in an unauthorized way?” Commentary posits that Aaron’s sons might not be earnestly seeking, that their pride might be prompting them to try to reach God in an unauthorized way to brag about their ability. 

Leviticus 10:2 So fire came out from the presence of the Lord and consumed them, and they died before the Lord. 

These thoughts lead me back to yesterday’s idea that God knows our hearts and reminds me that I need to be careful. I can be really judgy when I let myself, ascribing motives based on why I think others are doing or not doing something. Today’s scripture reminds me that I am not God, and, therefore, I need to quit judging. God knows my heart. He knows theirs, too. 

Leviticus 10:3 Moses then said to Aaron, “This is what the Lord spoke of when he said: “ ‘Among those who approach me I will be proved holy; in the sight of all the people I will be honored.’ ” Aaron remained silent.

Precious Savior, You call me to love and not to judge (Matt 7:1). Thank You that You know my heart and the hearts of others (Ps 44:21). Help me to leave the judging to You and to love others as You love–completely, fiercely, abundantly. Help me, Jesus. Amen.

Leviticus 10:4 Moses summoned Mishael and Elzaphan, sons of Aaron’s uncle Uzziel, and said to them, “Come here; carry your cousins outside the camp, away from the front of the sanctuary.”

Have a blessed day. 

He is still with us…. (devo reflection)

Leviticus 9:22 Then Aaron lifted his hands toward the people and blessed them. And having sacrificed the sin offering, the burnt offering and the fellowship offering, he stepped down.

The fire in verse 24 was a physical sign that God was with them. How amazing must that have been. For those of us consumed with doubt and fear, anxiety and worry, to have that physical reminder that He is with us is a beautiful gift.  

Leviticus 9:23 Moses and Aaron then went into the tent of meeting. When they came out, they blessed the people; and the glory of the Lord appeared to all the people. 

What I have to remind myself is that, even without that physical reminder, HE IS STILL WITH US. And if I can calm my anxiety and really pay attention to my surroundings, I can see evidence of His presence everywhere, in every situation.

Leviticus 9:24a Fire came out from the presence of the Lord and consumed the burnt offering and the fat portions on the altar. 

Precious Savior, Thank You that You are Emmanuel, “God with us” (Matt 1:23). You are not a distant, uncaring God. You collect all our tears in a bottle (Ps 56:8). You understand our pain (Ps 34:18) and know our hearts (Ps 44:21). Blanket us with Your peace so that we are neither troubled nor afraid (John 14:27). Draw us nearer. Amen.

Leviticus 9:24b And when all the people saw it, they shouted for joy and fell facedown.

Have a blessed day. 

On being still and knowing…. (devo reflection)

Leviticus 8:33 Do not leave the entrance to the tent of meeting for seven days, until the days of your ordination are completed, for your ordination will last seven days. 

This morning God has placed Psalm 46:10 (“Be still and know that I am God….”) squarely on my heart. I began the morning by listening to a 10 minute audio clip of a modern parable a friend sent as part of my church devotional. The narrator’s voice had a soft Irish lilt and his cadence was slow and steady. 

Leviticus 8:34 What has been done today was commanded by the Lord to make atonement for you. 

My immediate thought was, “I wonder if I can speed this audio up.” Nope. I could not. But that got me thinking. My default is to go, go, go. I lean into my human DOING instead of my human BEING. And God keeps reminding me to “Be still and know….” Know His goodness, know His peace, know His presence.

Leviticus 8:35 You must stay at the entrance to the tent of meeting day and night for seven days and do what the Lord requires, so you will not die; for that is what I have been commanded.”

Precious Savior, Thank You for once again reminding me to SLOW DOWN, to breathe, to listen to Your still small voice, reminding me that I do not have to be perfect, that I am enough exactly as I am because I am Your deeply, fiercely, completely loved child EXACTLY as I am in this moment. Help me to treat myself and everyone I meet with Your grace and love. Help me, Jesus. Amen.

Leviticus 8:36 So Aaron and his sons did everything the Lord commanded through Moses.

Have a blessed day. 

Asking once again for forgiveness…. (devo reflection)

Leviticus 4:13-14 “ ‘If the whole Israelite community sins unintentionally and does what is forbidden in any of the Lord’s commands, even though the community is unaware of the matter, when they realize their guilt and the sin they committed becomes known, the assembly must bring a young bull as a sin offering and present it before the tent of meeting. 

Sometimes I reread the previous day’s reflection and shake my head, wondering what I was thinking. Yesterday’s was one such reflection, when I came across this gem, “…the sin offering was solely and specifically to atone for sin and not for any personal gain.”

Leviticus 4:15 The elders of the community are to lay their hands on the bull’s head before the Lord, and the bull shall be slaughtered before the Lord. 

Being forgiven of our sins is absolutely about personal gain, about gaining the ability to be free from the shackles of yesterday’s  mistakes, about gaining the ability to be forgiven for every single mistake and misstep. What I meant yesterday was that the one bringing the sin offering couldn’t partake of the meat or leather, but the absurdity of the wording just struck me today.

Leviticus 4:16 Then the anointed priest is to take some of the bull’s blood into the tent of meeting. 

Precious Savior, Thank You for the personal gain that comes to me when I come to You with my sin and shame, my mistakes and missteps, asking You, once again, to forgive me, to wash me clean, to “Restore to me the joy of Your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me” (Ps 51:12). Forgive me and help me to forgive myself. Amen.

Leviticus 4:17 He shall dip his finger into the blood and sprinkle it before the Lord seven times in front of the curtain.

Have a blessed day. 

On hope in the heaviness…. (devo reflection)

Exodus 39:15 For the breastpiece they made braided chains of pure gold, like a rope. 

“But – we hope, we hope, we hope….” This line was in a mass email from an Irish poet whom I very much enjoy, and it is resonating with me this morning. My soul feels rather heavy with unexpected loss that only tangentially affects me and bureaucratic nonsense that I have tried to work within my entire career. 

Exodus 39:16 They made two gold filigree settings and two gold rings, and fastened the rings to two of the corners of the breastpiece. 

Is anything worse today than yesterday? No, but, again, it just feels really heavy this morning, so those words by that poet were exactly what I needed. And they remind me of why my faith is so important to who I am. It reminds me of Psalm 71:14 “As for me, I will always have hope; I will praise you more and more.”

Exodus 39:17-18 They fastened the two gold chains to the rings at the corners of the breastpiece, and the other ends of the chains to the two settings, attaching them to the shoulder pieces of the ephod at the front. 

Precious Savior, Some mornings hope is hard to come by and life feels inordinately heavy. Thank You for reminders, for hope, in the unlikeliest of places. Thank You for Your love, Your peace, and Your calming presence. Help me to live Psalm 62:5, even when life feels heavy: “Let all that I am wait quietly before God, for my hope is in him.” Amen.

Exodus 39:19 They made two gold rings and attached them to the other two corners of the breastpiece on the inside edge next to the ephod.

Have a blessed day.