Devo reflection for 9/28/24

Mark 8:18 “Do you have eyes but fail to see, and ears but fail to hear? And don’t you remember?

Based on my recent interaction with my student about that poem and his utter lack of doing anything I asked him to with it, basically trying to plumb the depths to find meaning beyond the surface, if I had to guess Jesus’s tone to the disciples here, I’d say frustrated.

Mark 8:19 When I broke the five loaves for the five thousand, how many baskets full of pieces did you pick up?” “Twelve,” they replied.

Which is ironic to me because the disciples of my youth were not this clueless. They were dependable and reliable. They understood things. So the fact that they—often from the sounds of it—were rather clueless…just like me, brings me some comfort. I’m not the only one. Help me, Jesus.

Mark 8:20 “And when I broke the seven loaves for the four thousand, how many basketfuls of pieces did you pick up?” They answered, “Seven.”

Precious Savior, Thank You for Your patience and grace. Forgive me when I just don’t get what You are trying to teach me. Don’t give up on me. And help me to approach others with the same patience and grace that You show me. Always. Amen.

Mark 8:21 He said to them, “Do you still not understand?”

Have a blessed day.

Devo reflection for 9/27/24

Mark 8:14 The disciples had forgotten to bring bread, except for one loaf they had with them in the boat. 

On the heels of yesterday’s reflection, today’s scripture, yet again, reminds me of my students, except it reminds me that sometimes *I* am just as oblivious as said students, floundering around in God’s lesson, saying, “When will I ever need this stuff again?,” completely missing His point.

Mark 8:15 “Be careful,” Jesus warned them. “Watch out for the yeast of the Pharisees and that of Herod.”

And that realization gives me a new level of compassion for those students, those immature, bumbling, students who cannot see that I am trying to do everything I can to help equip them for life beyond my classroom. Because *I* am also a bumbling, immature Christian who often misses the lessons Jesus is lovingly trying to teach me to help prepare me for life as well. Jesus, Help me.

Mark 8:16 They discussed this with one another and said, “It is because we have no bread.”

Precious Savior, Thank You for compassion and perspective. Thank You for the reminder that in many ways, I am just like those students plucking my last nerve because they are willfully missing what is right in front of them. I do the same thing with You so often. Forgive me. Help me to pay better attention, to listen when You speak, to look and to see Your goodness. Help me. Amen.

Mark 8:17 Aware of their discussion, Jesus asked them: “Why are you talking about having no bread? Do you still not see or understand? Are your hearts hardened?

Have a blessed day.

That deep, weary, frustrated sigh…. (devo reflection)

Mark 8:9-10 About four thousand were present. After he had sent them away, he got into the boat with his disciples and went to the region of Dalmanutha.

Verse 12 really stands out to me in today’s verses. Jesus, sighing deeply, refusing to give a sign to the Pharisees, refusing to prove Himself to them. That deep, weary, frustrated sigh….I get it. Not that I am equating myself with Jesus. Not that I understand anything on His level. But I know the frustration of doing everything in my power to prove that I care, that I have students’ best interests at heart, that I want them to think and to discuss, that this is *not* the same old English class.

Mark 8:11 The Pharisees came and began to question Jesus. To test him, they asked him for a sign from heaven.

And still I have that kid, those kids, who refuse to engage, who refuse to think, who say things like, “I was just talking to my friend about how we will never use anything in this poem after this class” because he hasn’t even bothered to see that the poem is about so much more than what’s on the surface. I know the weary sigh, expressing that the student is missing the very point that I am trying to get him to understand.

Mark 8:12 He sighed deeply and said, “Why does this generation ask for a sign? Truly I tell you, no sign will be given to it.” 

Precious Savior, Your thoughts are higher than my thoughts. Your ways are far beyond anything that I can imagine (Is 55:8). Thank You. Help me to be more like You in my thoughts, my words, my attitude. Help me to spend time with You and reconnect with You, especially when I deal with life’s frustrations. Help me to keep fighting the good fight, even when all I can do is sigh deeply and move on. Help me, Jesus. Amen.

Mark 8:13 Then he left them, got back into the boat and crossed to the other side.

Have a blessed day.

He provides lavishly…. (devo reflection)

Mark 8:5 “How many loaves do you have?” Jesus asked. “Seven,” they replied.

What strikes me about today’s verses is that Jesus doesn’t just provide. Using the seven loaves and few small fish of the disciples, He provides lavishly. He provides so much that the large crowd ate and “were satisfied,” with seven baskets full of leftovers.

Mark 8:6 He told the crowd to sit down on the ground. When he had taken the seven loaves and given thanks, he broke them and gave them to his disciples to distribute to the people, and they did so. 

We serve a loving, compassionate God. And yet, I am so guilty, time and again, of doubting His compassion and goodness. He provides again and again (and again and again), He provides lavishly, and still, when I am faced with a new challenge, a new worry, I am fearful He will not be able to supply my needs. Jesus, Help me.

Mark 8:7 They had a few small fish as well; he gave thanks for them also and told the disciples to distribute them.

Precious Savior, Forgive me for my doubt and fear. I trust You. I love You. I know that You will supply all my needs, that Your goodness and provision may look nothing like I had hoped or imagined but that You *will* provide for me out of Your love and mercy. Forgive me when I doubt. Help me to trust. Thank You for Your grace. Amen.

Mark 8:8 The people ate and were satisfied. Afterward the disciples picked up seven basketfuls of broken pieces that were left over.

Have a blessed day.

Jesus’s provision…. (devo reflection)

Mark 8:1 During those days another large crowd gathered. Since they had nothing to eat, Jesus called his disciples to him and said, 

Yesterday I talked about Jesus’s example after example of healing. Today we see yet another example of His provision. This is the second time in fairly quick succession that almost this exact scenario has taken place–hungry people, few food provisions, Jesus’s miraculous compassion.

Mark 8:2 “I have compassion for these people; they have already been with me three days and have nothing to eat. 

But do the disciples realize? Do they understand that Jesus will provide? Clearly not, because when Jesus points out that the multitude has had nothing to eat and needs food, His disciples answered, “But where in this remote place can anyone get enough bread to feed them?” It seems I’m not the only one who can be rather oblivious.

Mark 8:3 If I send them home hungry, they will collapse on the way, because some of them have come a long distance.”

Precious Savior, Forgive me when I miss Your goodness, which is right in front of me. Forgive me when I let fear and worry take the lead. Forgive me when I forget that You are compassionate and sovereign, that You have promised never to leave me nor forsake me, that You will supply all my needs. Forgive me, Jesus. Help me. Amen.

Mark 8:4 His disciples answered, “But where in this remote place can anyone get enough bread to feed them?”

Have a blessed day.

Humanly flawed and fumbling…. (devo reflection)

Faith and fear…. (devo reflection)

Luke 8:50 Hearing this, Jesus said to Jairus, “Don’t be afraid; just believe, and she will be healed.”  

Commentary points out that Jesus gives Jairus two tasks: 1. Don’t be afraid. 2. Just believe. Then commentary includes this gem, “Jesus knew that fear and faith don’t go together.” Oh, friends. The struggle between fear and faith is one that I have fought for years (and years and years). I cannot say, “Jesus, I believe in Your sovereignty, Your mercy, Your grace and compassion and goodness” AND still be afraid. Yet I so often am.

Luke 8:51 When he arrived at the house of Jairus, he did not let anyone go in with him except Peter, John and James, and the child’s father and mother.

But my fear keeps me from Christ’s peace. It also limits Jesus’s ability to heal, to work, in my life. If I am afraid, then I have not put that pain, that worry, whatever it is, at His feet for Him to have. My fear means I am still holding it close to me, meaning that my energies, instead of going to Jesus, who has complete control of the situation, instead of going to a belief in His healing, even if it looks like nothing I had hoped or imagined, are zipping all over the place with worry, fear, probably some anger, uncertainty, often bitterness, etc, etc.

Luke 8:52a Meanwhile, all the people were wailing and mourning for her.

Precious Savior, “I believe. Help my unbelief” (Mark 9:24). You and I have worked on this for years. Forgive me that I still struggle with faith and fear. Forgive me that I still cling to fear, hold it to me, even though You are gracious, loving, compassionate, sovereign. Help me, Jesus. I want to trust only in You. I want fear to have no hold on my life. I want You to reign sovereign. Help me. Amen.

Luke 8:52b “Stop wailing,” Jesus said. “She is not dead but asleep.”

Have a blessed day.

“Don’t be afraid; just believe….” (devo reflection)

Luke 8:49a While Jesus was still speaking, someone came from the house of Jairus, the synagogue leader. 

Luke 8:48 is Jesus saying, “Daughter, your faith has healed you.” I find it incredibly ironic that while Jesus is still speaking these words of faith and healing, someone comes from the house of Jairus to say his daughter is dead and it’s too late.

Luke 8:49b “Your daughter is dead,” he said. 

The woman who was just healed had been bleeding for twelve YEARS and simply a touch of Jesus’s cloak and her faith healed her. The demon-possessed man had been in that condition for YEARS, and Jesus drove out the demons. I can see why the messenger would say what he said, but Jairus has so many reasons to hold on to hope, hold on to faith, when Jesus says, “Don’t be afraid; just believe, and she will be healed.”

Luke 8:49c “Don’t bother the teacher anymore.”

Precious Savior, Thank You for the hope that can only be found in You. Forgive me for thinking that my vision of healing, my timeline for healing, is the only one there is. Thank You that Your thoughts are nothing like my thoughts, and Your ways are far beyond anything I could imagine. (Is 55:8). Amen.

Luke 8:50 Hearing this, Jesus said to Jairus, “Don’t be afraid; just believe, and she will be healed.”

Have a blessed day.

Breathtaking…. (devo reflection)

Luke 8:46 But Jesus said, “Someone touched me; I know that power has gone out from me.” 

The woman who touched the hem of Jesus’s cloak had been bleeding for twelve years. Twelve years. That’s a long time. And because of this bleeding, she was considered ceremonially unclean in Jewish culture, meaning she would have been an outcast, denied human contact, for twelve years. I can’t even imagine.

Luke 8:47a Then the woman, seeing that she could not go unnoticed, came trembling and fell at his feet. 

And now she’s caught. She took a risk, touching the hem of Jesus’s cloak, believing that just that touch could heal her. And it did! Her faith allowed Jesus’s healing to work. And He doesn’t shame her, our Precious Savior, He calls her “Daughter,”–commentary says this is the only time in the Bible that He calls anyone “Daughter”–He tells her her faith has healed her, and He tells her to “Go in peace” after twelve years of agony.

Luke 8:47b In the presence of all the people, she told why she had touched him and how she had been instantly healed. 

Precious Savior, Your gentleness, Your compassion, Your grace is breathtaking. Thank You. Help me to treat others, all others, with the same compassion that You treated this woman, this outcast. Her faith in You healed her body, but Your kindness to her healed her soul. Help me to go and do likewise. Amen.

Luke 8:48 Then he said to her, “Daughter, your faith has healed you. Go in peace.”

Have a blessed day.

“I know that power has gone out from me.” … (devo reflection)