Gen 16:4 …When [Hagar] knew she was pregnant, she began to despise her mistress.
When I typically think of Hagar, this is the image that I have—haughty and cruel, taunting her infertile mistress with her easy pregnancy. Today I see a different side or perhaps a more complete picture. She didn’t ask to be in that situation. She was mistreated, overwhelmed, and afraid, so she ran away.
Gen 16:6 …Then Sarai mistreated Hagar; so she fled from her.
I understand overwhelmed and afraid. I totally get feeling unprepared for what is being placed before me. Hagar didn’t express these feelings, but I have quite recently asked: Are you sure, God, that I’m the right person for this job? I’m doing my absolute best and still failing miserably. I’m sure this is not what You intended. Help me!
Gen 16:8 …where have you come from, and where are you going?
Lord, Thank You for this day, for this scripture, for this reminder that You are the God who sees. Thank You for putting me in the best position to use my skills for Your glory. I feel utterly unprepared for the task at hand, yet I know You see me, You are with me, and if I will trust You, You will continue to guide me. Grant me Your peace, Lord, as I continue to strive for You. Draw me closer. Amen.
Gen 16:13 …”You are the God who sees me,” for she said, “I have now seen the One who sees me.”
Have a blessed day.
My faith, my life, my teaching–it's all a work in progress.