So many questions…. (devo reflection)

Luke 8:26 They sailed to the region of the Gerasenes, which is across the lake from Galilee.   

This whole scene fascinates me. Jesus gets off the boat and is met by a demon-possessed man. The wording, “was met by,” in verse 27 seems to imply that the man sought Jesus out; however, I wonder if it’s the man or the demon talking to Jesus in verse 28.

Luke 8:27a When Jesus stepped ashore, he was met by a demon-possessed man from the town.

Also, if the man sought Jesus out, why would his first words be, “I beg you, don’t torture me!”? Why would he seek Jesus out if he thought he would be tortured? Consciously, does he truly want healing? Subconsciously, is he seeking healing? And how does all of this apply to my life, real life?

Luke 8:27b For a long time this man had not worn clothes or lived in a house, but had lived in the tombs.

Precious Savior, I have so many questions. There are so many things that I do not understand. Thank You for the ability to read and study Your word. Thank You when passages do make sense and are easily applicable to my life. Thank You also for those times when I have to study and read and ruminate on passages, coming back to them to see if they are clearer, more accessible to me. All of it draws me closer to You. Thank You. Amen.

Luke 8:28 When he saw Jesus, he cried out and fell at his feet, shouting at the top of his voice, “What do you want with me, Jesus, Son of the Most High God? I beg you, don’t torture me!” 

Have a blessed day.