Gen 16:1 Now Sarai, Abram’s wife, had borne him no children. But she had an Egyptian slave named Hagar….
My heart hurts for Sarai in this passage, for the pain of infertility, for the agony of waiting, for the confusion of promises that don’t seem to be coming to fruition. The LORD promised Abram children, so many that they would outnumber the stars. And yet, Sarai remained childless.
Gen 16:2a …so she said to Abram, “The LORD has kept me from having children. Go, sleep with my slave; perhaps I can build a family through her.”…
Did she think God’s plan didn’t include her, so she was seeking another solution? Did she think she was helping His plan? Did she think at all or was this strictly an emotional reaction to what felt like a desperate situation? I will readily admit that regardless of motivation, God and God’s will seem to be utterly lacking in this plan. I will also admit that I am less than faithful when I’m emotionally wrought and in turmoil about God’s plan and His promises.
Gen 16:2b …Abram agreed to what Sarai said….
Lord, Thank You for this day, for this scripture, for the compassion that I feel for those who struggle. I’ve been in Sarai’s shoes. I’ve felt the pain, agony, and confusion of promises delayed, and I’ve reacted just as faithlessly. I’ve taken matters into my own hands and left You and Your will for me completely out of the picture. Help me, Lord, to be faithful, even when I have to wait for Your timing. Waiting is so incredibly hard, but I know You have Your reasons. Help me, Lord, to trust Your promises, Your way, and Your timing on all things. Draw me closer. Amen.
Gen 16:4 He slept with Hagar, and she conceived.
Have a blessed day.
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