Help us, Jesus…. (devo reflection)

Genesis 16:1 Now Sarai, Abram’s wife, had borne him no children. But she had an Egyptian slave named Hagar; 

Today’s verses bring to mind the saying, “Either man says to God, ‘Thy will be done,” or God will say to man, ‘Thy will be done.” Either we are going to follow what we think God is calling us to do or we are going to do what we want, ignoring God’s call and inserting our own will. Commentary says, “Whatever a man or woman attempts to do without God will be a miserable failure – or an even more miserable success.”

Genesis 16:2 so she said to Abram, “The Lord has kept me from having children. Go, sleep with my slave; perhaps I can build a family through her.” Abram agreed to what Sarai said. 

However, my heart aches for Sarai in this passage. She hasn’t had multiple reassurances from God, she longs for a child, and she is facing, yet again, an empty womb and empty arms. Many of us know that anguish. I cannot stand in judgment of her actions. Yet God calls us to trust Him always, to trust His plan for us, to trust His timing for us. Jesus, Help us.

Genesis 16:3 So after Abram had been living in Canaan ten years, Sarai his wife took her Egyptian slave Hagar and gave her to her husband to be his wife. 

Precious Savior, Sometimes it is so easy to trust that You have a plan for us, to give us hope and a future. Sometimes, though, when Your plan and ours don’t line up, it is so incredibly difficult to trust Your timing, Your path. Help us, always, to say to You, “Thy will be done,” to walk in faith, to trust You. Help us understand what that means. Help us to follow through in faithfulness. Help us, Jesus. Amen.

Genesis 16:4 He slept with Hagar, and she conceived. When she knew she was pregnant, she began to despise her mistress. 

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Rejoice and be glad…. (devo reflection)

God’s promises…. (devo reflection)

An encounter with the divine…. (devo reflection)

The Struggle…. (devo reflection)

Genesis 15:5 He took him outside and said, “Look up at the sky and count the stars—if indeed you can count them.” Then he said to him, “So shall your offspring be.”

I grew up in a church where you did not question God or the Bible. I don’t remember anyone saying that, but I absolutely remember wrestling with questions and doubts and feeling that I could not utter them aloud. I see a similar struggle with Abram–trust, doubt, trust, doubt. That seems an entirely human struggle.

Genesis 15:6 Abram believed the Lord, and he credited it to him as righteousness.

Commentary talks about the difference between believing IN God (that He exists) and believing God (that He keeps His promises). Commentary also reminds us that it will be another 15 years before Abram sees these children that God has promised. I struggle with how to remain faithful when it feels like God’s promises take so long to come to fruition.

Genesis 15:7 He also said to him, “I am the Lord, who brought you out of Ur of the Chaldeans to give you this land to take possession of it.”

Precious Savior, I am human, fleshly, weak. I struggle, question, and doubt. Thank You for giving me grace in my struggles. Help me to always believe Your promises, even if they don’t come in my timeline. Give me both faith and grace like You gave to Abram. Amen.

Genesis 15:8 But Abram said, “Sovereign Lord, how can I know that I will gain possession of it?”

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Above all things…. (devo reflection)

Genesis 15:1 After this, the word of the Lord came to Abram in a vision: “Do not be afraid, Abram. I am your shield, your very great reward.”

Yesterday I mentioned that Abram now trusts God implicitly. Today seems to tell a different story. Again, Abram brings up the promise of children from God and the fact that he has no heirs. Commentary says, “…we can discern the difference between a doubt that denies God’s promise and a doubt that desires God’s promise.” I struggle with what to make of that.

Genesis 15:2 But Abram said, “Sovereign Lord, what can you give me since I remain childless and the one who will inherit my estate is Eliezer of Damascus?”

God knows the desires of our hearts.  He has promised to give us hope and a future (Jer 29:11). He has reminded us that His ways are beyond anything that we can imagine (Is 55:8). He is doing something new, making a way in our wilderness, even if we cannot yet perceive it (Is 43:19). He is our very great reward (Gen 15:1), and He asks us to trust Him. Always.

Genesis 15:3 And Abram said, “You have given me no children; so a servant in my household will be my heir.”

Precious Savior, Help us to desire You above all things–even those we hold dearest in our hearts. Help us to trust Your promises, even if they seem so very different from what we had hoped or imagined for our lives. Help us to be faithful like Abram even when we doubt. Amen.

Genesis 15:4 Then the word of the Lord came to him: “This man will not be your heir, but a son who is your own flesh and blood will be your heir.” 

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Second chances…. (devo reflection)

Genesis 14:21 The king of Sodom said to Abram, “Give me the people and keep the goods for yourself.”

It appears that Abram has grown in love and wisdom, that he now trusts God implicitly, to the point that he does not accept plunder he earned from the battle because he wants to give all glory to God for his wealth. That’s a far cry from moving to Egypt to avoid starvation and claiming your wife is your sister so that you aren’t killed so she can be wed outright.

Genesis 14:22 But Abram said to the king of Sodom, “With raised hand I have sworn an oath to the Lord, God Most High, Creator of heaven and earth, 

I am truly thankful for a God who loves us so, who extends us grace and compassion, who allows us to learn and grow and change, who doesn’t say, “Oh, I’m sorry. You messed up once. I’m done with you.” I think we can all learn a lot about how to treat each other from this whole example between God and Abram.

Genesis 14:23 that I will accept nothing belonging to you, not even a thread or the strap of a sandal, so that you will never be able to say, ‘I made Abram rich.’ 

Precious Savior, Thank You for grace, for compassion, for second chances. Thank You that You don’t send us away from You when we make mistakes. Help us to be more compassionate towards each other as we live and love and grow in this life. Amen.

Genesis 14:24 I will accept nothing but what my men have eaten and the share that belongs to the men who went with me—to Aner, Eshkol and Mamre. Let them have their share.”

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Outdoing each other in love…. (devo reflection)

Trust. Always…. (devo reflection)

Genesis 14:13 A man who had escaped came and reported this to Abram the Hebrew. Now Abram was living near the great trees of Mamre the Amorite, a brother of Eshkol and Aner, all of whom were allied with Abram.

At this point in the Genesis narrative, Abram and Sarai are an old childless couple whom God promised descendants as numerous as the stars. But reading this section on Christmas morning–the day we celebrate the birth of our Savior, directly descended from Abraham and Sarah–infuses this scripture with new meaning for me.

Genesis 14:14 When Abram heard that his relative had been taken captive, he called out the 318 trained men born in his household and went in pursuit as far as Dan.

Abraham is not perfect. He messes up plenty of times. But he is faithful, steadfast. He learns that God is with him, that God keeps his promises, that God’s timeline might be vastly different than our own, that God’s way might look vastly different than anything we had hoped or imagined, but His plan is perfect and we just need to trust Him.

Genesis 14:15 During the night Abram divided his men to attack them and he routed them, pursuing them as far as Hobah, north of Damascus.

Precious Savior, Thank You for Your Son, born this day so long ago. Thank You for Your promise to never leave us nor forsake us, to give us hope and a future. Thank You for Your timing, even when we chafe, eager to see the fruits of Your love in our lives. Help us, like Abram, to trust You always. Amen.

Genesis 14:16 He recovered all the goods and brought back his relative Lot and his possessions, together with the women and the other people.

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Holding on to hope…. (devo reflection)