Esther 6:4 The king said, “Who is in the court?” Now Haman had just entered the outer court of the palace to speak to the king about impaling Mordecai on the pole he had set up for him.
Here we are back at the bitterness and wounded pride of one wicked man again (see last Thursday’s reflection to understand the reference). And still it is the word wicked that trips me up, still because it indicates that Haman is beyond saving. I truly don’t think any of us are beyond saving, but we have to recognize the need within ourselves and reach out and accept the gift of salvation that God freely gives. Haman does neither of those things.
Esther 6:6-7 When Haman entered, the king asked him, “What should be done for the man the king delights to honor?” Now Haman thought to himself, “Who is there that the king would rather honor than me?” So he answered the king….
Perhaps my compassion for Haman stems from the fact that I have similarly been a victim of my own bitterness and wounded pride. I was miserable and determined to make others miserable because I did not get something I felt I truly deserved. It took me much longer to move past the issue than it should have, but I am so incredibly grateful God never gave up on me.
Esther 6:10 “Go at once,” the king commanded Haman. “Get the robe and the horse and do just as you have suggested for Mordecai the Jew, who sits at the king’s gate. Do not neglect anything you have recommended.”
Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for redemption and salvation, for helping us move past our own bitterness and wounded pride if we will allow. Help us to show the same undeserved compassion and grace to others that You lavish on us. Help us to shine Your Light, knowing that You will use it for our good and Your glory. Amen.
Esther 6:12 Afterward Mordecai returned to the king’s gate. But Haman rushed home, with his head covered in grief….
Have a blessed day.