“…more than I can bear.” (devo reflection)

Genesis 4:10 The Lord said, “What have you done? Listen! Your brother’s blood cries out to me from the ground. 

Verse 13 has my attention this morning because I’m wondering what part of this punishment is more than Cain can bear? Is it the fact that the ground “will no longer yield its crops” for Cain? Is it that he “will be a restless wanderer on the earth”? Is it the work of his hands? The fact that he’ll have no place to call home?

Genesis 4:11 Now you are under a curse and driven from the ground, which opened its mouth to receive your brother’s blood from your hand. 

I’m also curious about why God didn’t just strike Cain dead because he killed his brother–an eye for an eye. Additionally, Adam and Eve were already cast out of the Garden of Eden. Why is Cain now simply cast out of the place that he called home? Is there anything simple about this banishment? It certainly lends more credibility to the importance of a place to call home.

Genesis 4:12 When you work the ground, it will no longer yield its crops for you. You will be a restless wanderer on the earth.”

Precious Savior, I still have so many questions. Thank You for the curiosity I feel as I read Your word. Thank You for the language that I notice as I read and for the questions that I have, the curiosity, the desire to understand Your word better. Help me to draw closer to You with every breath. Even without answers, help me to seek You, to see You everywhere I look. Amen.

Genesis 4:13 Cain said to the Lord, “My punishment is more than I can bear.” 

Have a blessed day.