John 20:24 But Thomas (who was called the Twin), one of the twelve, was not with them when Jesus came.
I really feel for Thomas being dubbed “Doubting Thomas” because of this scene. After all, scripture since the Resurrection has been littered with folks who at first did not believe, were confused, were afraid. Even before the crucifixion, folks flocked to Jesus to see a miracle, to see proof of what they had been hearing about Jesus’s abilities.
John 20:25a So the other disciples told him, “We have seen the Lord…”
With the crowds during His ministry, sometimes He gave them miraculous signs, sometimes He didn’t. It depended on what He was trying to accomplish at that moment. With the Roman officials, He gave no proof, only saying of His identity, “You say that I am.” He was utterly unconcerned with who they thought He was. But with the disciples, His beloved disciples, He wants them to know He is still with them. He wants to bring them peace and comfort.
John 20:25b …But he said to them, “Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hands, and put my finger in the mark of the nails and my hand in his side…
Lord, In so many ways, I am Doubting Thomas, hurting, bereft, in doubt. Thank You for Your love, even in my doubt. Thank You for the many little ways You show You are with me every single day. Help me to show Your love to others, especially those who doubt and fear. Help me to comfort Your people. Amen.
John 20:25c …I will not believe.”
Have a blessed day. I love you.