Even when I mess up…. (devo reflection)

Romans 8:12 Therefore, brothers and sisters, we have an obligation—but it is not to the flesh, to live according to it.  

I am a hot mess. But I have an obligation to try to live according to the Spirit and not according to the flesh. Some days I do a great job of living by the Spirit. Some days I fail terribly.

Romans 8:13a For if you live according to the flesh, you will die;

But to know that I am still a deeply loved child of God even when I mess up, to know that the Spirit is still in me, even when I don’t live up to the guidance of the Spirit, that knowledge is priceless.

Romans 8:13b …but if by the Spirit you put to death the misdeeds of the body, you will live.

Precious Savior, Thank You for Your love, Your compassion, Your mercy. Thank You for the knowledge that You love me fiercely, even when I mess up. Help me to love others as You love me. Help me to draw closer to You with each breath. Amen.

Romans 8:14 For those who are led by the Spirit of God are the children of God. 

Have a blessed day.

Powerful and present…. (devo reflection)

Romans 8:9a You, however, are not in the realm of the flesh but are in the realm of the Spirit, if indeed the Spirit of God lives in you.  

The holidays can be difficult when you lose someone who is dear to you. But we do not grieve as those without hope. However, today’s scripture reminds us that not only does the Spirit give us hope after death, but also it gives us hope in life.

Romans 8:9b …And if anyone does not have the Spirit of Christ, they do not belong to Christ.

On my own, I am a mess. I am fleshly and human. I make selfish choices. But today’s scripture reminds me the Spirit “will also give life to your mortal [body].” *I* am fleshly and human, but “the Spirit who raised Jesus from the dead is living in” me, and that Spirit is powerful and present.

Romans 8:10 But if Christ is in you, then even though your body is subject to death because of sin, the Spirit gives life because of righteousness. 

Precious Savior, It is hard to fathom that You can use a hot mess like me. It is hard to comprehend that the same Spirit that gives me hope when I grieve is present IN me, giving me hope as I fumble through this life. Help me to cling to Your Spirit, Your hope, always. Amen.

Romans 8:11 And if the Spirit of him who raised Jesus from the dead is living in you, he who raised Christ from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies because of his Spirit who lives in you.

Have a blessed day.

Balance…. (devo reflection)

Romans 8:5 Those who live according to the flesh have their minds set on what the flesh desires; but those who live in accordance with the Spirit have their minds set on what the Spirit desires.  

A hedonist is someone who believes that the pursuit of pleasure is the most important thing in life. It is someone who lives exclusively for the desires of the flesh. They are seeking pleasure for themselves, not for others. They don’t care much about others.

Romans 8:6 The mind governed by the flesh is death, but the mind governed by the Spirit is life and peace.

The Spirit desires us to live for others–how we can help them, how we can love them, how we can lift them up. I don’t think the Spirit desires us to lift others at our own expense, but I think the focus is outward, on shining God’s light for all.

Romans 8:7 The mind governed by the flesh is hostile to God; it does not submit to God’s law, nor can it do so. 

Precious Savior, The world tells us to put ourselves first, make ourselves happy, even at the expense of others. You tell us that that is not the way to live, to love. I truly believe that life is about balance. I have to take care of myself, but I should uplift and help others as well. Help me to do all these things through You, with You, and in You. Amen.

Romans 8:8 Those who are in the realm of the flesh cannot please God.

Have a blessed day.

No judgment…. (devo reflection)

Romans 8:1 Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus,  

I feel like Romans 8:1 should be tattooed in a prominent place so that every believer can see it before speaking. Christians can be some of the most judgmental, condemning people I know. Unfortunately, I am guilty of judging and condemning others, too.

Romans 8:2 because through Christ Jesus the law of the Spirit who gives life has set you free from the law of sin and death.

I strive to live according to a billboard I saw years ago: “Just love everybody. I’ll sort them out later. ~God.” That sentiment, I think, is much closer to this section of Romans. We are charged with loving others, not judging them. Jesus help us.

Romans 8:3 For what the law was powerless to do because it was weakened by the flesh, God did by sending his own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh to be a sin offering. And so he condemned sin in the flesh, 

Precious Savior, You call us to love one another. You promise us no condemnation for those who are in You. Help us to live up to Your standards, to love and support each other, lifting each other up, not tearing each other down. Help us, Jesus. Amen.

Romans 8:4 in order that the righteous requirement of the law might be fully met in us, who do not live according to the flesh but according to the Spirit.

Have a blessed day.

Fully, completely, irrevocably…. (devo reflection)

Romans 8:14 For those who are led by the Spirit of God are the children of God. 

Today’s scripture talks again about the Spirit of God. I’m not completely sure if this is the same Spirit as the Spirit of truth discussed in John, but I would think it has to be. And not only does this Spirit not leave us orphaned (John 14:18), but also, this Spirit doesn’t leave us slaves to fear.

Romans 8:15 The Spirit you received does not make you slaves, so that you live in fear again; rather, the Spirit you received brought about your adoption to sonship. And by him we cry, “Abba, Father.” 

It is because of this Spirit that we have the right to claim legal status in God’s family, for that is what “adoption to sonship” says to me. Adoption is a formal, legal process saying that we are legally, officially family. We are no longer orphans. We are no longer slaves to fear. We belong to the Father. We are His children.

Romans 8:16 The Spirit himself testifies with our spirit that we are God’s children. 

Lord, Thank You for the reminder of what the Spirit truly means, that we are Yours–fully, completely, irrevocably. Help me to claim that status–Your child. Help me to no longer be a slave to fear. Help me, Father. Amen.

Romans 8:17 Now if we are children, then we are heirs—heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ, if indeed we share in his sufferings in order that we may also share in his glory.

Have a blessed day.

Drawing closer to God…. (devo reflection)

Exodus 32:21 He said to Aaron, “What did these people do to you, that you led them into such great sin?”

A Google search on the weakness of Aaron yields this nugget: “His major failures were caused by his inability to stand alone. His yielding to public pressure…” We certainly see this tendency as he talks about how he came to have the gold for the idol. When the Israelites ask him to make them an idol, he offers no resistance, no words of wisdom about why that’s a bad idea. He throws himself into the task at hand.

Exodus 32:22 “Do not be angry, my lord,” Aaron answered. “You know how prone these people are to evil. 

But as I was talking with a friend yesterday, she wondered what the Israelites, fickle as they were, would have done if Aaron hadn’t been there, if it had just been the Israelites hanging out by themselves while Moses was up the mountain for 40 days. Given how they acted *with* Aaron, their behavior could have been so much worse without him. Did the golden calf incident save them from a worse fate?

Exodus 32:23 They said to me, ‘Make us gods who will go before us. As for this fellow Moses who brought us up out of Egypt, we don’t know what has happened to him.’

Lord, You tell us in Romans 8:28 that You can use all things for our good and Your glory. Help me to make wise decisions. Help me to lean on trusted advisors. And when I do mess up, which is bound to happen again and again, help me to learn, to draw closer to You, and to move forward. Amen.

Exodus 32:24 So I told them, ‘Whoever has any gold jewelry, take it off.’ Then they gave me the gold, and I threw it into the fire, and out came this calf!”

Have a blessed day.

Trying to embrace joy…. (devo reflection)

Romans 7:15 I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. 

This time of year is difficult for me for a host of reasons, but right now I feel like I am becoming someone I don’t want to be, someone I would not want to spend time around. My temper is short, my patience is gone, I grumble and complain A LOT.

Romans 7:18b …For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. 

It seems the epitome of “…what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do,” and while a bad attitude isn’t necessarily “evil,” it certainly isn’t a good thing. It certainly isn’t something I want to continue. Jesus, Help me. Please.

Romans 7:19 For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing. 

Lord, I don’t understand my own behavior and I certainly don’t like it. Help me get a grip on this constant negativity, to embrace the joy that comes from being Your deeply loved child. Help me to give grace to myself and to others who are struggling, no matter the reason. I want to be a light for You, Lord. Please, Help me. Amen.

Romans 7:20 Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.

Have a blessed day.

No matter what this mess looks like from my angle…. (devo reflection)

Romans 15:13a May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace… 

I’m struggling with the fact that people whom I love and care about are struggling. I want to help, want to fix it, and I can’t, which makes me frustrated, makes me feel helpless. But God says He will never leave me nor forsake me, so I know He’s with me now, too.

Romans 15:13b …as you trust in him… 

Romans 15:13 reminds me that joy and peace come from the God of hope. The goal is not the *I* can fix it, not the *He* can fix it according to my idea of what it *should* be. The goal is to remember that God is sovereign and in control, and no matter what this mess looks like from my angle, God’s got it. He’s already made a way. He is victorious, and we are victorious through Him. Trusting in Him (and you know how I struggle with trust) means trusting that even though I can see no way of the situation being ok, God’s got it. That trust in Him, in His power and love, sovereignty and compassion, will allow me to overflow with His hope.

Romans 15:13c …so that you may overflow with hope… 

Precious Savior, I want to overflow with Your hope. I want to be surrounded by Your joy and peace. The only way to do that is to surrender to You, to trust–fully trust–in You. I do, Lord. I trust You. But I feel like I should be *doing* as well as trusting. And that way leads to misery, I know. Help me to trust in You. Help those I love and care about who are struggling to trust in You, too. Help us, Lord. Please. Amen.

Romans 15:13d …by the power of the Holy Spirit.

Have a blessed day.

My refuge and strength…. (devo reflection)

Psalm 46:1 God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble.

Psalm 46:1 brings to mind Jesus’s words in Matthew 28:20, “And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.” Jesus is our refuge, our strength, our ever-present help in trouble because He is with us. Always. We learn that truth in religious education, but it doesn’t really become rock-solid faith until that’s all we have left to hold on to.

Psalm 46:2a Therefore we will not fear… 

Here’s my big issue: When I ask for help, I have a really clear idea of what that help should look like. I’m a planner. I have lots of ideas about how things should be. But God’s thoughts are not my thoughts. His ways are far beyond anything I can imagine (Isaiah 55:8). So while I’m freaking out because things are not as they should be, Jesus, my refuge and strength, my ever-present help in trouble is working all things for my good and His glory (Romans 8:28).

Psalm 46:2b …though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea,

Lord, There are so many things in this world that I don’t understand. But You don’t ask me to understand. You ask me to trust You. Help me to trust that You are with me always, even to the end of the age. Help me to trust that You are my refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Help me to trust that the worst thing isn’t the last thing and that Your ways are far beyond anything I could imagine. Help me to trust You. Always. Amen.

Psalm 46:3 though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging.

Have a blessed day. I love you.

Astounding…. (devo reflection)

Isaiah 64:6 But we are all as an unclean thing and our righteousness is as filthy rags…

And yet He loves us fiercely anyway. He lavishes us with grace upon grace anyway. Isn’t it astounding the love He has for His children? It takes my breath away.

Isaiah 53:6 All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to his own way….

And yet He sends us sunshine, blue skies, showers and rainbows, people who love and encourage us, God-moments to draw us closer. He even allows us to wrestle with doubt so that we can come to the end of ourselves and find Him.

Romans 5:8 But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

Lord, I am not worthy, can never be worthy, and yet You tell me again and again and again that my life is of eternal worth. You invite me to know You intimately, to trust You fully. I want that, Lord, so much. Help me. Amen.

Lamentations 3:22-23 Because of the LORD’s great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness.

Have a blessed day.