Holding on to hope…. (devo reflection)

Psalm 31:14 But I trust in you, Lord; I say, “You are my God.”

Two prayer requests came in yesterday, nearly back-to-back. Folks who are struggling mightily for so many reasons. David and the Psalms immediately came to mind. In them, we see David struggling mightily, praising, railing, begging.

Psalm 31:15 My times are in your hands; deliver me from the hands of my enemies, from those who pursue me.

To be able to say, even when everything feels like it is falling apart, “But I trust in you, Lord; I say, ‘You are my God’” is such a gift, but even David struggled at times. I don’t have answers, and God doesn’t always give answers, so today I just stand in the gap, continuing to lift those who are struggling mightily.

Psalm 31:16 Let your face shine on your servant; save me in your unfailing love.

Precious Savior, Today I pray specifically for those who are struggling mightily. Life has beat them up again and again. They have called out to You again and again. Maybe they even wonder if You are still listening. Lord, I know the bleakness of that precipice. Cover them with Your unfathomable love. Renew their spirit. Help them to feel the prayers that are lifted on their behalf. Help them to hold on to hope, to hold on to You. Always. Amen.

Psalm 31:17 Let me not be put to shame, Lord, for I have cried out to you;

Have a blessed day.

Our rock and our fortress…. (devo reflection)

Psalm 31:11 Because of all my enemies, I am the utter contempt of my neighbors and an object of dread to my closest friends—those who see me on the street flee from me.

Have you ever had those days where one minute you feel on top of the world and the next you are so low you have to look up to see bottom? David seems to be showing us a bit of the ups and downs of life in Psalm 31.

Psalm 31:12 I am forgotten as though I were dead; I have become like broken pottery.

He begins the Psalm praising God for being his refuge, for listening to his troubles, for being a safe space. Then he swings really low, lamenting the hardships he is facing on every side. He has become an object of contempt and dread, but still he clings to God.

Psalm 31:13b For I hear many whispering, “Terror on every side!”

Precious Savior, We all know that life is full of ups and downs. Thank You for being there with us for all of it. Thank You for being our rock and our fortress, no matter what we face. Help us cling to You always. Amen.

Psalm 31:13b …They conspire against me and plot to take my life.

Have a blessed day.

Comfort…. (devo reflection)

Psalm 31:9 Be merciful to me, Lord, for I am in distress;

One thing I like about the Psalms is that they feel so real, so honest. One chapter is full of praise and the next is full of despair. I’ve lived that before, and it helps me to see that the stories of the bible are grounded in the lives of real people, human, fallible, broken people just like me.

Psalm 31:9b …my eyes grow weak with sorrow, my soul and body with grief.

And this struggling, hurting people turned to the same God who is there for me, railed, cajoled, praised, thanked the same God, my God. In a world where it is so ostracizing to feel othered, to know that folks all those years ago celebrated and cried out to the same God brings me comfort.

Psalm 31:10a My life is consumed by anguish and my years by groaning;

Precious Savior, Thank You for Your love, Your grace, Your word. Thank You for helping me see and understand new truths with every reading. Thank You that You are the same today, tomorrow, and always. Thank You. Amen.

Psalm 31:10b …my strength fails because of my affliction, and my bones grow weak.

Have a blessed day.

A spacious place…. (devo reflection)

Psalm 31:6 I hate those who cling to worthless idols; as for me, I trust in the Lord.

I’ve learned a lot about terrain as my guys have been on the trail–how different terrain affects hikers and speed. Uphill is slow, downhill is cautious, rock scrabble requires careful footing, flat and spacious, you can really go. It’s easy to place your feet, determine a pace that works best for you, because in a spacious place, there aren’t hidden surprises. You can breathe and unwind your steps.

Psalm 31:7 I will be glad and rejoice in your love,

I don’t guess I’ve ever thought much about how life mirrors the trail. Some days are blue skies, breezes, sunshine, and wide open terrain that is easy to traverse. Some days are socked in, rocky, uphill, just plain tough. But God is with us always, guiding us, guarding us. We just have to keep moving forward, trusting in Him.

Psalm 31:7b …for you saw my affliction and knew the anguish of my soul.

Precious Savior, Thank You for the lessons from the trail, for the beauty of wide open spaces, for being with us when that’s not the terrain we face. Help us to trust You, to praise You, with every step and every breath. Amen.

Psalm 31:8 You have not given me into the hands of the enemy but have set my feet in a spacious place.

Have a blessed day.

Calling out to Jesus…. (devo reflection)

Psalm 31:3 Since you are my rock and my fortress, for the sake of your name lead and guide me.

Verse 5a has my attention this morning. Jesus uttered a version of verse 5a right before he died, which is why, when I read 5a, I read “Into your hands I commend my spirit.” When I looked up various translations of this verse, most say “You have redeemed me,” the NLT translation says “rescue me,” the Good News Translation says, “You will save me,” while NIV says, simply, “deliver me.”

Psalm 31:4 Keep me free from the trap that is set for me, for you are my refuge.

Remember that we are talking about refuge, and yesterday I said that if refuge is right there and *I* don’t take advantage, it is of no use to me, even though it is there. Today, we learn that simply calling out to Jesus IS engaging that refuge. Calling out to Him, praising Him for redeeming, pleading for Him to save and deliver, that IS using the refuge available to us.

Psalm 31:5a Into your hands I commit my spirit;

Precious Savior, There is still so much to learn about You and about Your love for me. Thank You that You love me fiercely, even though I fall short again and again. Thank You that You are my refuge, even though I am sometimes slow to call on You. Help me to keep You as my center. Always. Amen.

Psalm 31:5b …deliver me, Lord, my faithful God.

Have a blessed day.

Refuge…. (devo reflection)

Psalm 31:1a In you, Lord, I have taken refuge;

A quick Google search defines refuge as: “a condition of being safe or sheltered from pursuit, danger, or trouble.” However, a refuge that is not utilized is not useful. If I am standing in the pouring rain, with thunder and lightning all around, and a refuge is inches from me but I’m not in it, that refuge is useless to me.

Psalm 31:1b …let me never be put to shame; deliver me in your righteousness.

I am a worrier. I’ve admitted that before. I stress and I stew and I fret over situations. I often, figuratively, stand in the middle of the storm being lashed with rain and beaten by wind with refuge literally RIGHT THERE, yet I do not take advantage. I continue to stress and stew and fret. Jesus, Help me.

Psalm 31:2a Turn your ear to me, come quickly to my rescue;

Precious Savior, You know I have been trying to reign in my worry habit for a long time. Thank You for loving me anyway. Thank You for helping me to see that my continuing to worry and fret is me not taking advantage of the refuge You lovingly provide for me. Forgive me. Help me. Thank You for always loving me. Amen.

Psalm 31:2b …be my rock of refuge, a strong fortress to save me.

Have a blessed day.

Faithfulness…. (devo reflection)

Psalm 61:5 For you, God, have heard my vows; you have given me the heritage of those who fear your name.

In verse 1 of Psalm 61, David says, “Hear my cry, O God; listen to my prayer.” In verse 5, we see that God has listened, is listening and David knows that and will honor his vow to God just as God honors His promise to David (to hear, to listen, to be present).

Psalm 61:6 Increase the days of the king’s life, his years for many generations.

I hope I am as faithful with both my pleas to God AND my praise of Him. I hope I both call to Him AND praise His name. I’m better at it now than I used to be, but I absolutely know that there is room for improvement. It’s an area where I definitely want to do better.

Psalm 61:7 May he be enthroned in God’s presence forever; appoint your love and faithfulness to protect him.

Precious Savior, Thank You for hearing my cries of distress. Thank You for listening to my prayers–the mundane and the extraordinary. Forgive me when I neglect to praise You as You deserve. Help me to do better. Always. Amen.

Psalm 61:8 Then I will ever sing in praise of your name and fulfill my vows day after day.

Have a blessed day.

Living fully into this day…. (devo reflection)

Psalm 56:12a I am under vows to you, my God;

Lord, Thank You that You are with me always, even when I’m not looking, even when I can’t see. Thank You that You guide my steps and You redeem my missteps. Thank You for Your presence and protection.

Psalm 56:12b …I will present my thank offerings to you.

Father, Help me to always be mindful of Your presence. Help me to be mindful of saying “Thank You” for the many, many blessings that You surround me with daily. Thank You that You lavish me with blessings simply because I am Your deeply loved child. I am thankful beyond words for that gift.

Psalm 56:13a For you have delivered me from death and my feet from stumbling,

Precious Savior, Help me to live this day joyfully, exactly as it comes to me. Help me to stop griping and to stop wishing and to stop waiting and to live fully into this day You have made. Thank You for walking with me. Always. Amen.

Psalm 56:13b …that I may walk before God in the light of life.

Have a blessed day.

Strength, courage, and grace for the day ahead…. (devo reflection)

Psalm 56:9a Then my enemies will turn back when I call for help….

There are days where the opinions of others matter to me greatly. Do they like me? Do they see the hard work and effort I put into things? Do they know how much I care? As you can imagine, caring about the opinions of others is not what we should strive for in life.

Psalm 56:9b …By this I will know that God is for me.

Maybe that’s why verse 11 really resonates with me. In God I trust and am not afraid. What can man do to me? My default is to care about the opinions of people because they are ever present. But God is the only One who matters. He’s ever present, too, just not quite so visible.

Psalm 56:10 In God, whose word I praise, in the Lord, whose word I praise—

Precious Savior, Thank You for the reminder that You are ever present and that Yours is the only opinion that I ever need to be concerned about. Help me to cling to verse 11, to trust You and not be afraid. Give me strength, courage, and grace for the day ahead. Amen.

Psalm 56:11 in God I trust and am not afraid. What can man do to me?

Have a blessed day.

Intentionally striving for perspective….. (devo reflection)

Psalm 56:5 All day long they twist my words; all their schemes are for my ruin.

Again today’s scripture has me thinking about Rocky Face Park. Again it’s got me reflecting on hiking the wooded path, where trees are all you see. They are huge and ever present. But then when you start to ascend the rock face of the mountain, you realize how small the trees are in perspective, how expansive the view, how glorious our God.

Psalm 56:6 They conspire, they lurk, they watch my steps, hoping to take my life.

I am in a season of life where everything feels personal, where I process everything as personal, which is frustrating and ridiculous. But that anger that David expresses, that feeling that others conspire and lurk, that their schemes are for my ruin, I have to physically remind myself that that is not the case, that while the trees–the slights, the frustrations, the ridiculousness, feels huge and personal, it absolutely isn’t. I have to intentionally strive for perspective.

Psalm 56:7 Because of their wickedness do not let them escape; in your anger, God, bring the nations down.

Precious Savior, Thank You for bringing me to Psalm 56. Thank You for reminding me again and again that it’s not about me, that I should not take everything so personally, that I need to remember to keep life in perspective, to keep Your majesty and sovereignty in perspective. I’m listening. Help me. Amen.

Psalm 56:8 Record my misery; list my tears on your scroll —are they not in your record?

Have a blessed day.