Oh me of little faith…. (devo reflection)

Matthew 20:8 “When evening came, the owner of the vineyard said to his foreman, ‘Call the workers and pay them their wages, beginning with the last ones hired and going on to the first.’

My first reaction when reading this parable, pretty much always, is anger. The thought, “That’s not fair!!!” Leaps to my mind! I imagine that I would be among the early workers, toiling away in the broiling sun all day. Clearly, I deserve more compensation for my labor than those who have only been at it for an hour or two. And just like that, God shows me I still have so far to go when it comes to humbling myself before Him.

Matthew 20:9 “The workers who were hired about five in the afternoon came and each received a denarius.

“But wait!!” I think frantically, “If we are talking about grace, of course it’s fair. Of course it’s fine.” “My child,” my precious Savior replies, “It’s all about grace….and mercy and compassion. You still have so very much to learn.” And without even trying, I am like the disciples in the boat, screaming in my fear. Oh me of little faith.

Matthew 20:10 So when those came who were hired first, they expected to receive more. But each one of them also received a denarius.

Precious Savior, Thank You for loving me enough to keep working on my heart. Thank You for showing me the areas where I need to humble myself before You. Thank You that Your grace cannot be earned, that Your compassion and mercy are given freely to all—those who come early to Your call and those like me who continue to struggle with the lessons to which You lovingly continue to direct our attention. I am eternally grateful for Your grace. Amen.

Matthew 20:11 When they received it, they began to grumble against the landowner.

Have a blessed day.

What if this encounter is only the beginning? (devo reflection)

Matthew 19:16 Just then a man came up to Jesus and asked, “Teacher, what good thing must I do to get eternal life?”

I know how God has worked on my heart over the course of my life. I know that rarely is any character flaw fixed the first time (as evidenced by the fact that I still struggle with worry and fear, even though God has been working on me in these areas for years. I’m better than I was but still not where He wants me). This rich man is pretty much dismissed in commentary, but what if this encounter is only the beginning?

Matthew 19:17 “Why do you ask me about what is good?” Jesus replied. “There is only One who is good. If you want to enter life, keep the commandments.”

Clearly, the man is seeking, asking, knocking (Matt 7:7). If he’s anything like me, he has to sit with things for a while, but if he continues to seek, ask, and knock, if he continues to bring these issues before God, examining them in light of new information, then it’s possible that “the word of God [that] is alive and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword…” (Heb 4:12) will do its work, changing his heart and mind. I’ve seen this happen in my own life again and again as I meet with God each morning.

Matthew 19:18-19 “Which ones?” he inquired. Jesus replied, “ ‘You shall not murder, you shall not commit adultery, you shall not steal, you shall not give false testimony, honor your father and mother,’ and ‘love your neighbor as yourself.’”

Lord, Thank You for today’s insights into Your word. Thank You for a perspective that I had not considered before. Thank You that You are willing to leave the 99 to go after the one. Help us all to keep seeking, asking, knocking, to keep searching Your word, to draw closer to You. Amen.

Matthew 19:20“All these I have kept,” the young man said. “What do I still lack?”

Have a blessed day.

Making a difference…. (devo reflection)

Matthew 18:10-11 “See that you do not despise one of these little ones. For I tell you that their angels in heaven always see the face of my Father in heaven. For the Son of man is come to save that which was lost.

When I was going through teacher education, I came across The Starfish Story many times. It was used as a metaphor for the importance of what educators do, which often feels overwhelming and thankless. The Starfish Story reminds educators that what we do makes a difference to individuals, and even though we can’t save the world, our actions “make a difference to that one”.

Matthew 18:12 “What do you think? If a man owns a hundred sheep, and one of them wanders away, will he not leave the ninety-nine on the hills and go to look for the one that wandered off?

The Parable of the Wandering Sheep seems to me the same concept in reverse. We are the starfish, miles and miles of starfish on the shoreline. It’s so easy to feel insignificant and unimportant, like no one cares at all. But God doesn’t see us as expendable. He values each and every one of us. He would (and has and does) leave the 99 just to save the one…because every single one of us matters to Him.

Matthew 18:13 And if he finds it, truly I tell you, he is happier about that one sheep than about the ninety-nine that did not wander off.

Lord, It is so easy to feel small and insignificant, like we’ve done too much, made too many bad choices for You to waste Your time trying to save us. But that’s not who You are. You pursue us, redeem us, rejoice over us. Help me to believe in my worth to You, especially on the hard days. Help me to see the value in others, even when they are struggling to see it for themselves. Draw us all closer to You. Amen..

Matthew 18:14 In the same way your Father in heaven is not willing that any of these little ones should perish.

Have a blessed day.

The truths I am able to see…. (devo reflection)

Matthew 17:1 After six days Jesus took with him Peter, James and John the brother of James, and led them up a high mountain by themselves.

There is so much that I don’t understand about this passage. Why does Jesus take only Peter, James, and John on this trip? Why does He transfigure at all? Why are Moses and Elijah there, too? Is this a dream? A hallucination? Is Peter’s reaction about the fact that it’s good they are there and about building the shelters just nerves?

Matthew 17:2 There he was transfigured before them. His face shone like the sun, and his clothes became as white as the light.

Perhaps this is to give the disciples the proper context/hierarchy of Jesus. But if so, why aren’t all the disciples there? Perhaps this is to help convince them of all that Jesus has been saying, but again, if so, why are there only three disciples? Are these three favored by Jesus in some way that they get to see Him transfigured, get to see Moses and Elijah, get to hear God?

Matthew 17:3 Just then there appeared before them Moses and Elijah, talking with Jesus.

Lord, I have so many questions sometimes and so few answers. But even when the answers aren’t clear, thank You for the ability to still see Your truth—You are the Son of God. You are loved by God and were sent by Him. You are greater than Moses and Elijah. You comfort Your people, even when they don’t understand, even when they are afraid. Thank You for the truths I am able to see. Help me to keep coming back to Your word as I continue to grow in my faith. Amen.

Matthew 17:4 Peter said to Jesus, “Lord, it is good for us to be here. If you wish, I will put up three shelters—one for you, one for Moses and one for Elijah.”

Have a blessed day.

“Who do you say I am?” (devo reflection)

Matthew 16:1 The Pharisees and Sadducees came to Jesus and tested him by asking him to show them a sign from heaven.

Verse 15 asks a central question that I think we all struggle with: “Who do you say I am?” The Pharisees and Sadducees are asking for signs to prove Jesus a liar, the disciples continue to doubt and misunderstand Jesus’s teachings, and every Christian has struggled with that same question: “Who do you say I am?”

Matthew 16:8 Aware of their discussion, Jesus asked, “You of little faith, why are you talking among yourselves about having no bread?

Sometimes I think this may be the entire point of life and faith—to answer the question of who God is and who He is to me, in my life. I think seeking to answer that question daily is a crucial step to living a fulfilling, faith filled life (see Matt 7:7).

Matthew 16:15 “But what about you?” he asked. “Who do you say I am?”

Lord, I know that I can seek a lifetime learning about You and never know you fully. Help me to seek to know You more today than yesterday, more tomorrow than today. Help me—with every breath, every interaction, every thought, every word—to learn more about who You are and who You are to me. Draw me closer. Amen.

Matthew 16:16 Simon Peter answered, “You are the Messiah, the Son of the living God.”

Have a blessed day. I love you.

Honoring God…. (devo reflection)

Matthew 15:1-2 Then some Pharisees and teachers of the law came to Jesus from Jerusalem and asked, “Why do your disciples break the tradition of the elders? They don’t wash their hands before they eat!”

I love routine and tradition. There is great comfort in knowing what to expect. But Jesus cautions here about the danger of blindly following tradition and of putting tradition before God.

Matthew 15:3 Jesus replied, “And why do you break the command of God for the sake of your tradition?

This scripture, to me, is an invitation to examine our actions. The expression “What would Jesus do?” takes on new significance in this light. Are we doing something to bring glory to God, to shine His light, to comfort His people? If not, what’s our purpose?

Matthew 15:7-9 You hypocrites! Isaiah was right when he prophesied about you: “‘These people honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. They worship me in vain; their teachings are merely human rules.’”

Precious Savior, Thank You for this reminder that unless You are our focus and purpose, blindly following tradition, no matter how comforting, is not from You and does not glorify You. I want to honor You, always, with my lips, my heart, my words, and my actions. Help me. Amen.

Matthew 15:10-11 Jesus called the crowd to him and said, “Listen and understand. What goes into someone’s mouth does not defile them, but what comes out of their mouth, that is what defiles them.”

Have a blessed day.

Trusting beyond my comprehension…. (devo reflection)

Matthew 14:27-28 But Jesus immediately said to them: “Take courage! It is I. Don’t be afraid.”“Lord, if it’s you,” Peter replied, “tell me to come to you on the water.”

Commentary says: “It is easier to have faith when we think we know how God might provide….” In my nascent faith, I found this to be true. I didn’t realize that believing He would work in ways I knew He could work wasn’t true faith in Christ. It was trust in what I knew was possible.

Matthew 14:29-30 “Come,” he said. Then Peter got down out of the boat, walked on the water and came toward Jesus. But when he saw the wind, he was afraid and, beginning to sink, cried out, “Lord, save me!”

It wasn’t until I learned Isaiah 43:19 as a prayer of faith in Him that I truly learned to trust in things beyond my comprehension. When I could honestly, earnestly pray “Lord, I know You are making a way in this wilderness, even though I can’t yet perceive it, can’t fathom how You will move here. I trust You,” that was the foundation of faith in God alone.

Matthew 14:31 Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and caught him. “You of little faith,” he said, “why did you doubt?”

Lord, I believe, but I am also fallibly human. When I can’t fathom how You might provide in my life, help my unbelief. Help me, always, to cling to the promise that You are making a way, even if I cannot yet perceive it. Thank You for the healing power of complete faith in You. Draw me closer. Amen.

Matthew 14:35-36 And when the men of that place recognized Jesus, they sent word to all the surrounding country. People brought all their sick to him and begged him to let the sick just touch the edge of his cloak, and all who touched it were healed.

Have a blessed day.

Digging in…. (devo reflection)

Matthew 13:10 The disciples came to him and asked, “Why do you speak to the people in parables?”

Once again Matthew 7:7 comes to mind as I read Matthew 13: “Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.” I think our ability to understand God’s word is increased when we ask, seek, and knock. I think when we dig in, seeking to understand His word, it makes a difference.

Matthew 13:12 Whoever has will be given more, and they will have an abundance. Whoever does not have, even what they have will be taken from them.

Lack of faith, lack of desire to understand, makes a difference, too. Jesus couldn’t heal in His hometown because they had hardened their hearts to Him. Similarly, He can’t make clear His truth if we don’t try to understand.

Matthew 13:16 But blessed are your eyes because they see, and your ears because they hear.

Lord, Thank You for the understanding that following You is not a passive activity. It takes effort to seek, ask, knock. But You reward that effort by allowing us to know You more. Help me to seek You always. Draw me closer. Amen.

Matthew 13:58 And he did not do many miracles there because of their lack of faith.

Have a blessed day.

Actively trying to know the Lord…. (devo reflection)

Matthew 11:27 “All things have been committed to me by my Father. No one knows the Son except the Father, and no one knows the Father except the Son and those to whom the Son chooses to reveal him.

Matthew 7:7 comes strongly to mind as I read Matthew 11:27: “Ask, and it shall be given unto you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.” I can’t help but think the Son chooses to reveal the Father to those who ask, seek, and knock, actively trying to know the Lord more.

Matthew 11:28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.

Verse 28 puts me in mind of the job that I do. Some days are really hard. But when I am able to connect with a student, give them hope and encouragement, those days I can totally see how He gives me rest as He works alongside me in the classroom.

Matthew 11:29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.

Lord, Thank You for the invitation to ask, seek, knock. Thank You that You are not a god behind the curtain—pulling all the strings but not known or knowable. Thank You that You are in the trenches with me, beside me, helping me every step of the way. Thank You. Amen.

Matthew 11:30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

Have a blessed day. I love you.

Our value in Christ…. (devo reflection)

Matthew 10:28 Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather, be afraid of the One who can destroy both soul and body in hell.

There have been several devastating mass shootings in the news recently. That fact came to mind when I read verse 28. It seems like there is so much to fear in this life, but Matthew reminds us that the body and soul are not the same thing and the eternal soul is more lasting than the earthly shell.

Matthew 10:29 Are not two sparrows sold for a penny? Yet not one of them will fall to the ground outside your Father’s care.

Then Matthew reminds us of our value in Christ, something that I am guilty of forgetting far too often. Christ loves me and knows me to the point of counting every hair on my head. That level of being known is a little mind-boggling but incredibly comforting.

Matthew 10:30 And even the very hairs of your head are all numbered.

Lord, Thank You for seeing me and for knowing me. Thank You for the reminder that I am an eternal soul as well as an earthly body. Help me not to be afraid because You know me, you are with me. Always. Help me never to forget my value in You. Amen.

Matthew 10:31 So don’t be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows.

Have a blessed day.