When I am confronted with huge injustices, with senseless tragedies, with painful realities…. (devo reflection)

Exodus 5:15 Then the Israelite overseers went and appealed to Pharaoh: “Why have you treated your servants this way? 

Today’s scripture has me going back to Isaiah 55:8 again, “My thoughts are nothing like your thoughts,” says the LORD. “And my ways are far beyond anything you could imagine.” What is happening here, as God sets in motion the ultimate freedom of the Israelites, is painful and unfair and makes no sense to me.

Exodus 5:16 Your servants are given no straw, yet we are told, ‘Make bricks!’ Your servants are being beaten, but the fault is with your own people.”

But I am a mere mortal who can’t see the eternal picture, and God didn’t promise to make life make sense to me. He promised never to leave me, never to forsake me. So when I am confronted with huge injustices, with senseless tragedies, with painful realities, I have to fall back on Isaiah 55:8 and trust that in His sovereign, compassionate wisdom, all of this will work to my good and His glory….even if I cannot yet perceive it.

Exodus 5:17 Pharaoh said, “Lazy, that’s what you are—lazy! That is why you keep saying, ‘Let us go and sacrifice to the Lord.’ 

Precious Savior, Thank You for the eternal reality that You will never leave me nor forsake me. NEVER. Forgive me when I yearn for explanations and sense in situations that I can never understand. Help me, always, to trust You. Help me, Jesus. Amen.

Exodus 5:18 Now get to work. You will not be given any straw, yet you must produce your full quota of bricks.”

Have a blessed day.

With every fiber of my being…. (devo reflection)

Exodus 3:9 And now the cry of the Israelites has reached me, and I have seen the way the Egyptians are oppressing them. 

Verse 9 bothers me because it sounds like God wasn’t hearing or wasn’t paying attention to the Israelites, like they are a long way from God and their cries have finally reached His ear. That seems antithetical to what I know of my Savior.

Exodus 3:10 So now, go. I am sending you to Pharaoh to bring my people the Israelites out of Egypt.”

Isaiah 42:3 says “A bruised reed he will not break, and a smoldering wick he will not snuff out. In faithfulness he will bring forth justice….” That, to me, does not sound like a God who is removed from His people, who doesn’t know what’s going on, who has to wait for their cries to finally reach His ear before noticing their pain and distress.

Exodus 3:11 But Moses said to God, “Who am I that I should go to Pharaoh and bring the Israelites out of Egypt?”

God of the Oppressed, I do not understand suffering–why it happens, why You allow it, why we have to endure it–but I believe with every fiber of my being that we do not suffer alone, that You are with us in our pain, making a way in our wilderness, even if we cannot yet perceive Your presence or Your actions. Thank You that You will never leave us nor forsake us. Amen.

Exodus 3:12 And God said, “I will be with you. And this will be the sign to you that it is I who have sent you: When you have brought the people out of Egypt, you will worship God on this mountain.”

Have a blessed day.

Love beyond measure…. (devo reflection)

Exodus 2:21 Moses agreed to stay with the man, who gave his daughter Zipporah to Moses in marriage. 

Verse 24 bothers me. The idea that God “remembered his covenant” seems to me to imply that he forgot it at some point. Commentary says that is not so, that “remembered” in this sense means “turn his attention to” instead of “think of again after forgetting.”

Exodus 2:22 Zipporah gave birth to a son, and Moses named him Gershom, saying, “I have become a foreigner in a foreign land.”

These ponderings put me in mind of Isaiah 43:19, “See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland.” Times that feel to us like being forgotten are actually times where God is working, making a way in our wilderness that we can’t even perceive yet. I think God loves us way too much to forget about us.

Exodus 2:23 During that long period, the king of Egypt died. The Israelites groaned in their slavery and cried out, and their cry for help because of their slavery went up to God. 

Precious Savior, Thank You for Your fierce and abiding love. We can’t do a single thing but love and praise You, and we often do that so very imperfectly, but You love us beyond measure simply because we are Yours. Help us to always remember that, especially when we feel forgotten, broken, alone. We are Yours. Always. Thank You, Jesus. Amen.

Exodus 2:24-25 God heard their groaning and he remembered his covenant with Abraham, with Isaac and with Jacob. So God looked on the Israelites and was concerned about them.

Have a blessed day.

Big, bold dreams…. (devo reflection)

Exodus 2:5 Then Pharaoh’s daughter went down to the Nile to bathe, and her attendants were walking along the riverbank. She saw the basket among the reeds and sent her female slave to get it.

Isaiah 55:8 comes to mind as I read today’s scripture: “My thoughts are nothing like your thoughts,” says the LORD. “And my ways are far beyond anything you could imagine.”

Exodus 2:6 She opened it and saw the baby. He was crying, and she felt sorry for him. “This is one of the Hebrew babies,” she said.

I am absolutely certain that whatever this mother had imagined for her son, this was not it. That he would be raised by the Pharaoh’s daughter. That she, his mother, would get to continue to nurture and love him, no longer in secret.

Exodus 2:7 Then his sister asked Pharaoh’s daughter, “Shall I go and get one of the Hebrew women to nurse the baby for you?”

Precious Savior, Thank You that Your ways are beyond anything we can imagine. Forgive us that we think we know the plans You have for us, we hope and dream and plan and don’t even realize we aren’t dreaming big enough, bold enough. Help us to trust You. Always. Amen.

Exodus 2:8 “Yes, go,” she answered. So the girl went and got the baby’s mother.

Have a blessed day. 

Holding on to hope…. (devo reflection)

Moving forward…. (devo reflection)

Genesis 49:21 “Naphtali is a doe set free that bears beautiful fawns. 

Sometimes life is just painful—mentally, physically, emotionally—just difficult. And that stinks. There is no easy, painless way forward. Survival is often the only goal.

Genesis 49:22-23 “Joseph is a fruitful vine, a fruitful vine near a spring, whose branches climb over a wall.  With bitterness archers attacked him; they shot at him with hostility.

But eventually, we begin to find a way forward. Slowly. Often painfully. It’s not easy, but it’s doable. And even though there are setbacks and missteps, the rawness of those early days is eventually abates.

Genesis 49:24 But his bow remained steady, his strong arms stayed limber, because of the hand of the Mighty One of Jacob, because of the Shepherd, the Rock of Israel,

God of the hurting, Thank You for healing, for moving forward, no matter how slowly or painfully. Thank You that we don’t stay stuck in survival mode, that You are with us always, that You are making a way in every wilderness, even if we cannot yet perceive it. Amen.

Genesis 49:25 because of your father’s God, who helps you, because of the Almighty, who blesses you with blessings of the skies above, blessings of the deep springs below, blessings of the breast and womb.

Have a blessed day.

When life doesn’t go the way I plan…. (devo reflection)

Genesis 46:31 Then Joseph said to his brothers and to his father’s household, “I will go up and speak to Pharaoh and will say to him, ‘My brothers and my father’s household, who were living in the land of Canaan, have come to me. 

I’m pretty confident that Joseph would not have chosen to be sold by his brothers into slavery in Egypt, but had Joseph’s brothers not sold him into slavery, the entire family would have died in this famine, Joseph included. This seems to me an illustration of Romans 8:28 “And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him….”

Genesis 46:32 The men are shepherds; they tend livestock, and they have brought along their flocks and herds and everything they own.’ 

I have seen it in my own life, too. There were things that I really wanted (or really didn’t want) that did not work out the way that I hoped or planned, and yet, God has given me a beautiful life with a family I love, a fulfilling career, and friends I wouldn’t trade for anything. He worked it all out for my good. I have tried to give Him the glory.

Genesis 46:33-34a When Pharaoh calls you in and asks, ‘What is your occupation?’ you should answer, ‘Your servants have tended livestock from our boyhood on, just as our fathers did.’

Precious Savior, Thank You, once again, for the reminder that Your thoughts are nothing like my thoughts, and Your ways far beyond anything I can imagine (Is 55:8). When life doesn’t go the way I plan, help me to process and keep going, knowing that You can and will and do work all things to our good and Your glory. Amen.

Genesis 46:34b Then you will be allowed to settle in the region of Goshen, for all shepherds are detestable to the Egyptians.”

Have a blessed day.

In the waiting…. (devo reflection)

Genesis 46:26 All those who went to Egypt with Jacob—those who were his direct descendants, not counting his sons’ wives—numbered sixty-six persons. 

Loving Father, Help us to remember 2 Peter 3:8 “With the Lord a day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years are like a day.” Sometimes it may take a while for Your plan to become clear, but You’re always in control and You love us fiercely. Thank You for the reminder today that You are the God of miracles, the God of the unexpected.

Genesis 46:27 With the two sons who had been born to Joseph in Egypt, the members of Jacob’s family, which went to Egypt, were seventy in all.

Holy Creator, It is so easy to get complacent, to think we know what we are doing, what You are doing, especially if it takes a while. Sometimes we have no idea what You are doing. In those times, help us to remember Who You are and Who You are to us. You are the God of miracles, the God of the unexpected.

Genesis 46:28-29 Now Jacob sent Judah ahead of him to Joseph to get directions to Goshen. When they arrived in the region of Goshen, Joseph had his chariot made ready and went to Goshen to meet his father Israel. As soon as Joseph appeared before him, he threw his arms around his father and wept for a long time.

Precious Savior, Your will is not ours. Your way is not ours. Help us to remember that Your ways are far beyond anything we could imagine (Is 55:8). Help us not to limit You, not to doubt You, even when it takes a while, even when Your way looks nothing like we had hoped or imagined. Help us to trust You. Always. Amen.

Genesis 46:30 Israel said to Joseph, “Now I am ready to die, since I have seen for myself that you are still alive.”

Have a blessed day.

God of love, mercy, and compassion…. (devo reflection)

Isaiah 25:9 In that day they will say, “Surely this is our God; we trusted in him, and he saved us. This is the Lord, we trusted in him; let us rejoice and be glad in his salvation.”

I’m not going to lie–verses like 10-12 today are hard for me. A God of vengeance and destruction has always been difficult for me to stomach. My God is a God of love and compassion, a God who loved His creation so much that He sent His only Son to die for us so that we could live for Christ.

Isaiah 25:10 The hand of the Lord will rest on this mountain; but Moab will be trampled in their land as straw is trampled down in the manure.

Perhaps I’m naive, but I don’t think a God who would send His Son in exchange for us would give up on people easily. I think He would hold on until there was no possible hope of redemption (which is death because as long as we have breath in us, we have the choice to turn to Him). He doesn’t beg, plead, or grovel, but He leaves that door open as long as there is any possibility we might wise up and turn to Him.

Isaiah 25:11 They will stretch out their hands in it, as swimmers stretch out their hands to swim. God will bring down their pride despite the cleverness of their hands.

Precious Savior, Thank You that You are a God of love, mercy, and compassion. Thank You that You love us fiercely, even when we refuse to turn to You. Thank You that You want us to come to You, but You would never force us. You allow us the choice. Help me to choose You–every minute of every day. Amen.

Isaiah 25:12 He will bring down your high fortified walls and lay them low; he will bring them down to the ground, to the very dust.

Have a blessed day.

Fiercely, unconditionally, eternally…. (devo reflection)

Isaiah 25:6 On this mountain the Lord Almighty will prepare a feast of rich food for all peoples, a banquet of aged wine— the best of meats and the finest of wines.

Lord, You know that I struggle with death, with earthly goodbyes, with letting go of those who have gone before. Thank You that You know my heart, that You love those I love more than I am even capable of loving. Thank You that the moment someone takes a last breath here, they open their eyes to You, to eternity, to the loved ones who have gone before.

Isaiah 25:7 On this mountain he will destroy the shroud that enfolds all peoples, the sheet that covers all nations;

Father, Thank You that we do not grieve as those who have no hope (1 Thess 4:13), that You care for us and about our sadness so much that You collect every tear in a bottle (Psalm 56:8), that You understand our sadness but that You hold our loved ones securely in the palm of Your hand and You always have.

Isaiah 25:8a …he will swallow up death forever. The Sovereign Lord will wipe away the tears from all faces;

Precious Savior, Thank You that You gave Your life for us, that You love us fiercely, unconditionally, eternally. Thank You that this world is not our home, that You have gone ahead to prepare a place for us (John 14:3), that our loved ones who have gone before are securely in Your care, happy and whole. While I am on this earth, help me to shine Your light, knowing when You call me home, I will be reunited with You and with those I love. Amen.

Isaiah 25:8b …he will remove his people’s disgrace from all the earth. The Lord has spoken.

Have a blessed day.