The biggest difference…. (devo reflection)

Numbers 14:2 All the Israelites grumbled against Moses and Aaron, and the whole assembly said to them, “If only we had died in Egypt! Or in this wilderness!”
As I was reading Numbers 14 this morning, thinking once again how much I am like the Israelites at times, my sweet Savior whispered to my heart, “You are not the Israelites.” That got my attention, and I thought, “Cool. Now I know what I’ll write about today.” But trying to articulate my thoughts has been incredibly difficult.
Numbers 14:3 “Why is the LORD bringing us to this land only to let us fall by the sword?…Wouldn’t it be better for us to go back to Egypt?”
The Israelites wanted an easy road. Who wouldn’t? But I know we live in a fallen world, and that it isn’t always going to be easy. The Israelites railed against God. But I’ve gone to God before, expressing my anger at life’s unfairness. The biggest difference I can see between us is that the Israelites would have gone back to Egypt, to slavery, if given the chance, and I would NEVER walk away from my Savior. Thank You, Jesus.
Numbers 14:9 “Only do not rebel against the LORD. And do not be afraid of the people of the land, because we will devour them. Their protection is gone, but the LORD is with us. Do not be afraid of them.”
Lord, Thank You for this day, for this scripture, for this reminder that I am NOT like the Israelites in a very crucial way. Thank You that I can be honest with You about my anger and frustration, but that my trust in You is greater than anything else. Thank You for my absolute trust in You and in Your promises such as Hebrews 13:5 (…”Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you”) and Romans 8:28 (And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose). Thank You for drawing me closer. Always. Amen.
Numbers 14:12 The LORD said to Moses, “How long will these people treat Me with contempt? How long will they refuse to believe in Me, in spite of all the signs I have performed among them?”
Have a blessed day.

To praise You…. (devo reflection)

Leviticus 9:4 “‘…For today the LORD will appear to you.’”
Lord, This is the day that You have made. Help me to rejoice and be glad in it. (Psalm 118:24) Help me to throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles and to run with perseverance the race marked out for me. (Hebrews 12:1)
Leviticus 9:23 … and the glory of the LORD appeared to all the people.
Lord, Your love is better than life. Help me never to lose sight of that fact. Let my lips glorify Your name always. (Psalm 63:3) I want to praise Your name as long as I live, to lift up Your name in praise. (Psalm 63:4) I cling to You because I know Your right hand upholds me. (Psalm 63:8)
Leviticus 9:24a Fire came out from the presence of the LORD and consumed the burnt offering and the fat portions on the alter…
Lord, Thank You for this day, for this scripture, for this opportunity to spend time with You, to praise You. Thank You for loving me so deeply, for writing my name in the palm of Your hand (Isaiah 49:16), for making a way in my wilderness, even when I cannot yet perceive it (Isaiah 43:19). Thank You, Lord, for Your love, Your grace, Your mercy, Your hope. Draw me closer. Amen.
Leviticus 9:24b … And when all the people saw it, they shouted for joy and fell facedown.
Have a great day.

Living the claim…. (devo reflection)

Leviticus 6:2a “If anyone sins and is unfaithful to the LORD by deceiving a neighbor about something entrusted to them or left in their care or about something stolen….”
Much of Leviticus seems so foreign in that we do not observe these types of atonement offerings in our worship today. With Jesus’s death and resurrection, He finished the work of all these guilt and sin offerings. Yet as I read Leviticus 6, I am struck with by how these verses, especially Leviticus 6:2-3, describe so many today.
Leviticus 6:2b “…or if they cheat their neighbor….”
While Christ’s work on the cross has taken the place of all the sacrificial offerings of Leviticus, recognizing His sovereignty, for me, is not a “one and done” prospect. I can’t just claim Him as my Savior, I’ve got to LIVE that claim. And while that no longer involves taking sacrifices to priests, I think it does involve looking at how I live and how I treat people and how I honor my Savior and making amends and corrections when I fall short.
Leviticus 6:3a “or if they find lost property and lie about it….”
Lord, Thank You for this day, for this scripture, for Your fierce love. You want us to love You and love others. You want us to shine Your light and encourage Your people. You want us to draw closer to You each day. Help us, Lord, to throw off every sin that entangles us and every weight that hinders us from that goal (Hebrews 12:1). Draw us closer. Amen.
Leviticus 6:3b “…or if they swear falsely about any such sin that people may commit….”
Have a blessed day.

Grateful for this time with You…. (devo reflection)

Exodus 19:3 Then Moses went up to God, and the LORD called him from the mountain….
Lord, I know You are here. I know You have called me to read Genesis and Exodus thus far. You meet me every morning, and You show me how Your word applies to my life. I am so thankful, so grateful for this time with You.
Exodus 19:5 “Now if you obey Me fully and keep My covenant, then out if all nations you will be My treasured possession. Although the whole earth is mine….
Lord, This morning, for some reason, I’m having a difficult time hearing Your voice, seeing the parallels in Your word that have been so easy and abundant before. My default is that maybe you are done with me in Exodus, but with the revelations of the past few days, it seems odd that You would end our walk through Exodus so abruptly.
Exodus 19:12 “Put limits for the people around the mountain and tell them, ‘Be careful that you do not approach the mountain or touch the foot of it. Whoever touches the mountain will be put to death.’”
Lord, Thank You for this day, for this scripture, for Your loving presence as I go through Your word. Show me what you would have me to do, where You would have me to go from here. Help me to listen and obey. Draw me closer. Always. Amen.
Heb 4:12 For the word of God is alive and active….
Have a blessed day.

Remember me…. (devo reflection)

Heb 12:1 Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles….

My devotional readings this morning started me in Hebrews, but I immediately sensed a connection to Genesis. In this section of Genesis, Joseph is the epitome of perseverance. His only sin, at the tender age of 17, seems to be that of exuberance. He had dreams that foretold an amazing future, and he shared those dreams eagerly with his family, causing jealousy, leading to his being sold into slavery.

Gen 40:14 “But when all goes well with you, remember me and show me kindness; mention me to Pharaoh and get me out if this prison.”

Even in slavery, he is maligned and mistreated. Even in prison, he cares for others and tries to help, asking in return only that he be remembered. Yet even the cupbearer forgets his assistance once he is released. However, God’s not through with him yet. God has a plan for Joseph and is preparing the way, even now.

Gen 40:15 “I was forcibly carried off from the land of the Hebrews, and even here I have done nothing to deserve being put in a dungeon.”

Lord, Thank You for this day, for this scripture, for this reminder that You are making a way, even when we can’t yet perceive it. Thank You for working all things for our good and Your glory. Draw us closer. Help us persevere. Amen.

Gen 40:23 The chief cupbearer, however, did not remember Joseph; he forgot him.

Have a blessed day.

Believing through faith…. (devo reflection)

Gen 23:1 Sarah lived to be a hundred and twenty-seven years old.
This morning finds me reading both Genesis 23 and Hebrews 11. Genesis 23 talks about the death and burial of Sarah while Hebrews 11 talks about the many faithful, including Sarah, who went to their deaths not having seen the fulfillment of God’s promises but believing through faith that He would fulfill them. Sarah only had the one child, Isaac. When she died, he had no children. Yet she trusted God would fulfill His promises, and “And so from this one man, and he as good as dead, came descendants as numerous as the stars….” (Heb 11:12).
Gen 23:2a She died at Kiriath Arba…in the land of Canaan….
As I ponder what message He wants me to see today, I am left with hope in His promises, even when we can’t see how He might accomplish them, even if we don’t live to see them accomplished. He has promised a way in the wilderness. He has promised beauty from ashes. He has promised to be our shield and our very great reward. He has promised to never leave us nor forsake us. And He is faithful.
Gen 23:2b …and Abraham went to mourn for Sarah and to weep over her.
Lord, Thank You for this day, for this scripture, for the hope that can only come from You. Thank You for Your faithfulness and for the fact that we can trust You and Your promises, even when we are afraid, even when we don’t understand, even when we can’t fathom a way out of our wilderness. You are making a way, even if we can’t yet perceive it. Thank You for hope, grace, and mercy. Amen.
Gen 23:19 Afterward Abraham buried his wife Sarah in the cave in the field of Machpelah near Mamre…in the land of Canaan.
Have a blessed day.

Standing firmly on His promises…. (devo reflection)

Gen 20:9 Then Abimelek called Abraham in and said, “What have you done to us? How have I wronged you that you have brought such great guilt upon me and my kingdom?…”
When I think of the Father Abraham I was taught about in my youth, Gen 15:6 is what comes solidly to mind, when God had him look up at the stars and told him that his offspring would be that numerous. “Abram believed the LORD, and He credited it to him as righteousness.”
Gen 20:11 Abraham replied, “I said to myself, ‘There is surely no fear of God in this place, and they will kill me because of my wife.’”
So it is easy for me to sit in judgement of this Abraham that I keep seeing, the one who keeps lying about Sarah being his sister, the one who keeps justifying his actions. But I don’t think that’s why God is bringing me to these passages. He told Abraham not to be afraid because He is Abraham’s shield and his very great reward (Gen 15:1), and yet time and again Abraham lies and takes matters into his own hands. Why? Is he afraid God won’t keep His promise? Is he worried God didn’t mean what He said? Is he anxious about God’s timing? Jesus, Help me.
Gen 20:12 “Besides, she really is my sister, the daughter of my father though not of my mother; and she became my wife.”
Lord, Thank You for this day and for this scripture, as painful as it is for me to realize I often act just as faithless as Abraham in these passages. Thank You for Your fierce love, even in the face of my fears and justifications. You promise to be my shield and my very great reward (Gen 15:1). You promise to never leave me nor forsake me (Heb 13:5). Help me to stand firmly on those promises without fear, worry, or anxiety, regardless of Your timing or the obstacles I face. I know I can trust You, Lord. Wrap me in Your peace. Draw me closer. Amen.
Gen 20:13 “And when God had me wander from my father’s household, I said to her, ‘This is how you can show your love to me: Everywhere we go, say of me, “He is my brother.” ‘ “
Have a blessed day.

On barriers and intimacy…. (devo reflection)

Matt 7:2 “Do not judge, lest you should be judged.”
This morning I had to get my oldest to his team bus before they left for a meet. At bedtime last night, after promising McD’s if he’d get on up and out, I realized his running shoes were in my classroom, which meant they had to be retrieved before we made it to the bus. And the drive-thru line was moving at a sloth-like pace. And the lady who ordered AFTER me in the other drive-thru lane did NOT let me into the queue first, as etiquette dictates. So when I saw her church magnet on the back of her car, I had some not-too-Christian thoughts about the state of her relationship with Jesus in light of her cutting me off in line. Jesus, Help me.
Heb 13:1 Keep on loving one another as brothers and sisters.
I saw a 3D bar graph yesterday on social media: Sin as humans see it, reaching like skyscrapers into the city skyline, bigger sins being, obviously, taller, and sin as God sees it, from the top, exactly the same, all barriers to an intimate relationship to Him. This morning, as my son was disembarking, on time, to board the bus, it hit me how much of a barrier MY attitude had just been. I was stressed, worried about getting everything accomplished before time to be at the bus, and MY attitude, so far from loving and charitable, caused a huge barrier between me and my Savior. Jesus, Help me!
Heb 13:3 Continue to remember those in prison as if you were together with them in prison, and those who are mistreated as if you yourselves were suffering.
Lord, Thank You for this day, for this scripture, for the reminder that I need to make sure MY heart, MY attitude are right, regardless of how others are acting. You want all of Your beloved children to share a close relationship with You. Help me to live and love in such a way, even in times of stress, that I don’t hinder that intimacy. Draw me closer. Amen.
Luke 6:37 …Forgive, and you will be forgiven.
Have a blessed day.

A life of freedom in Your sovereign care…. (devo reflection)

Exodus 23:1 “Do not spread false reports….”
Rules can feel incredibly restrictive and oppressive. Often those being governed by the rules chafe under their weight, wishing only to be free. As a teacher and a parent, I have seen the power and necessity of rules again and again. That doesn’t mean I always like them or that they are always easy to follow. But they are important, even when they are annoying.
Exodus 23:2 “Do not follow the crowd in doing wrong….”
God’s rules are no different. He wants us to lead rich, full lives, he wants us to enjoy all that He has planned for His beloved. If we are weighted down by sin, we aren’t free to focus on Him, His love and mercy. It’s also important to remember the lessons learned from the Pharisees and Sadducees, who followed the laws so closely that they lost sight of the sovereign God at the root of them.
Heb 12:1 …let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us….
Lord, Thank You for this day, for this scripture, for Your deep and abiding love for me. Thank You for loving me so much that You want to help me avoid getting tangled up in sin, so that nothing keeps my focus from You. As hard as it is to say sometimes, thank You for correcting me when I get off track and start down a dangerous road. I love You deeply, and I want to live a life of freedom in Your sovereign care. Draw me closer. Amen.
Isaiah 43:1 But now this says the LORD who created you…: “Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name, you are Mine.”
Have a blessed day.

Holding firmly to the faith…. (devo reflection)

Heb 4:14 Therefore, since we have a great high priest who has ascended into heaven, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold firmly to the faith that we profess.
One method of prayer and study that I have become familiar with in recent years is reading a verse of scripture, meditating on it, and making note of the words from the verse that really speak to me or stand out to me. This form of prayer and meditation came to mind as I looked back over today’s verses. 
Rom 5:1 Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ….
Faith, peace, grace, access, and hope stand out to me in these verses. Jesus is the key. Our faith in Him allows us to tap into His peace, which surpasses all understanding. The grace which we receive from our relationship with Christ, allows us access to the Father. Because of our relationship and the access it allows us through faith to our Father, we can boldly approach God’s throne, seeking His love, grace, and mercy, no matter our need. Thank You, Jesus.
Rom 5:2 …through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God.
Lord, Thank You for this day, for this scripture, for Your Son, through whom my relationship with You has been restored. Thank You for faith, peace, grace, hope, and for access to You through Your Son. Thank You for the confidence that can only come through Jesus, for the ability to call You Father, and for the joy that can only come from being Your beloved child. Draw me closer. Amen.
Heb 4:16 Let us then approach God’s throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.
Have a blessed day.