The curiosity of Moses…. (devo reflection)

Exodus 4:18a Then Moses went back to Jethro his father-in-law and said to him, “Let me return to my own people in Egypt to see if any of them are still alive.” …

After all the ups and downs of the last few verses, the burning bush, Moses’s hemming and hawing, God’s burning anger, I’m kind of surprised that it ends like this…. Moses just moseys on back to his father-in-law to say, casually, that he wants to leave.

Exodus 4:18b …Jethro said, “Go, and I wish you well.”

And Jethro, the father-in-law whose sheep he was tending that put him in the path of the burning bush in the first place, father of his wife, ostensibly friend of Moses….I wonder what was going through his mind? Was he angry that he was losing his sheepherder? Was he sad that his daughter and her family would be leaving? Did he have any idea that God had orchestrated the events leading up to that moment?

Exodus 4:19 Now the Lord had said to Moses in Midian, “Go back to Egypt, for all those who wanted to kill you are dead.” 

Lord, I try to live the philosophy that “We don’t know what we don’t know.” Thank You for reminding me that when it comes to scripture, I often take a lot for granted. Thank You for helping me to read these verses with the curiosity of Moses. Thank You for drawing me closer to You through that curiosity. Help me to always seek You through my curiosity. Amen.

Exodus 4:20 So Moses took his wife and sons, put them on a donkey and started back to Egypt. And he took the staff of God in his hand.

Have a blessed day.

Earnestly seeking…. (devo reflection)

Exodus 4:14 Then the Lord’s anger burned against Moses and he said, “What about your brother, Aaron the Levite? I know he can speak well. He is already on his way to meet you, and he will be glad to see you.

I cannot read today’s verses without thinking about Exodus 32 and Aaron readily agreeing to make a golden calf for the Israelites because Moses has been on the mountain for so long and they are afraid he isn’t coming back. If Moses had just agreed to do what God was calling him to do in these verses, Aaron wouldn’t have been with him in verse 32 and the golden calf and broken commandments wouldn’t have happened.

Exodus 4:15 You shall speak to him and put words in his mouth; I will help both of you speak and will teach you what to do.

Imagine my surprise when I read today’s verses and realized that it was God who suggested Aaron go with Moses to speak for him. I thought Moses suggested it. So what does that mean for Exodus 32? God knows all. It’s not like He didn’t realize what would happen. But would Moses have budged now if not for the suggestion of Aaron accompanying him?

Exodus 4:16 He will speak to the people for you, and it will be as if he were your mouth and as if you were God to him.

Lord, I love digging into Your word, seeing and pondering the mysteries. I don’t think my curiosity is for naught. Help me to look and see, to listen and hear, to understand where You need my curiosity to take me. I’m earnestly seeking You, Lord. Help me to understand. Amen.

Exodus 4:17 But take this staff in your hand so you can perform the signs with it.”

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Pardon your servant…. (devo reflection)

A way to process…. (devo reflection)

Exodus 4:6 Then the Lord said, “Put your hand inside your cloak.” So Moses put his hand into his cloak, and when he took it out, the skin was leprous—it had become as white as snow.

Yesterday I pondered whether Moses asking all these questions, which I’ve always read as his fear, could be serving some other purpose and if so, how would that change things. God is asking Moses to lead 600,000 Jewish slaves–who are very comfortable in their lives–out of slavery. And not only that, audaciously, Moses and the Israelites will do this with the Pharaoh’s blessing and with the Egyptians’ possessions in tow.

Exodus 4:7 “Now put it back into your cloak,” he said. So Moses put his hand back into his cloak, and when he took it out, it was restored, like the rest of his flesh.

That’s a big ask. Huge. Moses would be a fool to just jump in without any thought to “What ifs.” Are these questions, is this dialogue, a way for God to help Moses work through his fear? Does it help Moses to process the monumental task before him? Is this where and how fear turns to faith? Is this the process?

Exodus 4:8 Then the Lord said, “If they do not believe you or pay attention to the first sign, they may believe the second. 

Lord, I want cut and dried answers and a clear path forward, but life is seldom like that. Thank You for the reminder that You can use all people in all ways for our good and Your glory *if* we allow. Help me, like Moses, to work through my fear so that I can do what You are calling me to do. Amen.

Exodus 4:9 But if they do not believe these two signs or listen to you, take some water from the Nile and pour it on the dry ground. The water you take from the river will become blood on the ground.”

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How does that change things?…. (devo reflection)

God’s audacious plan…. (devo reflection)

Exodus 3:19 But I know that the king of Egypt will not let you go unless a mighty hand compels him. 

What strikes me about today’s scripture is that God’s plan is so audacious. Not only will He, with Moses’s assist, convince Pharaoh to let the Egyptians go, but also He “will make the Egyptians favorably disposed toward this people, so that when you leave you will not go empty-handed.”

Exodus 3:20 So I will stretch out my hand and strike the Egyptians with all the wonders that I will perform among them. After that, he will let you go.

I am reminded of Isaiah 43:19 “See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the wilderness….” I am absolutely certain the enslaved Israelites did not see this coming. Moses had no idea what he would find at the burning bush. But God….

Exodus 3:21 “And I will make the Egyptians favorably disposed toward this people, so that when you leave you will not go empty-handed. 

Lord, Like Moses, I’m curious yet hesitant. Like the Israelites, I’m comfortable in my current situation and hesitate to change. Thank You that Your thoughts are nothing like my thoughts and Your ways are far beyond anything I can imagine (Isaiah 55:8). Keep pushing me outside of my comfort zone and closer to You. Amen.

Exodus 3:22 Every woman is to ask her neighbor and any woman living in her house for articles of silver and gold and for clothing, which you will put on your sons and daughters. And so you will plunder the Egyptians.”

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Turn my “But God…” excuses into Your “Because of God…” realities…. (devo reflection)

Exodus 3:18a “The elders of Israel will listen to you…. 

This is quite the elaborate plan to free the Israelites. It involves both Moses and God acting in concert to bring about freedom. I’m not at all surprised that Moses, in Exodus 4, balks and says, essentially, “But God…”

Exodus 3:18b …Then you and the elders are to go to the king of Egypt and say to him, ‘The Lord, the God of the Hebrews, has met with us. Let us take a three-day journey into the wilderness to offer sacrifices to the Lord our God.’ 

But God, the King of all creation, knows what we can do and what we can do through Him, with Him, and in Him. He knows Moses’s fears and doubts. He even allows Moses a crutch that will end up causing him trouble, but He knows that He can use Moses in a powerful way, even if Moses doesn’t yet believe it.

Exodus 3:19 But I know that the king of Egypt will not let you go unless a mighty hand compels him. 

Lord, Forgive me when I balk at what you are asking of me. Forgive me when I allow my doubts and fears to hinder my saying yes to You. Turn my “But God…” excuses into Your “Because of God…” realities. Help me, Jesus. Amen.

Exodus 3:20 So I will stretch out my hand and strike the Egyptians with all the wonders that I will perform among them. After that, he will let you go.

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Putting obstacles in my own path…. (devo reflection)

Planning for contingencies…. (devo reflection)

Change is hard…. (devo reflection)

Exodus 3:7 The Lord said, “I have indeed seen the misery of my people in Egypt. I have heard them crying out because of their slave drivers, and I am concerned about their suffering. 

I have seen…. I have heard…. I am concerned…. These words speak to an active, compassionate God who is paying attention to His people, even those who are stiff-necked and rebellious. He doesn’t revel in their suffering. He loves His people, and He’s come to rescue them.

Exodus 3:8 So I have come down to rescue them from the hand of the Egyptians and to bring them up out of that land into a good and spacious land, a land flowing with milk and honey—the home of the Canaanites, Hittites, Amorites, Perizzites, Hivites and Jebusites. 

He wants to bring His people from a land of captivity and oppression into a spacious land, a land flowing with milk and honey. However, that is going to involve a lot of scary change–for the Israelites, but even sooner for Moses.

Exodus 3:9 And now the cry of the Israelites has reached me, and I have seen the way the Egyptians are oppressing them. 

Lord, I wish I could say that I don’t even understand the hesitation of Moses and later the Israelites. You love them. You see their suffering. You want what’s best for them. But change is hard. Stepping out of your comfort zone–even if you are miserable in your comfort zone–is hard. Help us not to be afraid when You call our names, when You try to bring us to a good and spacious land flowing with milk and honey. Help us, even when we are afraid, especially then. Amen.

Exodus 3:10 So now, go. I am sending you to Pharaoh to bring my people the Israelites out of Egypt.”

Have a blessed day.