The law of love…. (devo reflection)

Job 18:1 Then Bildad the Shuhite replied:

An intriguing mention in commentary on this chapter is that “Bildad herein sinned against the law of love…,” which of course has me thinking about what, exactly, is the law of love. Job’s friends are looking at this situation through Old Testament eyes, eyes that encourage one to “Love the LORD your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength” (Deut 6:5), Old Testament hearts that feel you can see a person is in tune with God by the favor in that person’s life. 

Job 18:2 “When will you end these speeches? Be sensible, and then we can talk.”

I’m looking at Job through New Testament eyes, through a New Testament heart that urges us to “…Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another” (John 13:34), a heart that reminds me that “Hatred stirs up dissension, but love covers all transgressions” (Proverbs 10:12–Old Testament, I know, but Job’s friends seems to have forgotten this one). 

Job 18:3 “Why are we regarded as cattle and considered stupid in your sight?”

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for the reminder that life and love and Your nature go far beyond cut and dry, pat answers. You ask me to love You with all my heart and with all my soul and with all my strength. Help me to do so every moment of every day, Lord, and help me to love others as fiercely and mercifully as You love me. Always. Draw me closer. Amen.

Job 18:4 “You who tear yourself to pieces in your anger, is the earth to be abandoned for your sake?…”

Have a blessed day.

Off the beaten path…. (devo reflection)

Gen 21:20 And God was with the boy as he grew up in the wilderness….
Our family returned last night from a three day hiking and camping trip on the Appalachian Trail. I considered writing two reflections before leaving and putting them up on the website (bethduncan.net), but as I tried to read the next chapter of 2 Samuel Sunday evening, I found I couldn’t feel God’s Spirit with me in the words, so I decided to take a two day break from writing reflections and focus on reconnecting with God in a completely different way by being fully present in our trip and looking for Him along the way.
Deut 4:29 But if from there you seek the LORD your God, you will find him if you seek him with all your heart and with all your soul.
Our God is so faithful, and I found Him everywhere I looked. From the vibrant wildlife (a bright orange Red Eft) and plant life (verdant green ferns, gorgeous wildflowers in reds, purples, yellows, and whites) to a small youth group from Ohio the same age as our boys to the encouragement we were able to give each other along the way to the weather (clouds mean less searing heat and less sunburn), God was with us every step of the way. 
Matt 7:7 “Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be open to you.”
Lord, Thank You for this day. Thank You for Your presence and steadfastness, for being with us if we will only look to see You. Thank You for the ability to connect with You in a different, very powerful way. Help me not to be afraid to step out of routine connections and seek You and find You off the beaten path. You are with me always. Draw me closer. Amen.
Luke 11:9 “So I tell you: Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.”
Have a blessed day.

Intentions and Missteps…. (devo reflection)

Deut 34:1 Then Moses climbed Mount Nebo….There the LORD showed him the whole land….
Moses made some missteps in his life. He didn’t do everything perfectly. He didn’t always do exactly as God commanded. He messed up pretty badly a time or two. But when he died, he was remembered in Deut 34:5 as the servant of the LORD.
Deut 34:4 Then the LORD said to him, “This is the land I promised on oath the Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob…. I have let you see it with your eyes, but you will not cross over into it.”
That brings me much hope because when I look back on my own life, it is riddled with mistakes and missteps and the best of intentions often gone awry. I want so much to glorify the LORD, to bring Him praise and glory, yet I often fail in the attempt. 
Deut 34:5 And Moses the servant of the LORD died there in Moab, as the LORD said.
Lord, Thank You for this day, for this scripture, for Your fierce love of me, even though I am so thoroughly human. Thank You that You know my heart, that You know my thoughts, that You can look at my life and see what I was trying to do, glorify You, even when it didn’t quite work out. Thank You that You can use ALL things for my good and Your glory. Draw me closer. Amen.
Deut 34:7 Moses was a hundred and twenty years old when he died, yet his eyes were not weak nor his strength gone.
Have a blessed day.

Thanks in an uncertain time…. (devo reflection)

Deut 33:12a …”Let the beloved of the LORD rest secure in Him all day long….”
Lord, This is such an uncertain time. Thank You for Your steadfast presence. You are here with us. You already know how this will end. We are more than victorious because we are Yours. Thank You.
Deut 33:12b “…the one the LORD loves rests between His shoulders.”
Lord, You knew we could never do life in our own strength. You designed us that way. Thank You that Your strength is made perfect in our weakness. Thank You for being our Rock and our Shelter even now.
Deut 33:27a “The eternal God is your refuge….”
Lord, Thank You for this day, for this scripture, for Your fierce love. Thank You that we can lean on Your “everlasting arms, safe and secure from all alarms.” Thank You for the peace that can only come from You. Draw us closer. Amen.
Deut 33:27b “…underneath are the everlasting arms.”
Have a blessed day.

My relationship with Christ…. (devo reflection)

Deut 32:15a “But Israel soon became fat and unruly….”
It is easy to cling to God when life is falling apart. When all my jumbled brain can pray is “Please, Jesus. Please, Jesus. Please, Jesus,” my need for Him is never in question. But when life is going well, when everything seems right and abundant, when my desperate need for His presence gives way to the opportunity to actually get to know Him more, that’s when it sometimes gets tricky.
Deut 32:15b “…the people grew heavy, plump, and stuffed!”
I’d like to think I’ve gotten better as I’ve gotten older. I’d like to think that because of the times that I’ve needed Him so desperately, I’ve gotten better at praising Him and sitting at His feet, soaking up His presence, learning Him more, even when life is going well. I definitely know that there is always room for improvement in my relationship with Christ. I’m thankful for the opportunity.
Deut 32:15c “…Then they abandoned the God who had made them….”
Lord, Thank You for this day, for this scripture, for being my Rock and my Salvation always. Thank You for holding me together when the world is falling apart and for sitting with me quietly when life is sailing along. Thank You for allowing it to be well with my soul because You are at my center. Draw me closer. Help me always to seek You. Amen.
Deut 32:15d “…they made light of the Rock of their salvation.”
Have a blessed day.

Strong and courageous…. (devo reflection)

Deut 31:6 “Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified…, for the LORD your God goes with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you.”
This morning has started out rough. I woke up late, which meant that instead of having an hour or more of quite time with my Savior, I was immediately sucked into things for work, along with the frustrations, anxieties, and uncertainties that are constant companions of this COVID-19 pandemic. I knew the answer was to step away and spend time with my Savior, laying my worries at His feet and breathing in His peace. And when I seek Him, He always shows me that He is with me.
Deut 31:7…”Be strong and courageous….”
Just like Joshua, I am afraid of all that is before me. I am uncertain of what will be asked and expected of me. I am saddened by the changes that are taking place.  There are many others feeling similarly, I’m sure. But just like Joshua, I am not expected to do this alone nor in my own strength (which is good because I can’t). I can be strong and courageous because God is with me, He goes before me, and He will never leave me. Thank You, Jesus.
Deut 31:8 The LORD Himself goes before you and will be with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.”
Lord, Thank You for this day, for this scripture, for Your encouragement. Thank You for the reminder that I am not asked to do any of this in my own strength, for the reminder that You are with me always. Help me, when I am overwhelmed by anxiety, to lay it at Your feet and to wrap myself in Your truth—You are with me, You go before me, You will never leave me. Always. Draw me closer. Amen.
Deut 31:23 The LORD gave this command to Joshua son of Nun: “Be strong and courageous, for…I myself will be with you.”
Have a blessed day.

Full of love and gratitude…. (devo reflection)

Deut 30:19a This day I call the heavens and the earth as witnesses against you that I have set before you life and death, blessings and curses….
Every day I have a choice about how I respond to my circumstances. I can choose to see the blessings in my life, despite the hardships, or I can choose to gripe and grumble and dwell in the negative.
Deut 30:19b …Now choose life, so that you and your children may live….
Unfortunately, and far more often than I’d like, I make the wrong choice, I allow fear, anger, disappointment, bitterness, other people’s mess to influence my choice. Thankfully, the choice is always in my hands, and the moment I realize I am making the wrong choice, I have the power to choose differently.
Deut 30:20a …and that you may love the LORD your God, listen to His voice, and hold fast to Him….
Lord, Thank You for this day, for this scripture, for the ability to choose my attitude. Help me to be so full of love and gratitude for You that no matter what I encounter today, I can honestly say, “The LORD has been so very good to me” and mean it with every fiber of my being. Draw me closer to You. Amen.
Deut 30:20b …For the LORD your God is your life….

Have a blessed day.

Mystery and truth…. (devo reflection)

Deut 29:2 …Your eyes have seen all that the LORD did in Egypt to Pharaoh, to all his officials and to all his land.
“The LORD has been so very good to me.” What a beautiful way to live life, praising our Savior for His many blessings. If I were to count them all, big and small, I would be counting for a very long time because He is that good, that kind, that loving, that steadfast—to me, to you, to all His children, even now.
Deut 29:3 With your own eyes you saw those great trials, those signs and great wonders.
More than once in the midst of our current madness I have had to remind myself that God is still sovereign, that He is still on His throne. I do not believe He unleashed this virus, but I have no doubt that He knew it was coming. I have no doubt He can use all of this, every single bit, for His glory and our good if we allow.
Deut 29:4 But to this day the LORD has not given you a mind that understands or eyes that see or ears that hear.
Lord, Thank You for this day, for this scripture, for Your sovereignty. Thank You for the realization that You ARE so very good to me, even now. Thank You for the understanding that You have not given me a mind that understands or eyes that see or ears that hear all that You are doing. Help me to make peace with Your mystery while I cling to Your truth. Draw me closer. Amen.
Deut 29:5 Yet the LORD says, “During the forty years that I led you through the wilderness, your clothes did not wear out, nor did the sandals on your feet.”
Have a blessed day.

Hard lessons…. (devo reflection)

Deut 28:45a All these curses will come on you. They will pursue you and overtake you until you are destroyed….
God is sovereign and all powerful. I am not saying that He can’t curse us in all these ways outlined in Deut 28, but I think that much more often, when we refuse His sovereignty and guidance, He typically chooses to curse us by letting us have our way. 
Deut 28:45b …because you did not obey the LORD your God and observe the commands and decrees He gave you.
For instance, look at the story of the prodigal son. When the wayward son comes home and receives the royal treatment, the faithful son is angry. He has followed the rules, but he feels he has been cheated. The father says, “My son…you are always with me, and everything I have is yours” (Luke 15:31). When the prodigal left home, he was cut off from the father, his love, support, and resources. The other son never lost that connection.
Deut 28:46 They will be a sign and a wonder to you and your descendants forever.
Lord, Thank You for this day, for this scripture, for Your sovereignty. Thank You for drawing us closer to You, always. Either we say to You, “Your will be done,” or You give us our way and allow us to learn hard lessons. Help us to choose wisely, Lord. Help us to choose You. Always. Amen.
Deut 28:47 Because you did not serve the LORD your God joyfully and gladly in the time of prosperity….
Have a blessed day.

Next steps…. (devo reflection)

Deut 27:1 Moses and the elders of Israel commanded the people: “Keep all these commands that I give you today.”
Moses was as close as he would get to the Promised Land. Because of his disobedience while they were in the wilderness, he would not be allowed to enter. I wonder if he was feeling the weight of that as he was reviewing all the commands for the Israelites as they stood poised to enter their Promised Land. Was there a sense of urgency? A sense of “I must remember to tell them….”? Was there peace? Confidence? That he had done his part and they would be ok?
Deut 27:2 “When you have crossed the Jordan into the land the LORD your God is giving you, set up large stones and coat them with plaster.”
I often feel this way at the end of the semester, especially with my seniors. I try to teach them skills that can be applied to any situation, not just English—good work ethic, getting along with people you may not like, looking at all sides of a situation, listening to people you disagree with. Always towards the end I wonder if I’ve taught them everything I could have, should have. Did I do enough to help them toward the next steps? I wonder if Moses struggled with similar feelings?
Deut 27:3 “Write on them all the words of this law when you have crossed over to enter the land the LORD your God is giving you, a land flowing with milk and honey….”
Lord, Thank You for this day, for this scripture, for the work that I do. Thank You for the ability to work with these young people before they leave the shelter of high school. Be with me as I try to prepare them. Be with them as they cross out of high school and into this new phase of life. Draw us all closer to You. Amen.
Deut 27:4 “And when you have crossed the Jordan, set up these stones on Mount Ebal, as I command you today, and coat them with plaster.”
Have a blessed day.