Weathering life’s storms…. (devo reflection)

Acts 27:22 But now I urge you to keep up your courage, because not one of you will be lost; only the ship will be destroyed.

If I were on this ship with Paul, would I have been able to believe him? Even as a follower of Christ, I’m pretty sure I would have struggled to resolve the knowledge that the ship would be destroyed but all lives would be saved. How is that possible?

Acts 27:23-24 Last night an angel of the God to whom I belong and whom I serve stood beside me and said, ‘Do not be afraid, Paul. You must stand trial before Caesar; and God has graciously given you the lives of all who sail with you.’

I’ve a curious mind. I’m all about the why and the how of situations. “Why are we in this mess? Why me? Why this? Why now? And how is it possible to save every soul yet lose the entire ship? None of this makes sense.” But Paul doesn’t advocate sense in this situation. He advocates courage and faith in God.

Acts 27:25 So keep up your courage, men, for I have faith in God that it will happen just as he told me.

Lord, Thank You for Your sovereignty, love, and grace. Thank You both for creating me with this insatiable curiosity and for reminding me that courage and faith in You are all that is truly needed. Draw me closer as I weather life’s storms. Help me to shine Your light. Amen.

Acts 27:26 Nevertheless, we must run aground on some island.”

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Even in the struggle…. (devo reflection)

Acts 26:28 Then Agrippa said to Paul, “Do you think that in such a short time you can persuade me to be a Christian?”

Today’s scripture is a reminder that God can use all things, that God can bring beauty from ashes. Agrippa remarks what a shame it is that Paul appealed to Caesar, for he could have been set free otherwise. Except that by appealing to Caesar, Paul has avoided at least two assassination plots and been able to share the Good News with two kings.

Acts 26:29 Paul replied, “Short time or long—I pray to God that not only you but all who are listening to me today may become what I am, except for these chains.”

This year’s transition from summer to new school year has been tremendously, frustratingly difficult for me. There’s not enough time, there’s so much stress and overwhelm. It’s a real shame…. Except that I know God is here, that He’s working in all of this. I know I’m making connections with students, providing hope and encouragement, I know He can use all of my stress, frustration, and overwhelm, that He can and is and will bring beauty from these ashes.

Acts 26:30-31 The king rose, and with him the governor and Bernice and those sitting with them. After they left the room, they began saying to one another, “This man is not doing anything that deserves death or imprisonment.”

Lord, Thank You for the perspective in today’s scripture. Thank You that nothing done for You is in vain. Thank You that You have a plan and a purpose for my life, that You uniquely equipped me and called me for that purpose. Thank You that You are with me. Always. Even in the struggle. Amen.

Acts 26:32 Agrippa said to Festus, “This man could have been set free if he had not appealed to Caesar.”

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Don’t lose sight of the good…. (devo reflection)

Acts 25:5 Let some of your leaders come with me, and if the man has done anything wrong, they can press charges against him there.”

Jesus seems to be reminding me in today’s passage that we live in an unjust world. The Jews are so set on eliminating Paul that they are plotting ambush and murder. Paul is so set on sharing the Good News of Jesus that he’s not afraid to die but he’s not interested in being martyred. Festus is trying to do right, but he’s really confused about this situation with Paul and the Jews and what exactly is going on.

Acts 25:7 When Paul came in, the Jews who had come down from Jerusalem stood around him. They brought many serious charges against him, but they could not prove them.

We live in an unjust world. People do mean, evil things, sometimes on a whim, sometimes because they are convinced they are doing right. However, there are people willing to stand up for what’s right, willing to risk death to share the Good News of Christ. And there are people who are trying to get the facts, find out what’s really going on, and stand up for what’s right.

Acts 25:11 If, however, I am guilty of doing anything deserving death, I do not refuse to die. But if the charges brought against me by these Jews are not true, no one has the right to hand me over to them. I appeal to Caesar!”

Lord, We live in an unjust world. That’s a fact. There are bad people and evil people and misguided people. But there are also good people, dedicated to You and to what’s right. And there are people who are trying to figure out the truth. Help me not to lose sight of the good. Help me to always be part of the good. Help me to shine Your light. Amen.

Acts 25:18-19 When his accusers got up to speak, they did not charge him with any of the crimes I had expected. Instead, they had some points of dispute with him about their own religion and about a dead man named Jesus who Paul claimed was alive.

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Everything old is new again…. (devo reflection)

Acts 24:2 When Paul was called in, Tertullus presented his case before Felix: “We have enjoyed a long period of peace under you, and your foresight has brought about reforms in this nation.

Several things struck me in this chapter: The flattery heaped on the judge by the accusers, hoping the get their way, Paul’s matter-of-fact and direct accounting of his actions and words, Felix’s knowledge of the truth (Paul is innocent) but refusal to do the right thing (let Paul go) for fear of the crowd.

Acts 24:4 But in order not to weary you further, I would request that you be kind enough to hear us briefly.

That last one should sound familiar as it is also what Pilate did to Jesus: refuse to free Him while knowing He was innocent. Pilate, instead, tries to wash his hands of the situation and do nothing. I guess the saying, “Everything old is new again” applies to the Bible as well. Flattery, truth, refusal to make waves even for the truth—all of these are still seen in abundance today.

Acts 24:18 I was ceremonially clean when they found me in the temple courts doing this. There was no crowd with me, nor was I involved in any disturbance.

Lord, Forgive me for the times that I have known what was right but done nothing for fear of man’s judgement. Forgive me for the times I’ve used flattery hoping to get my own way. Help me to always be matter-of-fact and direct, to shine Your light, and to comfort Your people. Amen.

Acts 24:26-27 At the same time he was hoping that Paul would offer him a bribe, so he sent for him frequently and talked with him. When two years had passed, Felix was succeeded by Porcius Festus, but because Felix wanted to grant a favor to the Jews, he left Paul in prison.

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In the middle of our circumstances…. (devo reflection)

Acts 23:10 The dispute became so violent that the commander was afraid Paul would be torn to pieces by them. He ordered the troops to go down and take him away from them by force and bring him into the barracks.

Have you ever felt so beleaguered by your circumstances that you just want a break, you just want God to cut you some slack, give you a little rest, just a chance to get your feet under you and catch your breath? The fatalist in me is starting to think that’s my permanent condition these days. Today’s scripture is showing me that my pity party is wearing thin. If I’m bemoaning my circumstances, then God’s not at my center. I am. That’s not good.

Acts 23:11 The following night the Lord stood near Paul and said, “Take courage! As you have testified about me in Jerusalem, so you must also testify in Rome.”

Commentary says of this section: “We often demand that Jesus deliver us out of our circumstances, when He wants to meet us right in them….” That’s a message straight for my heart today. Are you struggling in a similar manner? Take heart. He sees us. He knows. He is waiting to meet us in the middle of our circumstances.

Acts 23:14 They went to the chief priests and the elders and said, “We have taken a solemn oath not to eat anything until we have killed Paul.

Lord, I didn’t even realize I was making life about me. Forgive me. I am struggling. Help me. Meet me in my mess. Draw me closer to You. Help me to shine Your light. Amen.

Acts 23:24 Provide horses for Paul so that he may be taken safely to Governor Felix.”

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Thinking that I’m right…. (devo reflection)

Acts 22:17-18 “When I returned to Jerusalem and was praying at the temple, I fell into a trance and saw the Lord speaking to me. ‘Quick!’ he said. ‘Leave Jerusalem immediately, because the people here will not accept your testimony about me.’

Paul was zealous in his persecution of Christians until he had a personal encounter with Christ, lost his sight for a bit, but finally saw the light. He was just as enthusiastic about converting Jews and Gentiles to Christianity as he had previously been about persecuting Christians. He was all in.

Acts 22:19 “‘Lord,’ I replied, ‘these people know that I went from one synagogue to another to imprison and beat those who believe in you.

What strikes me about Acts 22:17-21 is that Paul is explaining to Jesus why Paul’s way, Paul’s plan, is best. He’s not trying to be difficult or argumentative. He just thinks he’s right. And Jesus is wrong. “But God, here’s why my way is best.” And Jesus doesn’t argue or chastise or smite. He says, gently, firmly, “Go.”

Acts 22:20 And when the blood of your martyr Stephen was shed, I stood there giving my approval and guarding the clothes of those who were killing him.’

Lord, I have such a heart for You and for Your people. Thank You. Forgive me for those times when I think my way is best. Gently correct me and keep me focused on You alone. Amen.

Acts 22:21 “Then the Lord said to me, ‘Go; I will send you far away to the Gentiles.’”

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Failure and suffering…. (devo reflection)

Acts 21:4 We sought out the disciples there and stayed with them seven days. Through the Spirit they urged Paul not to go on to Jerusalem.

My students and I have been having very interesting conversations this past week about failure, the nature of failure, the value of learning from failure, and the fact that failure is not valued by most people.

Acts 21:10-11 After we had been there a number of days, a prophet named Agabus came down from Judea. Coming over to us, he took Paul’s belt, tied his own hands and feet with it and said, “The Holy Spirit says, ‘In this way the Jewish leaders in Jerusalem will bind the owner of this belt and will hand him over to the Gentiles.’ ”

Today’s scripture brought these conversations to mind. I don’t like pain and suffering. I’m not a big fan of inconvenience of any sort. Most people aren’t. But I have learned that if I allow God access to my whole heart during such trials, He will draw me closer to Him in trials than I can ever get when times are good.

Acts 21:12-13 When we heard this, we and the people there pleaded with Paul not to go up to Jerusalem. Then Paul answered, “Why are you weeping and breaking my heart? I am ready not only to be bound, but also to die in Jerusalem for the name of the Lord Jesus.”

Lord, Thank You for the reminder that failure and suffering can be useful in this life if we allow You to access to our hearts, if we strive to draw closer to You through our difficulties. Help me draw closer to You every minute of every day. Thank You that You can turn my ashes into beauty. Amen.

Acts 21:33 The commander came up and arrested him and ordered him to be bound with two chains. Then he asked who he was and what he had done.

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Finishing the race… (devo reflection)

Acts 20:23 I only know that in every city the Holy Spirit warns me that prison and hardships are facing me.

Paul’s only goal is “to finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given” him. That’s all. Nothing more. He knows he will endure hardships along the path, but he considers them worth it to achieve his goal.

Acts 20:24 However, I consider my life worth nothing to me; my only aim is to finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me—the task of testifying to the good news of God’s grace.

He also sees his work with these people as complete. He’s done all he could. He’s committing them to God and His grace. He’s moving on to achieve the greater goal.

Acts 20:32 “Now I commit you to God and to the word of his grace, which can build you up and give you an inheritance among all those who are sanctified.

Lord, There is much I can learn from Paul: Dedication to the goal You have given me, no fear of hardships that must be endured for that goal, once I’ve done all I can, the need to commit Your people to Your grace and continue toward that greater goal. Help me never to lose sight of the goal You have for me. Help me to bring you praise and glory in the process. Amen.

Acts 20:35 In everything I did, I showed you that by this kind of hard work we must help the weak, remembering the words the Lord Jesus himself said: ‘It is more blessed to give than to receive.’”

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Even when I don’t feel effective…. (devo reflection)

Acts 19:8 Paul entered the synagogue and spoke boldly there for three months, arguing persuasively about the kingdom of God.

Lord, Sometimes it feels like all I’m doing is beating my head against a wall, yelling impotently into the wind. Help me never to forget—even when I don’t feel effective—that You have a plan and a purpose for me and that You are working all things to my good and Your glory.

Acts 19:9 But some of them became obstinate; they refused to believe and publicly maligned the Way. So Paul left them. He took the disciples with him and had discussions daily in the lecture hall of Tyrannus.

Lord, Sometimes I feel like I am really in a good space, shining Your light, comforting Your people. Help me never to lose sight of the fact that that is Your victory, not mine. Help me to stay humble in You, to reflect Your love and grace at all times.

Acts 19:10 This went on for two years, so that all the Jews and Greeks who lived in the province of Asia heard the word of the Lord.

Lord, You can do extraordinary things through me if I allow. Help me to get out of Your way. Help me to keep shining for You, even on the tough days. Draw me closer. Help me to remember that You are always with me. Amen.

Acts 19:11 God did extraordinary miracles through Paul….

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Hearts for Jesus…. (devo reflection)

Acts 18:5 When Silas and Timothy came from Macedonia, Paul devoted himself exclusively to preaching, testifying to the Jews that Jesus was the Messiah.

It brings me some small measure of comfort to know that those early disciples expanding the church faced challenges that feel familiar. I wonder if they struggled with the assault of doubt that can come with opposition—Am I doing the right thing? Is this where I should be? Lord, are you trying to move me somewhere else or teaching me to trust?

Acts 18:6 But when they opposed Paul and became abusive, he shook out his clothes in protest and said to them, “Your blood be on your own heads! I am innocent of it. From now on I will go to the Gentiles.”

I think the important thing to remember is that they were human just like us, they made mistakes, they made missteps. But their hearts were for Jesus, for sharing with others the Good News of His life and love. Looks like we aren’t so different after all.

Acts 18:9-10 One night the Lord spoke to Paul in a vision: “Do not be afraid; keep on speaking, do not be silent. For I am with you, and no one is going to attack and harm you, because I have many people in this city.”

Lord, Thank You for knowing our hearts, for speaking words of love and encouragement to us, especially when we struggle. Help us stay the course, even when it gets tough. Amen.

Acts 18:11 So Paul stayed in Corinth for a year and a half, teaching them the word of God.

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