Even as I slog…. (devo reflection)

2 Chron 28:1 Ahaz was twenty years old when he became king, and he reigned in Jerusalem sixteen years. Unlike David his father, he did not do what was right in the eyes of the LORD.

Lord, Thank You for helping me make it to the end of a very long week. I feel like I am limping towards the finish line, but I know You are with me, and that is a gift and a comfort.

2 Chron 28:2 He followed the ways of the kings of Israel and also made idols for worshiping the Baals.

Lord, Thank You that I do not have to pretend with You. You know my struggles, my fears and doubts, my frustrations. Help me to keep my eyes and heart on You, Lord. You are sovereign and steadfast. Thank You for holding me.

2 Chron 28:5 Therefore the LORD his God delivered him into the hands of the king of Aram….

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for the reminder to draw closer to You, even as I slog through. Help me, Lord. Draw me closer. Amen.

2 Chron 28:22 In his time of trouble King Ahaz became even more unfaithful to the LORD.

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Lord, Thank You…. (devo reflection)

2 Chron 27:1 Jotham was twenty-five years old when he became king, and he reigned in Jerusalem sixteen years….

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for meeting me here each morning, even when I am exhausted and frustrated. Thank You for surrounding me with Your love, with people who love You and who love me. Draw us closer to You with each breath.

2 Chron 27:2a He did what was right in the eyes of the LORD, just as his father Uzziah had done….

Lord, Thank You for godly people who stay focused on You. Thank You for the example that we see in Your word. Thank You for the lessons we can learn when we read, pray, study, and seek You.

2 Chron 27:2b …but unlike him he did not enter the temple of the LORD. The people, however, continued their corrupt practices.

Lord, Thank You for the reminder that I can find rest and renewal in You. Thank You for being my strength when my strength is gone. Be with me, with all of us, in the coming days and weeks. Guard us. Guide us. Renew us. Draw us closer. Amen.

2 Chron 27:6 Jotham grew powerful because he walked steadfastly before the LORD his God.

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Show me, Lord. Direct me. Guide me…. (devo reflection)

2 Chron 26:4 [Uzziah] did what was right in the eyes of the LORD, just as his father Amaziah had done.

Once again we have a story of a king who did not finish well. He started well and was blessed by God, but he got very full of himself, started acting in his own power instead of depending on God. Again, I know this is relevant to my own situation, to the anger, frustration, fear, and resentment I am feeling so often and so deeply, but I am having trouble discerning whether this is a warning to not stray from God or a call to action in His name.

2 Chron 26:5 He sought God during the days of Zechariah, who instructed him in the fear of God. As long as he sought the LORD, God gave him success.

A friend asked yesterday about the line between wrath/sin and righteousness indignation. She asked, “Shouldn’t we all be flipping tables right now?” However, I feel like my rage is more “impotent fury” than righteousness indignation. I don’t feel like I have the power to enact positive change for anyone—myself, my family, my colleagues, my students. Jesus, Help me.

2 Chron 26:16 But after Uzziah became powerful, his pride led to his downfall. He was unfaithful to the LORD his God, and entered the temple of the LORD to burn incense on the altar of incense.

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. You have definitely got my attention, Lord, and I am trying diligently to discern what You would have me to do from here. Show me, Lord. Direct me. Guide me. Help me to shine Your light for all. Grant me the peace and hope that can only come from You. Draw me closer. Amen.

2 Chron 26:17-18 Azariah the priest with eighty other courageous priests of the LORD followed him in.  They confronted King Uzziah….

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Serving God wholeheartedly…. (devo reflection)

2 Chron 25:1-2 Amaziah was twenty-five years old when he became king….He did what was right in the eyes of the LORD, but not wholeheartedly.

What sticks out to me most in today’s reading is that Amaziah did not serve the Lord wholeheartedly. I know beyond a doubt that the Lord is calling me to task, showing me pointedly what I need to surrender to Him right now. 

2 Chron 25:14 When Amaziah returned from slaughtering the Edomites, he brought back the gods of the people of Seir. He set them up as his own gods, bowed down to them and burned sacrifices to them.

I am a teacher, an increasingly angry, frustrated, and fearful teacher. I do not want to get sick. I do not want my family, my friends, my colleagues, or my students to get sick. I am frustrated by attitudes. I’m frustrated by what feels like a lack of concern for the health and safety of all. I am frustrated by the fact that the mental health of the people dealing with this global pandemic seems to be taking a backseat to testing and as close to “business as usual” as can be managed. My anger, my fear, my frustration at the utter impotence of my position, is separating me from my Savior. Just like Amaziah, I am not serving God wholeheartedly. Jesus, Help me!

2 Chron 25:15 The anger of the LORD burned against Amaziah, and he sent a prophet to him, who said, “Why do you consult this people’s gods, which could not save their own people from your hand?”

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for calling me to task on these issues that are separating me from You. Help me to understand what to do with these feelings and emotions so that I can do what’s right, protect myself and those I love, stand up for those without a voice, while still serving You wholeheartedly. I do not want my anger, fear, and frustration to separate me from You, yet I know that it is. Jesus, Help me. Show me how to move forward in You. Amen.

2 Chron 25:16 While he was still speaking, the king said to him, “Have we appointed you an adviser to the king? Stop! Why be struck down?” ….

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The gift and the Giver…. (devo reflection)

2 Chron 24:2 Joash did what was right in the eyes of the LORD all the years of Jehoiada the priest.

Commentary says of his behavior, “All that Joash had done was to give his heart to Jehoiada, not to Jehovah.” Joash gave his heart to the gift first instead of to the Giver. So when Jehoiada died, Joash was, in a sense, adrift. And the officials of Judah took full advantage of the situation.

2 Chron 24:17 After the death of Jehoiada, the officials of Judah came and paid homage to the king, and he listened to them.

As a child, I often wondered how I was supposed to love God, the Giver, more than my parents, His gift. My parents were real and tangible to me in a way God wasn’t. As an adult, I have an easier time recognizing that God is the Giver, that all of the amazing people He has placed in my life are His gift to me, but I still struggle at times with gift and Giver and which to place first. Jesus, Help me.

2 Chron 24:18 They abandoned the temple of the LORD, the God of their ancestors, and worshiped Asherah poles and idols. Because of their guilt, God’s anger came on Judah and Jerusalem.

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for the reminder that You are the Giver of all the gifts in my life. Help me to place You first. Always. Help me also to treasure the amazing people, such beautiful gifts, that You have given me but to never forget that You are the source of all gifts. Draw me closer. Amen.

2 Chron 24:22 King Joash did not remember the kindness Zechariah’s father Jehoiada had shown him but killed his son, who said as he lay dying, “May the LORD see this and call you to account.”

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Focus on hope…. (devo reflection)

2 Chron 23:11 Jehoiada and his sons brought out the king’s son and put the crown on him; they presented him with a copy of the covenant and proclaimed him king. They anointed him and shouted, “Long live the king!”

Six years. That’s a long time. That’s how long it was between the time Athaliah seized power until Joash was placed on the throne. Six. Long. Years. 2,190 days under the oppressive, evil rule of Athaliah.

2 Chron 23:12 When Athaliah heard the noise of the people running and cheering the king, she went to them at the temple of the LORD.

It is hard to hold on to hope in difficult circumstances. Even 30 days of a difficult situation, even three days of a difficult situation, can test the resolve of the strongest of us. But, even though things looked hopeless, God was still on His throne. He was still working in ways that most could not see or fathom. He still is. No matter how bleak the circumstances. He’s still in control. Not only that, I truly believe He is even closer to us in our darkest situations because He knows we need Him even more.

2 Chron 23:13a She looked, and there was the king, standing by his pillar at the entrance. The officers and the trumpeters were beside the king, and all the people of the land were rejoicing and blowing trumpets, and musicians with their instruments were leading the praises.

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for the hope that can only come from You. When we are trudging through miles of darkness, it is so hard to focus on hope. Help us to see the light of Your hope even more clearly in our darkest hour—not the emptiness of toxic positivity, but the joy of true hope that can only come from You. Draw us closer. Amen.

2 Chron 23:13b Then Athaliah tore her robes and shouted, “Treason! Treason!”

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Hope for the future…. (devo reflection)

2 Chron 22:3 [Ahaziah] too followed the ways of the house of Ahab, for his mother encouraged him to act wickedly. 

It is easy for me to get bogged down in the evil, death, and destruction of this chapter. When I finished reading both the chapter and commentary on 2 Chron 22, I went back to an overview of 1 & 2 Chronicles, just to remind myself of the point of these books. “One of the main goals of the Chronicler was to reshape the stories of Israel’s past to rekindle hope for the future.”

2 Chron 22:4 He did evil in the eyes of the LORD, as the house of Ahab had done, for after his father’s death they became his advisers, to his undoing.

An evil ruler. An innocent baby, descent of David, a man after God’s own heart. A relative who acts out of love and compassion to save a life. Hope in the midst of evil and chaos. A reminder that God is in control, that He is sovereign, He has a plan. A look at the past to bring hope for the future. Thank You, Jesus.

2 Chron 22:10 When Athaliah the mother of Ahaziah saw that her son was dead, she proceeded to destroy the whole royal family of the house of Judah.

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for Your love, mercy, and sovereignty. Thank You that You are still in control, even when our world feels like it is spinning out of control. Thank You for hope for the future that is rooted in our past history in You. Draw us closer. Help us to focus on You and Your hope. Amen.

2 Chron 22:11 But Jehosheba, the daughter of King Jehoram, took Joash son of Ahaziah and stole him away from among the royal princes who were about to be murdered and put him and his nurse in a bedroom. Because Jehosheba…hid the child from Athaliah…she could not kill him.

Have a blessed day.

To no one’s regret…. (devo reflection)

2 Chron 21:20 Jehoram was thirty-two years old when he became king, and he reigned in Jerusalem eight years. He passed away, to no one’s regret, and was buried in the City of David, but not in the tombs of the kings.

How incredibly sad are the words, “He passed away, to no one’s regret.” They seem to be the polar opposite of, “Well done, good and faithful servant.” Does it make me too compassionate to think that no one should die this way?

2 Chron 21:4 When Jehoram established himself firmly over his father’s kingdom, he put all his brothers to the sword, along with some of the officials of Israel.

These words leave me with so many questions: Did his wife not regret his passing? Commentary indicates that many of his vile deeds were at her prompting. Did his father-in-law, King of Israel, whose actions he seemed to emulate, not regret his passing? Was there ever a time when Jehoram contemplated turning back to God? After his wife and children were taken? After he was inflicted with an incurable disease of the bowels? What was going through his head? Did he realize he could turn back, just as he turned away?

2 Chron 21:6 He followed the ways of the kings of Israel, as the house of Ahab had done, for he married a daughter of Ahab. He did evil in the eyes of the LORD.

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for the reminder that we are to show Your love and compassion to all. Help me live a life that is pleasing to You. Help me to understand that when I follow a path that takes me from Your will and Your love, all I need to do is turn around and head straight back to You. Draw me closer. Amen.

2 Chron 21:7 Nevertheless, because of the covenant the LORD had made with David, the LORD was not willing to destroy the house of David. He had promised to maintain a lamp for him and his descendants forever.

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Rest on every side…. (devo reflection)

2 Chron 20:12 “Our God, will You not judge them? For we have no power to face this vast army that is attacking us. We do not know what to do, but our eyes are on You.”

There is something that truly touches me about today’s verses. Perhaps it is the fact that I have been in this same situation many times, feeling beleaguered, feeling hopeless, totally unsure of how to proceed, crying out to God, “I don’t know what to do, but my eyes are on You. Jesus, Help me.”

2 Chron 20:15 “…This is what the LORD says to you: ‘Do not be afraid or discouraged because of this vast army. For the battle is not yours, but God’s.”

God is faithful and true, steadfast in times of trouble. His response is essentially, “I’ve got you. This isn’t your battle. I’m holding you securely in the palm of My hand. Do not be afraid or discouraged.” Thank You, Jesus.

2 Chron 20:29 The fear of God came on all the surrounding kingdoms when they heard how the LORD had fought against the enemies of Israel.

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for the reminder that we need to look to You always—in times of trouble, in times of joy, always. Thank You for holding us securely, for fighting our battles, for being an ever present help in times of trouble. Draw us closer. Amen.

2 Chron 20:30 And the kingdom of Jehoshaphat was at peace, for his God had given him rest on every side.

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A representative of God’s kingdom…. (devo reflection)

2 Chron 19:4 Jehoshaphat lived in Jerusalem, and he went out again among the people from Beersheba to the hill country of Ephraim and turned them back to the LORD, God of their ancestors.

I am a representative of God’s kingdom. When someone who doesn’t know God sees me, that person is going to make assumptions about God’s love, grace, and mercy, about God’s people, based on me and my actions and words. That idea is at once lovely and utterly terrifying.

2 Chron 19:5 He appointed judges in the land, in each of the fortified cities of Judah.

It has been a long semester. Nothing is as it “should be.” Tempers are short. Patience is shorter. Stress and anxiety are through the roof. Yet I am still a representative of God and His kingdom, which means that the idea of abounding grace has to go past the idea stage and become reality. Jesus, Help me!

2 Chron 19:6 He told them, “Consider carefully what you do, because you are not judging mere mortals but for the LORD, who is with you whenever you give a verdict.”

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for the reminder that even during a pandemic I am a representative of Your kingdom and must live as such in this world. Help me to find a way to balance my own stress, anxiety, and frustration while still shining Your light for all to see. Draw me closer. Amen.

2 Chron 19:7 “…Judge carefully, for with the LORD our God there is no injustice or impartiality or bribery.”

Have a blessed day.