Soften our hearts…. (devo reflection)

1 Samuel 28:5-6 When Saul saw the Philistine army, he was afraid. Terror filled his heart. He inquired of the LORD, but the LORD did not answer him by dreams or Urim or prophets.
Way back in 1 Samuel 12:14-15, when God told the Israelites that He would give them the king they insisted on, He told them that if they and the king they so desperately wanted would fear, serve, and obey Him, all would still be well, BUT if they (and their king) rebelled against Him, “then the hand of the LORD will be against you and your king.”
1 Samuel 28:15a Samuel said to Saul, “Why have you disturbed me by bringing me up?…” 
We are seeing the fulfillment of that in this chapter. Saul, who started out with great promise, has moved so far away from God that God no longer answers Him because Saul has utterly ignored all God has told him to this point. Saul reaches out to Samuel from beyond the grave because he wants assurance about the upcoming battle with the Philistines, but the hand of the Lord is already against Saul, and he learns from Samuel that he and his sons will die in the battle and “…the LORD will give the army of Israel into the hands of the Philistines” (v19).
1 Samuel 28:15b “I am in great distress,” Saul said. “The Philistines are fighting against me, and God has departed from me. He no longer answers me….”
Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for the reminder that when we seek You earnestly and wholeheartedly, we will find You. Help us to come to You seeking Your will and not our own. Soften our hearts. Make them fertile ground for Your love. Amen.
1 Samuel 28:16-17 Samuel said, “Why do you consult me, now that the LORD has departed from you and become your enemy? The LORD has done what He predicted through me….”
Have a blessed day.

Every thought captive…. (devo reflection)

1 Samuel 27:1 Then David said in his heart….
Oh the power of the things that we hold in the quiet of our hearts, often things we don’t fully acknowledge to ourselves, much less to our Creator. God knows our hearts. He can see those things, but if we don’t consciously drag them out, acknowledge, and examine them, He can’t help us deal with them, so they often fester, which is never good.
1 Samuel 27:1 Then David said in his heart, “Now I shall perish one day by the hand of Saul….”
These are David’s thoughts, not God’s truths. He doesn’t bring these thoughts before God to challenge their validity. God doesn’t seem to enter into this verse at all, which is a huge mistake. I know that personally, when I take my eyes off of Jesus, when I accept the things I whisper into my own heart (usually all negative), that’s where the real trouble starts. I no longer seek Him. My eyes aren’t on Him. I don’t hold up my thoughts to validation in His truth. Everything goes south, leading to despair. And this is exactly what happens to David in this chapter.
1 Samuel 27:1 Then David said in his heart, “Now I shall perish one day by the hand of Saul. There is nothing better for me than that I should escape to the land of the Philistines. Then Saul shall despair….”
Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for reinforcing the dangers of taking my eyes off of You. Help me to consciously “take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ” (2 Cor 10:5). Draw me closer. Amen.
1 Samuel 27:1 Then David said in his heart, “Now I shall perish one day by the hand of Saul. There is nothing better for me than that I should escape to the land of the Philistines. Then Saul shall despair of seeking me any longer within the boarders of Israel, and I shall escape out of his hand.”
Have a blessed day.

David’s example of understanding and trust…. (devo reflection)

1 Samuel 26:8 Abishai said to David, “Today God has delivered your enemy into your hands. Now let me pin him to the ground with one thrust of the spear….”
A lesser man might have let Abishai have his way. This is the second time that the Lord delivered Saul to David in a manner that would allow Saul to be easily overpowered and killed. Abishai saw it as a gift from God, an easy way to get rid of a ruthless, crazy enemy. But David said no. 
1 Samuel 26:9 But David said to Abishai, “Don’t destroy him! Who can lay a hand on the LORD’s anointed and be guiltless?”
My question is why. Why does God deliver Saul into David’s hands a second time if He does NOT want David to kill him (and He does not). What does David need to learn that this situation will help reinforce? Trust in God that He is who He says and will do what He promises? To see through insincere apologies from people like Saul? Proof that God is still with him even in difficult situations? I don’t know.
1 Samuel 26:10 “As surely as the LORD lives…the LORD Himself will strike him, or his time will come and he will die, or he will go into battle and perish.”
Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for David’s example of understanding and trusting Your will and Your plan. Help me to align myself so completely with You and Your will that even when I have doubts or confusion, I can clearly see Your path. Draw me closer. Amen.
1 Samuel 26:11 “But the LORD forbid that I should lay a hand on the LORD’s anointed. Now get the spear and water jug that are near his head, and let’s go.”
Have a blessed day.

It’s not about me…. (devo reflection)

1 Samuel 25:21 David had just said, “It’s been useless—all my watching over this fellow’s property in the wilderness so that nothing of his was missing. He has paid me back evil for good.”
In the last chapter, Saul is delivered into David’s hands, and David humbles himself in the Lord, allowing God to work matters according to His plans, not David’s. But in this chapter, David is mad. Nabal has slighted him, and David vows his revenge by killing all the males by daylight. In the span of a chapter, David has forgotten that it’s not about him, it’s about God.
1 Samuel 25:22 “May God deal with David, be it ever so severely, if by morning I leave alive one male of all who belong to him!”
Commentary suggests David may have reacted this way because Nabal is an equal. If my life is any indication, I think he just reached a level of frustration that overflowed. I know I knock myself out in my roles—Christian, wife, mother, sister, teacher—and when my efforts are overlooked or ignored, especially when it happens in multiple areas in my life at once, I am apt to explode at the perceived injustice, to think, “How is it that I’m knocking myself out and nobody notices, nobody acknowledges?” Even thinking about it makes me frustrated and angry.
1 Samuel 25:26 “And now, my lord, as surely as the LORD lives and as you live, since the LORD has kept you from bloodshed and from avenging yourself with your own hands….”
Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for loving me enough to keep reminding me that this life, my work, the roles that I fulfill—none of it is about me. It’s about You. Help me to work for You, to rest in You, to be rewarded by You. Always. Help me to humble myself in Your strength. It’s not about me, Lord. It’s about You. Always. Help me never to lose sight of that truth. Amen.
1 Samuel 25:29 “Even though someone is pursuing you to take your life, the life of my lord will be bound securely in the bundle of the living by the LORD your God….”
Have a blessed day.

Seek God, not revenge…. (devo reflection)

1 Samuel 24:3 [Saul] came to the sheep pens along the way; a cave was there, and Saul went in to relieve himself. David and his men were far back in the cave.
There are few times in life when one is as vulnerable as when attending to the call of nature. Saul has made David’s life a nightmare with his jealous, bitter rage. David was reduced to running for his life and hiding in caves. And now God delivers Saul to him. Saul is at his mercy. David’s men are encouraging him. But David has a heart for God. David has not given himself over to bitterness, anger, and jealousy. He didn’t seek revenge. He sought God.
1 Samuel 24:4 The men said, “This is the day the LORD spoke of when He said to you, ‘I will give your enemy into your hands for you to deal with as you wish.’” Then David crept up unnoticed and cut off a corner of Saul’s robe.
I have a tendency to allow myself to get caught up in anger and bitterness. It’s darkly consuming. It never ends well. David might have felt a momentary thrill of victory if he had killed Saul, but when the rush of anger faded, he would have realized the error of his actions. And it would have been way too late.
1 Samuel 24:10 “This day you have seen with your own eyes how the LORD delivered you into my hands in the cave. Some urged me to kill you, but I spared you; I said, ‘I will not lay my hand on my lord, because he is the LORD’s anointed.’”
Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Anger and jealousy can take on a vengeful life of their own. Thank You for the God-centered humility that David shows in this chapter. Thank You that his humility isn’t human weakness but strength in You. Help me not to give myself over to anger and bitterness. Help me to seek Your face always. Give me strength. Draw me closer. Amen.
1 Samuel 24:19 “When a man finds his enemy, does he let him get away unharmed? May the LORD reward you well for the way you treated me today.”
Have a blessed day.

The Lord is the one who sustains me…. (devo reflection)

1 Samuel 23:2 [David] inquired of the LORD, saying, “Shall I go and attack these Philistines?” The LORD answered him….
David’s faithful obedience and the Lord’s steadfast love astound me in this section. Saul, the king Israel clamored for, isn’t doing his job. Instead of protecting the people, he’s laser-focused on eliminating David. So God sends David to protect the people of Keilah. Saul gets wind of it and makes plans to go—not to protect his people, but to kill David. Again, David goes to the Lord seeking guidance, and again he receives guidance and direction from God. Even when the Ziphites go to Saul and volunteer information on David’s whereabouts, David goes to God: “Surely God is my help; the Lord is the one who sustains me” (Psalm 54:4).
1 Samuel 23:4 Once again David inquired of the LORD, and the LORD answered him….
David helps me put my problems in perspective. I’m incredibly thankful no one, especially not a crazed monarch, is after me, trying to kill me. I’m thankful I’m not being asked to do the job of that crazed king by protecting his people. But I am asking myself: What IS God calling me to do? Who IS God calling me to protect and defend? How CAN I be most faithful to God in my roles as Christian, wife, mother, sister, friend, teacher? “Surely God is my help; the Lord is the one who sustains me” (Psalm 54:4).
1 Samuel 23:14 …Day after day Saul searched for him, but God did not give David into his hands.
Lord, Thank You for this day, this scripture, David’s example. There are so many unknowns in so many areas of my life right now, Lord. Help me to seek You and Your will every moment of every day. Help me to cling to You and to understand what You are calling me to do in Your name. Draw me closer. Amen.
1 Samuel 23:26 Saul was going along one side of the mountain, and David and his men were on the other side, hurrying to get away from Saul….
Have a blessed day.

You are our refuge…. (devo reflection)

1 Samuel 22:1a David left Gath and escaped to the cave of Adullam….
David has a rich interior life that I never understood until commentary pointed me to the Psalms that correlate with this time. At the beginning of this chapter, he has just escaped from Gath by pretending to be insane so they didn’t realize he was the one who killed Goliath and take revenge.
1 Samuel 22:1a David left Gath and escaped to the cave of Adullam….
Psalm 142 was written as David hides in the cave: “I cry aloud to the LORD; I lift up my voice to the LORD for mercy” (v1). Psalm 57 is also written during his time in the cave of Adullam: “Have mercy on me, my God, have mercy on me, for in You I take refuge” (v1). David cries out to God in his fear and doubt. He realigns himself fully with his Creator, and God hears him and guides him.
1 Samuel 22:1b …When his brothers and his father’s household heard about it, they went down to him there.
Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for David’s example as he struggles with his fear and places his trust in You. There are so many unknowns in so many aspects of our world right now. Help us not forget that You are our refuge. Help us to cry to You for mercy in our fear. Help us to recognize the people You place in our lives to support us on Your path. Help us to walk that path knowing that we can trust in You completely. Draw us closer. Amen.
1 Samuel 22:2 All those who were in distress or in debt or discontented gathered around him, and he became their commander. About four hundred men were with him.
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A clear picture…. (devo reflection)

1 Samuel 22:8 “Is that why you have conspired against me? No one tells me when my son makes a covenant with the son of Jesse. None of you is concerned about me or tells me that my son has incited my servant to lie in wait for me as he does today.”
Way back when I first met Saul, he put me in mind of Shakespeare’s Macbeth—brave and promising. But just like Macbeth, Saul let’s power go to his head. He loses whatever moral compass he might have had; he doesn’t seem to care about anyone other than himself. His life becomes so twistedly narcissistic that everything seems a personal attack and everyone who opposes him must die. This path is a sad and frightening descent into madness and is incredibly hard to witness.
1 Samuel 22:13 Saul said to [Ahimelek], “Why have you conspired against me, you and the son of Jesse, giving him bread and a sword and inquiring of God for him, so that he has rebelled against me and lies in wait for me, as he does today?”
David’s path is quite different. He definitely loses his way when his fear leads him to lie to Ahimelek, a lie that costs Ahimelek his life, but throughout these chapters, commentary points me to Palms that show David’s inner progression back to God, his submission to God even in his fear. 
1 Samuel 22:15 “Was that the first time I inquired of God for him? Of course not! Let not the king accuse your servant…, for your servant knows nothing about this whole affair.” 
Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for a clear picture of what happens when we ignore You and focus on ourselves (Saul’s decent into madness) and what happens when we turn our hearts back to You (David’s journey through his fear into obedience to You). Give us strength to walk the path You place us on. Draw us closer. Amen.
1 Samuel 22:16 But the king said, “You will surely die, Ahimelek, you and your whole family.
Have a blessed day.

Eyes on God…. (devo reflection)

1 Samuel 21:2 David answered Ahimelek the priest, “The king sent me on a mission and said to me. ‘No one is to know anything about the mission I am sending you on.’ As for my men, I have told them to meet me at a certain place.
David is lying. Granted, he is afraid of Saul and running for his life; however, I’d wager that he was at least a smidge afraid when he faced Goliath, so why is it different now? The answer is quite simple: When he faces Goliath, he knows he is with God, on God’s side. Now he is just afraid, and in his fear, he does not seek God. He seeks to save his own skin. Understandable, but not ideal for a man after God’s own heart.
1 Samuel 21:8 David asked Ahimelek, “Don’t you have a spear or a sword here? I haven’t brought my sword or any other weapon, because the king’s mission was urgent.”
Fortunately, David does eventually get his eyes back on God. Commentary directs me to Psalm 56, which is attributed to David when he is captured in Gath. Verse 1 shows his returning: “Be merciful to me, my God, for my enemies are in hot pursuit.” He’s still afraid, but he’s got his eyes on God again. And in Psalm 34, attributed to David when he feigns being a madman, David writes: “I sought the LORD, and He answered me; He delivered me from all my fears” (verse 4), and “The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit” (verse 18).
1 Samuel 21:10 That day David fled from Saul and went to Achish king of Gath.
Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for understanding that our human tendency to fear makes us lose our focus. When we take our eyes off of You, You could cast us off completely, leaving us on our own. Thank You for Your grace and mercy, which allow us a path back to You. Always. Help us to stay focused on You. No matter what. Amen.
1 Samuel 21:13 So he pretended to be insane in their presence; and while he was in their hands he acted like a madman….

Have a blessed day.

Godly friendships…. (devo reflection)

1 Samuel 20:2 Then David…went to Jonathan and asked, “What have I done? What is my crime? How have I wronged your father that he is trying to kill me?”
David knows that Jonathan loves the Lord. He also knows that he can trust Jonathan. (1 Samuel 18:1 speaks of an immediate bond between the two, a knitting together of souls, implying a bond closer than brothers.) In chapter 20, David seems to be checking himself through Jonathan, basically asking Jonathan to help him check his actions and motives—Did I do or say something to justify Saul’s behavior? Am I in the wrong here? Do I need to realign myself with God?
1 Samuel 20:3 But David took an oath and said, “Your father knows very well that I have found favor in your eyes….Yet as surely as the LORD lives and as you live, there is only a step between me and death.”

How wonderful to have a friend you can trust, a friend who loves you enough to tell you hard truths if needed, a friend who loves God, who holds up God’s mirror of truth in your life. We all need people in our lives who love God first, whom we trust enough to ask hard questions about our actions and motives, and whom we trust enough to listen to what they have to say. 
1 Samuel 20:4 Jonathan said to David, “Whatever you want me to do, I’ll do for you.”
Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for the example of godly friendship between David and Jonathan. Help us to seek out people in our lives who will hold up Your mirror of love and truth for us as we try to make sense of this world. Draw us closer. Amen.
1 Samuel 20:13 “But if my father intends to harm you, may the LORD deal with Jonathan, be it ever so severely, if I do not let you know and send you away in peace.”
Have a blessed day.