Facing my fears…. (devo reflection)

Genesis 21:27 So Abraham brought sheep and cattle and gave them to Abimelek, and the two men made a treaty.

Based on what I can tell from commentary, the well was important because of the lack of access to streams or rivers. The lambs “were special gifts from Abraham to Abimelech to show favor and offer some compensation for his loss of access to the well.” The entire act shows that Abraham is honest and fair, understands his property and role, but is also generous, not greedy.

Genesis 21:28 Abraham set apart seven ewe lambs from the flock,

That feels like a far cry from the Abraham who lied–twice–about his wife being his sister because he was afraid that God would not keep His promises. Again, that gives me much hope that if Abraham can conquer that side of himself, maybe I can, too.

Genesis 21:29 and Abimelek asked Abraham, “What is the meaning of these seven ewe lambs you have set apart by themselves?”

Precious Savior, You know there are so many things causing me fear and anxiety at present. I know that You are sovereign and in control, that You love me, that even if these things don’t work out the way I hope or plan, it will still be ok. I know that You can use me no matter the situation, as long as I allow it. Help me, Jesus, to lay these fears at Your feet and wrap myself in Your peace. Help me. Amen.

Genesis 21:30 He replied, “Accept these seven lambs from my hand as a witness that I dug this well.”

Have a blessed day.

Love beyond measure…. (devo reflection)

In the wilderness…. (devo reflection)

Genesis 21:19a Then God opened her eyes and she saw a well of water. 

I am incredibly partial to the NLT translation of Gen 21:20, “And God was with the boy as he grew up in the wilderness.” I found this translation sometime during my hikers’ first trek on the Appalachian Trail, AT for short. They made it from Georgia to New Jersey that first trip, 1325 miles on foot. And my oldest child did some growing up as he hiked through the wilderness.

Genesis 21:19b So she went and filled the skin with water and gave the boy a drink.

When they hiked the AT a second time five years later, this time successfully making it from Georgia to Maine, almost 2200 miles on foot, I thought of that verse often. My oldest grew and matured even more on this hike through the wilderness, and the NLT translation of Gen 21:20 brought me a measure of peace and comfort the entire time they hiked. It reminded me that God was with them every single day.

Genesis 21:20 God was with the boy as he grew up. He lived in the desert and became an archer.

Precious Savior, Thank You for Gen 21:20, which brought me so much comfort as my guys hiked the AT. Thank You that You can reach us as we wander in life’s wildernesses, that You are with us in what can be dark and trying times. Help us draw closer to you, especially as we traverse difficult terrain in life. Amen.

Genesis 21:21 While he was living in the Desert of Paran, his mother got a wife for him from Egypt.

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What is going on?…. (devo reflection)

Genesis 21:15 When the water in the skin was gone, she put the boy under one of the bushes. 

The wording of today’s verses confuses me a bit. Hagar “put the boy” under a bush. She went off because she didn’t want to watch “the boy” die. God heard “the boy crying as he lies there.” I literally had to look up the age difference between Ishmael and Isaac to be sure we were dealing with a teenager and not a child. Sources say Ishmael was 14 years older than Isaac.

Genesis 21:16 Then she went off and sat down about a bowshot away, for she thought, “I cannot watch the boy die.” And as she sat there, she began to sob.

Also, I am left with that same sense that I don’t fully understand all that’s going on here. God encourages Abraham to do whatever Sarah asks to take care of the Hagar/Ishmael situation. God waits until they are totally out of water and Hagar thinks she is preparing to watch her son die. And then He intervenes. God is not intentionally cruel. So something else must be going on here.

Genesis 21:17 God heard the boy crying, and the angel of God called to Hagar from heaven and said to her, “What is the matter, Hagar? Do not be afraid; God has heard the boy crying as he lies there. 

Precious Savior, I know I have a tendency to think I know what is going on, what *should* be happening, in a given situation. I also know there is so much that I don’t know, don’t understand. Help me not to be so quick to pass judgment. Help me to remember who You are and who You are to me. Help me to trust that even when life feels out of control, You are already on the other side and You are holding me securely in the palm of Your hand. Help me, Jesus. Amen.

Genesis 21:18 Lift the boy up and take him by the hand, for I will make him into a great nation.”

Have a blessed day.

More than meets the eye…. (devo reflection)

Genesis 21:11 The matter distressed Abraham greatly because it concerned his son. 

I will admit that today’s scripture makes me incredibly uncomfortable. Ishmael exists because Sarah and Abraham did not trust God–trust His plan, trust His timing. Now the 13 year old Ishmael, teenaged and moody, is scoffing at his infant half brother who is being celebrated as the chosen one while he, Ishmael, has always been treated as second class. The pain Ishmael must feel hurts my heart.

Genesis 21:12 But God said to him, “Do not be so distressed about the boy and your slave woman. Listen to whatever Sarah tells you, because it is through Isaac that your offspring will be reckoned. 

And for God to tell Abraham to do exactly what Sarah says tells me that there’s got to be more going on here than I can understand. My God is not mean. He isn’t cruel. He doesn’t inflict pain just because He can. So there must be more going on here than meets the eye. Jesus, Help me understand.

Genesis 21:13 I will make the son of the slave into a nation also, because he is your offspring.”

Precious Savior, You know the compassionate heart You placed within me. Thank You. And thank You for the ability to read Your word and wonder what else is going on, what I am missing, what I’m not understanding. Help me to draw closer to You every day, with every breath and every word. Amen.

Genesis 21:14 Early the next morning Abraham took some food and a skin of water and gave them to Hagar. He set them on her shoulders and then sent her off with the boy. She went on her way and wandered in the Desert of Beersheba.

Have a blessed day.

The dangers of assigning blame…. (devo reflection)

Genesis 21:6 Sarah said, “God has brought me laughter, and everyone who hears about this will laugh with me.” 

Apparently, I default to blame because when I read today’s scripture, my first thought was, “Sarah, YOU are the reason Ishmael exists!” In case you are wondering, playing the blame game isn’t healthy for anyone at any time, but here Sarah and I both are, dishing out blame about situations we don’t like.

Genesis 21:7 And she added, “Who would have said to Abraham that Sarah would nurse children? Yet I have borne him a son in his old age.”

But here is the thing about assigning blame–doing so takes the focus off of something else–in this case celebrating Isaac, God’s promise fulfilled. Blaming can be toxic–so many negative emotions bubble to the surface when you play that game. Celebrating, especially by giving glory to God, is renewing, life-giving. Jesus, Help me choose celebration over blame, joy over anger.

Genesis 21:8 The child grew and was weaned, and on the day Isaac was weaned Abraham held a great feast. 

Precious Savior, Thank You for the reminder that I have a choice about what I focus on. I can focus on the negative and blame and be bitter and angry OR I can focus on You, celebrate the blessings You have placed in my life. I know what is the better path. Forgive me when I don’t choose it automatically. Help me, Jesus. Amen.

Genesis 21:9-10 But Sarah saw that the son whom Hagar the Egyptian had borne to Abraham was mocking, and she said to Abraham, “Get rid of that slave woman and her son, for that woman’s son will never share in the inheritance with my son Isaac.”

Have a blessed day.

Always faithful…. (devo reflection)

Genesis 21:1 Now the Lord was gracious to Sarah as he had said, and the Lord did for Sarah what he had promised. 

Commentary says it took 25 years for God’s promise of a child for Abraham and Sarah to be fulfilled. That is a very long time. And though 2 Peter 3:8 does say “But do not overlook this one fact, beloved, that with the Lord one day is as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day,” the pain of a dream deferred for 25 years is deep.

Genesis 21:2 Sarah became pregnant and bore a son to Abraham in his old age, at the very time God had promised him. 

Commentary also says that God did not fulfill His promise because of Abraham’s perfect obedience–We know that’s not true.–but because of God’s perfect faithfulness. Abraham didn’t earn the promise, but God was still faithful to fulfill it because HE is faithful, which brings to mind Ephesians 2:8, “For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God—”

Genesis 21:3-4 Abraham gave the name Isaac to the son Sarah bore him. When his son Isaac was eight days old, Abraham circumcised him, as God commanded him. 

Precious Savior, Thank You for using this scripture to remind me that You are faithful–Always,– that once we claim You as our Savior, we are always Yours–even when our fleshly humanity gets in the way,–that time in Your presence doesn’t work according to our human notion of time. Help me, daily, to draw closer to You. Help me, Jesus. Amen.

Genesis 21:5 Abraham was a hundred years old when his son Isaac was born to him.

Have a blessed day.

Human and fallible and messy…. (devo reflection)

Trusting God is in control…. (devo reflection)

Far from perfect…. (devo reflection)