Entitlement and bitterness…. (devo reflection)

Genesis 27:34-35 When Esau heard his father’s words, he burst out with a loud and bitter cry and said to his father, “Bless me—me too, my father!” But he said, “Your brother came deceitfully and took your blessing.”

Verses 34 and 38 are so sad with Esau imploring Isaac to “Bless me too,” that if you didn’t know the whole story–Esau despised his birthright, then sold it for a bowl of stew, Isaac and Esau openly set out to ensure Esau received the birthright blessing that was promised to Jacob by God at birth –you’d feel sorry for him.

Genesis 27:36 Esau said, “Isn’t he rightly named Jacob ? This is the second time he has taken advantage of me: He took my birthright, and now he’s taken my blessing!” Then he asked, “Haven’t you reserved any blessing for me?”

As it is, I’m having a hard time feeling sorry for Esau…except that I know the bitterness that can come from the “poor me” attitude that he is espousing here. I know what it feels like to think I’m entitled to something and not get it. So, in a way, I do feel a bit sorry for Esau because I know how what he’s feeling can eat at him, causing all sorts of issues in his thoughts, feelings, and behaviors towards others.

Genesis 27:37 Isaac answered Esau, “I have made him lord over you and have made all his relatives his servants, and I have sustained him with grain and new wine. So what can I possibly do for you, my son?”

Precious Savior, We all know what it’s like to feel entitled to something and not get it. We all know the sting of that rejection. Many of us know the bitterness, anger, and resentment that can come from how we deal with those feelings. Help us to put You first–Your will, Your word, Your way. We can never be worthy of Your love, Jesus, but we can strive to be more like You each day. Help us, Jesus. Amen.

Genesis 27:38 Esau said to his father, “Do you have only one blessing, my father? Bless me too, my father!” Then Esau wept aloud.

Have a blessed day.

A battle of wills…. (devo reflection)

Genesis 27:31 He too prepared some tasty food and brought it to his father. Then he said to him, “My father, please sit up and eat some of my game, so that you may give me your blessing.”

Commentary says that Isaac realized during today’s verses that “he would always lose when he tried to resist God’s will, even when he didn’t like God’s will.” The wording of this revelation bothers me. The idea that being in God’s will constitutes losing is troubling.

Genesis 27:32 His father Isaac asked him, “Who are you?” “I am your son,” he answered, “your firstborn, Esau.”

I get it. If this is a battle of wills between Isaac and God, Isaac loses because he doesn’t accomplish his will–to bless his favorite, Esau. However, the thought of being in God’s will for me and considering it a loss is difficult for me. If I’m living God’s will for me, isn’t that the ultimate win?

Genesis 27:33 Isaac trembled violently and said, “Who was it, then, that hunted game and brought it to me? I ate it just before you came and I blessed him—and indeed he will be blessed!”

Precious Savior, My life should not be a battle of wills between You and me. Help me to sink my roots so deeply into Your word that Your will *is* my will, that when I am walking in Your will, all I can see is that I am winning at life because I am Yours. Help me, Jesus. Amen.

Genesis 27:34 When Esau heard his father’s words, he burst out with a loud and bitter cry and said to his father, “Bless me—me too, my father!”

Have a blessed day.