Fully, fiercely, abundantly…. (devo reflection)

In my brokenness, in my messiness, in my humanness…. (devo reflection)

Genesis 22:17b Your descendants will take possession of the cities of their enemies, 

Abraham’s walk has been nothing approaching perfect. He has stumbled and misstepped more than once. He lied (twice), took matters into his own hands, fretted, mistrusted, etc. His path was not a straight, righteous line to God. HOWEVER, his path *does* lead to God. And he finds favor with God. Verse 18 says that through Abraham’s offspring, “all the nations on earth will be blessed, because you have obeyed me.”

Genesis 22:18 and through your offspring all nations on earth will be blessed, because you have obeyed me.”

I think I grew up with the idea that in order for God to be able to use me, I had to walk perfectly in His will–no mistakes, no missteps. Of course, that’s impossible. Not even Abraham achieved that goal. But God still considered Him righteous. That means there’s hope for me, with all my human imperfections. Help me, Jesus.

Genesis 22:19a Then Abraham returned to his servants, and they set off together for Beersheba. 

Precious Savior, I doubt and fear. I fret and mistrust. I sometimes take matters into my own hands to try to “help” You along. Forgive me. Help me. And thank You that You can still use me in my brokenness, in my messiness, in my humanness. Use me for Your will, Jesus. Help me to shine Your light. Amen.

Genesis 22:19b And Abraham stayed in Beersheba.

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The Lord Will Provide…. (devo reflection)

Genesis 22:14 So Abraham called that place The Lord Will Provide. And to this day it is said, “On the mountain of the Lord it will be provided.”  

Commentary does not seem to wrestle with any of the issues that I wrestled with in this scripture. The agony and horror–to both father and son–of Isaac being bound and led to be sacrificed, even though a substitution was made at the last minute, had to have been terrifying to both. I suppose another factor in my issue with this scripture is the cultural relevance.

Genesis 22:15 The angel of the Lord called to Abraham from heaven a second time

Just yesterday I read two separate news stories about parents who killed multiple children due to their, the parent’s, own actions. Neither claimed this scripture that I’m aware of (though parents who have harmed their children have claimed it in the past), but I still struggle. Children should feel safe in their own homes. They should feel that their parents will protect them, provide for them, not harm them. Far too many children do not have the luxury of that belief. Jesus, Help them.

Genesis 22:16 and said, “I swear by myself, declares the Lord, that because you have done this and have not withheld your son, your only son, 

Precious Savior, Forgive me that I have a hard time seeing what you are trying to teach me because of the horrors that people actively visit on each other in this world. Please be with those children who are literally afraid for their lives because of the actions of their parents. Please help me, even with the issues I have when I read this scripture, to hear Your message, to understand that you will provide. Always. Amen.

Genesis 22:17a I will surely bless you and make your descendants as numerous as the stars in the sky and as the sand on the seashore. 

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Trusting God with what we hold most dear…. (devo reflection)

Genesis 22:10 Then he reached out his hand and took the knife to slay his son. 

God loves my children more than I am even capable of loving. That statement takes my breath away because I love my children so very much. But He loves them more. They were His long before they were ever mine. And they aren’t really “mine” so much as He has loaned them to me to love and support, to nurture and care for on this earth.

Genesis 22:11 But the angel of the Lord called out to him from heaven, “Abraham! Abraham!” “Here I am,” he replied.

One of the hardest jobs of a parent is to teach your children to live well without you. We want our children to be independent, to go out into the world and make their own way. And God knows we will need Him–as we prepare to parent, as we actively parent, when the time comes to let our children soar on their own.

Genesis 22:12 “Do not lay a hand on the boy,” he said. “Do not do anything to him. Now I know that you fear God, because you have not withheld from me your son, your only son.”

Precious Savior, For me, today’s verses are about trusting You with what we hold most dear–our loved ones, who came from You and will one day return to You. You want us to trust You and put You first because You know the strength and wisdom we will need to accomplish the task You have set before us. Help us to trust You, no matter how frightening the path. Thank You for loving those we love more than we are capable of loving. Always. Amen.

Genesis 22:13 Abraham looked up and there in a thicket he saw a ram caught by its horns. He went over and took the ram and sacrificed it as a burnt offering instead of his son. 

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Focusing on the lessons…. (devo reflection)

Genesis 22:6 Abraham took the wood for the burnt offering and placed it on his son Isaac, and he himself carried the fire and the knife. As the two of them went on together, 

Commentary talks about these verses as “a remarkable picture of the work of Jesus at the cross, thousands of years before it happened…” And as much as I can understand where commentary is coming from with the association, these verses immediately bring to my mind other, much darker associations.

Genesis 22:7 Isaac spoke up and said to his father Abraham, “Father?” “Yes, my son?” Abraham replied. “The fire and wood are here,” Isaac said, “but where is the lamb for the burnt offering?”

There have been many stories over the years of parents who have hurt or killed their children, claiming that God called them to do it. When I read these verses, I don’t read about obedience, I see fear from the child, even if the child is 35 years old. I see pain and anguish and hurt on all sides.

Genesis 22:8 Abraham answered, “God himself will provide the lamb for the burnt offering, my son.” And the two of them went on together.

Precious Savior, I know this is not where you want my mind to go. Help me rid myself of this association so I can focus on Your true lessons here–faith, obedience, putting You and Your call first, even when it is difficult, knowing that You will provide and that You keep Your promises, even when the way is so very dark. Help me, Jesus. Amen.

Genesis 22:9 When they reached the place God had told him about, Abraham built an altar there and arranged the wood on it. He bound his son Isaac and laid him on the altar, on top of the wood.

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Wrestling with difficult scripture…. (devo reflection)

A love that surpasses all understanding…. (devo reflection)

Genesis 22:1a Some time later God tested Abraham. He said to him, “Abraham!”

There is so much that makes me uncomfortable about today’s scripture, but since this test plays out over ten more verses, I’ll deal with that tomorrow. What I want to focus on today is a fun fact that I learned as I read commentary on verses 1 and 2: Genesis 22:2 is the first mention of the word love in the Bible, and it references the love between a parent and a child, a father and a son.

Genesis 22:1b “Here I am,” he replied.

To my way of thinking, the Bible is a love letter from God to man, so I find it fascinating that I am 22 chapters in and only now hearing the word love. Not only that, but the word love is in the context of this test. God is saying, essentially, prove to Me that you love Me more than you love your son, prove to Me that you fully trust Me to keep my promises by your willingness to sacrifice this promise that I have finally fulfilled in Isaac.

Genesis 22:2a Then God said, “Take your son, your only son, whom you love—Isaac—and go to the region of Moriah.

Precious Savior, I have so much difficulty with today’s scripture. Forgive me. Help me. Thank You for this first mention of love in the Bible, for the bond between parent and child, for the love that You have for each of Your children, a love that surpasses all understanding. Help me seek, learn, understand as I read Your scripture. Amen.

Genesis 22:2b Sacrifice him there as a burnt offering on a mountain I will show you.” 

Have a blessed day.

Nurturing plant life…. (devo reflection)

Facing my fears…. (devo reflection)

Genesis 21:27 So Abraham brought sheep and cattle and gave them to Abimelek, and the two men made a treaty.

Based on what I can tell from commentary, the well was important because of the lack of access to streams or rivers. The lambs “were special gifts from Abraham to Abimelech to show favor and offer some compensation for his loss of access to the well.” The entire act shows that Abraham is honest and fair, understands his property and role, but is also generous, not greedy.

Genesis 21:28 Abraham set apart seven ewe lambs from the flock,

That feels like a far cry from the Abraham who lied–twice–about his wife being his sister because he was afraid that God would not keep His promises. Again, that gives me much hope that if Abraham can conquer that side of himself, maybe I can, too.

Genesis 21:29 and Abimelek asked Abraham, “What is the meaning of these seven ewe lambs you have set apart by themselves?”

Precious Savior, You know there are so many things causing me fear and anxiety at present. I know that You are sovereign and in control, that You love me, that even if these things don’t work out the way I hope or plan, it will still be ok. I know that You can use me no matter the situation, as long as I allow it. Help me, Jesus, to lay these fears at Your feet and wrap myself in Your peace. Help me. Amen.

Genesis 21:30 He replied, “Accept these seven lambs from my hand as a witness that I dug this well.”

Have a blessed day.

Love beyond measure…. (devo reflection)