Forgive me, Father…. (devo reflection)

Matthew 27:3 When Judas, who had betrayed him, saw that Jesus was condemned, he was seized with remorse and returned the thirty pieces of silver to the chief priests and the elders.

A friend once posited the idea that maybe Judas betrayed Jesus to try to bring about Jesus’s reign faster, to force Him into action. Commentary dismisses that theory, but verse 3 makes me wonder. It’s like Judas is surprised that Jesus is condemned. Maybe Judas thought Jesus, as Messiah, would put a military plan into action. How many times have I acted because I thought I understood how something was going to play out?

Matthew 27:22-23 “What shall I do, then, with Jesus who is called the Messiah?” Pilate asked. They all answered, “Crucify him!” “Why? What crime has he committed?” asked Pilate. But they shouted all the louder, “Crucify him!”

The crowd here, falling over themselves a week ago to welcome Jesus, are again acting in mob mentality, yelling “Crucify Him!,” not caring that Jesus is guilty of no crime. And Pilate, who has the authority to stop the madness, literally washes his hands of the situation, after pronouncing Jesus innocent. Father, Forgive us.

Matthew 27:24 When Pilate saw that he was getting nowhere, but that instead an uproar was starting, he took water and washed his hands in front of the crowd. “I am innocent of this man’s blood,” he said. “It is your responsibility!”

Precious Savior, I see my guilt reflected in these three scenarios. Like Judas, I am guilty of trying to force You to act on my timetable instead of Your own. Like the crowd, I am guilty of getting caught up in the emotions of this world and of going along with what everyone else is doing. Like Pilate, I am guilty of being able to act on behalf of the innocent yet washing my hands and walking away. Forgive me, Father. Forgive me. Amen.

Matthew 27:50 And when Jesus had cried out again in a loud voice, he gave up his spirit.

Have a blessed day.

Remembrance…. (devo reflection)

Matthew 26:13 Truly I tell you, wherever this gospel is preached throughout the world, what she has done will also be told, in memory of her.”

There is much in this chapter about remembrance: the woman is remembered for her lavish anointing of Christ. Judas is remembered for his savage betrayal. Jesus urges us to remember His sacrifice during the Eucharist celebration. Peter is remembered for his cowardice but also for his repentance and how Jesus uses him to build the church.

Matthew 26:14-15 Then one of the Twelve—the one called Judas Iscariot—went to the chief priests and asked, “What are you willing to give me if I deliver him over to you?” So they counted out for him thirty pieces of silver.

It is more important for our walk of faith to remember than to be remembered, but it is also true that we will all be remembered in some way. And we have a choice about our actions in life, which influences how we are remembered.

Matthew 26:26 While they were eating, Jesus took bread, and when he had given thanks, he broke it and gave it to his disciples, saying, “Take and eat; this is my body.”

Lord, I would prefer to be remembered as the woman who lavishly anoints You daily in my life. I fear that I am more like Peter, who swears to never forsake You yet turns his back repeatedly. Thank You that his betrayal is not the end of his story. Forgive me when I get distracted by the world and turn my back on You. When this happens, help me to return and repent so that You can use me to build Your church, to comfort Your people, to praise Your name. Amen.

Matthew 26:35 But Peter declared, “Even if I have to die with you, I will never disown you.” And all the other disciples said the same.

Have a blessed day.

Being faithful…. (devo reflection)

Matthew 25:13 “Therefore keep watch, because you do not know the day or the hour.”

Commentary makes a big deal about the wording “faithful” in verses 21 and 23–not successful, not brilliant, but faithful. What God is looking for in us is that we have been faithful stewards of what He has given us, that we have used our talents (literal and physical) to comfort His people and bring Him glory.

Matthew 25:21 “His master replied, ‘Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master’s happiness!’

However, it’s also important to remember that we can’t work our way into heaven. Salvation is a gift, pure and simple. We don’t deserve it. We can’t earn it. But that gift changes us, reshapes our hearts, and that change will be evident in our actions.

Matthew 25:23 “His master replied, ‘Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master’s happiness!’

Lord, Thank You for the reminder that Your salvation is a gift that changes us from the inside out. Help us to be faithful with what You have entrusted us with, helping Your people, bringing You glory. Allow us to hear You say, “Well done, good and faithful servant” when we finally meet face-to-face. Amen.

Matthew 25:30 And throw that worthless servant outside, into the darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.’

Have a blessed day.

Keeping watch…. (devo reflection)

Matthew 24:3 As Jesus was sitting on the Mount of Olives, the disciples came to him privately. “Tell us,” they said, “when will this happen, and what will be the sign of your coming and of the end of the age?”

Reading commentary along with each day’s chapter can be incredibly illuminating. It provides cultural background and context of which I am often unaware. But it can also be frustrating in that there is always an answer. When that answer fits with the belief of the commentator, it is reinforced. When it doesn’t, it is debunked. Neat and easy.

Matthew 24:36 “But about that day or hour no one knows, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father.

But life isn’t neat and easy, and I don’t think faith is either. I think Jesus’s point here is just that—you don’t know when I am coming, so always be prepared. I think what He is saying has a lot to do with how He wants us to live—always loving, always striving, always anticipating.

Matthew 24:42 “Therefore keep watch, because you do not know on what day your Lord will come.

Lord, Thank You for sitting with me each morning as I read Your word. Thank You for speaking to my heart. Help me to live every moment of every day in such a way that whenever You return, You will be able to say, “Well done, good and faithful servant.” Draw me closer. Amen.

Matthew 24:44 So you also must be ready, because the Son of Man will come at an hour when you do not expect him.

Have a blessed day.

The heart of this home…. (devo reflection)

Matthew 23:5 “Everything they do is done for people to see: They make their phylacteries wide and the tassels on their garments long…”

This morning, during my three trips up and down the driveway to get all the garbage to the road, I noticed just how terrible the yard right in front of our house looks. By the last trip down I was ready to lay into my husband about the mess. After all, what must our neighbors think of us?

Matthew 23:23 “Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You give a tenth of your spices—mint, dill and cumin. But you have neglected the more important matters of the law—justice, mercy and faithfulness.…”

And God gently reminded me with today’s scripture that like so many things, it’s not what’s on the outside, it’s not appearances that matter. It’s what’s at the heart. And the heart of this home, even with all its clutter and junk, even with all the vines and detritus, the heart of this home is love—love of God, love for each other.

Matthew 23:25 “Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You clean the outside of the cup and dish, but inside they are full of greed and self-indulgence.

Lord, Thank You for the perspective of this morning. Thank You for the reminder that outward appearances are not what is truly important, that this house, this life, this marriage are rooted in You, first and foremost. Help me never to forget what is important: loving You and loving others. Amen.

Matthew 23:28 In the same way, on the outside you appear to people as righteous but on the inside you are full of hypocrisy and wickedness.

Have a blessed day.

A shift in tactics…. (devo reflection)

Matthew 22:15 Then the Pharisees went out and laid plans to trap him in his words.

The Pharisees and Sadducees have no interest in listening to Jesus, in learning more about Jesus. They want to trick Him, trap Him, expose Him as a fraud. Clearly, that isn’t going to work, but in this chapter, we see a really focused effort on the part of both groups.

Matthew 22:23 That same day the Sadducees, who say there is no resurrection, came to him with a question.

Commentary says that verse 46 shows the shift in tactics on the part of the Pharisees and Sadducees. Trying to trick Him failed repeatedly. “Now His enemies would use treachery and violence instead.” We know how this will end.

Matthew 22:34 Hearing that Jesus had silenced the Sadducees, the Pharisees got together.

Lord, My heart hurts as I read these words because I know what’s coming. I also know that this spirit of distrust and trickery, this spirit of using violence to claim victory, is still employed today. Help us to love You first and foremost and to love each other as ourselves. Help us to listen to each other. Draw us closer. Amen.

Matthew 22:46 No one could say a word in reply, and from that day on no one dared to ask him any more questions.

Have a blessed day.

Preconceived notions…. (devo reflection)

Matthew 21:9 The crowds that went ahead of him and those that followed shouted, “Hosanna to the Son of David!” “Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord!” “Hosanna in the highest heaven!”

The Palm Sunday narrative is always difficult for me to read because I know that these same people who are hailing the Messiah today will soon be shouting, “Crucify Him!” What fickle people humans are.

Matthew 21:10 When Jesus entered Jerusalem, the whole city was stirred and asked, “Who is this?”

Is it because they think they understand what being the Messiah means? Is it because they have preconceived notions of how He will act and what He will do as the Messiah and they are angry at Him (or more accurately at themselves) because what they expected to happen did not? Do they feel like fools because they thought the Messiah would act a certain way, yet Jesus defied these expectations? Would it have been any different if they had accepted Him as Messiah with no preconceived notions of what that meant?

Matthew 21:11 The crowds answered, “This is Jesus, the prophet from Nazareth in Galilee.”

Lord, I think this passage bothers me so because I, too, am guilty of having preconceived notions and of reacting poorly when what I thought should/would happen doesn’t play out. I, too, would probably have been praising this week and shouting next. I don’t want to be that person. Help me to move through life without preconceived notions of who You are and how You should act. Help me to bring You praise and glory always. Amen.

Matthew 21:46 They looked for a way to arrest him, but they were afraid of the crowd because the people held that he was a prophet.

Have a blessed day.

Oh me of little faith…. (devo reflection)

Matthew 20:8 “When evening came, the owner of the vineyard said to his foreman, ‘Call the workers and pay them their wages, beginning with the last ones hired and going on to the first.’

My first reaction when reading this parable, pretty much always, is anger. The thought, “That’s not fair!!!” Leaps to my mind! I imagine that I would be among the early workers, toiling away in the broiling sun all day. Clearly, I deserve more compensation for my labor than those who have only been at it for an hour or two. And just like that, God shows me I still have so far to go when it comes to humbling myself before Him.

Matthew 20:9 “The workers who were hired about five in the afternoon came and each received a denarius.

“But wait!!” I think frantically, “If we are talking about grace, of course it’s fair. Of course it’s fine.” “My child,” my precious Savior replies, “It’s all about grace….and mercy and compassion. You still have so very much to learn.” And without even trying, I am like the disciples in the boat, screaming in my fear. Oh me of little faith.

Matthew 20:10 So when those came who were hired first, they expected to receive more. But each one of them also received a denarius.

Precious Savior, Thank You for loving me enough to keep working on my heart. Thank You for showing me the areas where I need to humble myself before You. Thank You that Your grace cannot be earned, that Your compassion and mercy are given freely to all—those who come early to Your call and those like me who continue to struggle with the lessons to which You lovingly continue to direct our attention. I am eternally grateful for Your grace. Amen.

Matthew 20:11 When they received it, they began to grumble against the landowner.

Have a blessed day.

What if this encounter is only the beginning? (devo reflection)

Matthew 19:16 Just then a man came up to Jesus and asked, “Teacher, what good thing must I do to get eternal life?”

I know how God has worked on my heart over the course of my life. I know that rarely is any character flaw fixed the first time (as evidenced by the fact that I still struggle with worry and fear, even though God has been working on me in these areas for years. I’m better than I was but still not where He wants me). This rich man is pretty much dismissed in commentary, but what if this encounter is only the beginning?

Matthew 19:17 “Why do you ask me about what is good?” Jesus replied. “There is only One who is good. If you want to enter life, keep the commandments.”

Clearly, the man is seeking, asking, knocking (Matt 7:7). If he’s anything like me, he has to sit with things for a while, but if he continues to seek, ask, and knock, if he continues to bring these issues before God, examining them in light of new information, then it’s possible that “the word of God [that] is alive and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword…” (Heb 4:12) will do its work, changing his heart and mind. I’ve seen this happen in my own life again and again as I meet with God each morning.

Matthew 19:18-19 “Which ones?” he inquired. Jesus replied, “ ‘You shall not murder, you shall not commit adultery, you shall not steal, you shall not give false testimony, honor your father and mother,’ and ‘love your neighbor as yourself.’”

Lord, Thank You for today’s insights into Your word. Thank You for a perspective that I had not considered before. Thank You that You are willing to leave the 99 to go after the one. Help us all to keep seeking, asking, knocking, to keep searching Your word, to draw closer to You. Amen.

Matthew 19:20“All these I have kept,” the young man said. “What do I still lack?”

Have a blessed day.

Making a difference…. (devo reflection)

Matthew 18:10-11 “See that you do not despise one of these little ones. For I tell you that their angels in heaven always see the face of my Father in heaven. For the Son of man is come to save that which was lost.

When I was going through teacher education, I came across The Starfish Story many times. It was used as a metaphor for the importance of what educators do, which often feels overwhelming and thankless. The Starfish Story reminds educators that what we do makes a difference to individuals, and even though we can’t save the world, our actions “make a difference to that one”.

Matthew 18:12 “What do you think? If a man owns a hundred sheep, and one of them wanders away, will he not leave the ninety-nine on the hills and go to look for the one that wandered off?

The Parable of the Wandering Sheep seems to me the same concept in reverse. We are the starfish, miles and miles of starfish on the shoreline. It’s so easy to feel insignificant and unimportant, like no one cares at all. But God doesn’t see us as expendable. He values each and every one of us. He would (and has and does) leave the 99 just to save the one…because every single one of us matters to Him.

Matthew 18:13 And if he finds it, truly I tell you, he is happier about that one sheep than about the ninety-nine that did not wander off.

Lord, It is so easy to feel small and insignificant, like we’ve done too much, made too many bad choices for You to waste Your time trying to save us. But that’s not who You are. You pursue us, redeem us, rejoice over us. Help me to believe in my worth to You, especially on the hard days. Help me to see the value in others, even when they are struggling to see it for themselves. Draw us all closer to You. Amen..

Matthew 18:14 In the same way your Father in heaven is not willing that any of these little ones should perish.

Have a blessed day.