Left wondering why…. (devo reflection)

Job 25:1-2 Then Bildad the Shuhite replied: “Dominion and awe belong to God; He establishes order in the heights of heaven.”

These six verses are the sum total of Job 25, Bildad’s last speech and the last time we hear from the three “friends.” One commentator calls it a “disgusting and hopeless note” on which to end the friends’ dialogue. Ending with comparisons like maggot and worm to humans, it certainly doesn’t qualify as cheerful. And I’m left wondering why.

Job 25:3 “Can His forces be numbered? On whom does His light not rise?”

Why is this argument still going on between Job and his friends? Why is Job still wallowing in his misery, railing at God over the unfairness? Truthfully, why hasn’t God, the ultimate parent, just jerked a knot in everyone and put a stop to the whole sorry affair? Perhaps it is because there are things beyond our comprehension to understand? Perhaps we have to get to the end of ourselves, our arguments and excuses, before we can clearly hear our Maker’s voice?

Job 25:4 “How then can a mortal be righteous before God? How can one born of woman be pure?”

Lord, I don’t understand. And when I don’t understand, I tend to wallow and rail, overthink, over analyze, over share. I want life to make sense, so I try to shove it in neat little boxes of understanding. Forgive me, Lord. Help me to lean into You and to trust You. Always. Help me to accept that there are things I will never understand on this side of the veil, and that’s ok because You are sovereign. Draw me closer. Amen.

Job 25:5-6 “If even the moon is not bright and the stars are not pure in His eyes, how much less a mortal, who is but a maggot—a human being, who is only a worm!”

Have a blessed day.

Weariness and hope…. (devo reflection)

Job 24:1 “Why does the Almighty not set times for judgment? Why must those who know Him look in vain for such days?”

Lord, I am weary of Job’s questioning. It seems to border on disrespect. But I also see Job’s faith in You, even as he struggles with the fact that he doesn’t understand Your ways. He knows that You are ultimately just, but he’s struggling with immediate justice verses eternal justice, with Your ultimate goals as Lord of creation, with the way he thinks justice and life should work verses the way they do.

Job 24:12 “The groans of the dying rise up from the city, and the souls of the wounded cry out for help. But God charges no one with wrongdoing.”

Lord, I know that I have these same struggles in my own life. Things that feel horribly unfair, people who seem to get away with behavior that I think they shouldn’t, justice that isn’t meted out according to my measure. Forgive me.

Job 24:24 “For a little while they are exalted, and then they are gone; they are brought low and gathered up like all others; they are cut off like heads of grain.”

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Forgive me when my earthly judgement angers me even though I can’t see Your eternal plans. Forgive me when my emotions cause me to rail unfairly at You. Help me, always, to cling to the hope that can only come from You. Draw me closer. Amen.

Job 24:25 “If this is not so, who can prove me false and reduce my words to nothing?”

Have a blessed day.

Keep seeking, keep searching, keep hoping…. (devo reflection)

Job 23:3 “If only I knew where to find Him; if only I could go to His dwelling.”

Psalm 139 came strongly to mind as I read this chapter—not because they are so similar, but because they are so diametrically opposed. In Psalm 139, God is ever-present. There is no hiding from Him. In Job 23, Job says he has search everywhere seeking God’s face and can’t find Him.

Job 23:8 “But if I go to the East, He is not there; if I go to the west, I do not find Him.”

Job feels a great distance between himself and God. He wants to be in God’s presence. He wants to state his case, to understand the why of what is happening to him. And here is the bit I’m clinging to—even though Job feels the distance, even though he knows that what he’s enduring is not because of some hidden sin, even though he is seeking God’s presence and can’t seem to find it, verse 17 shows that he has not lost hope—hope in God’s presence, hope in God’s sovereignty and love, hope in his own upright walk with God. Even though he has every right (based on the chaos in his life) to turn his back and walk away, he continues to hold fast to God. He does not let the darkness engulf him.

Job 23:16 “God had made my heart faint; the Almighty has terrified me.”

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for the light and hope I can discern in the book of Job during this study. Help me, like Job, to keep seeking You, keep searching for You, keep hoping in You, no matter my present circumstances. Draw me closer. Amen.

Job 23:17 “Yet I am not silenced by the darkness, by the thick darkness that covers my face.”

Have a blessed day.

Lift up your face to God…. (devo reflection)

Job 22:21 “Submit to God and be at peace with Him; in this way prosperity will come to you.”

We hear from Eliphaz in this chapter for the last time. His argument has gotten more pointed: “Job, you have sinned….(He even provides a list of potential sins!)….Repent. Make God your priority, and He will hear you and restore you.” In the estimation of Eliphaz, this equation is simple: Love of Wealth > Love of God = Utter Misery.

Job 22:23 “If you return to the Almighty, you will be restored: If you remove wickedness far from your tent….”

But Job knows he hasn’t put anything or anyone before God. And he loves God too much to follow his wife’s path to misery: “Curse God and die.” He wants an explanation. He wants to understand why all of this is happening to him, why God would allow it. (At least that is what I would want in his position.)

Job 22:26 “Surely then you will find delight in the Almighty and will lift up your face to God.”

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. It is so hard to be faithful when we just don’t understand the whys of life. Doubt, fear, grief can take our eyes, our hearts from You to our own misery, which is nothing but bad news. Help us to cling to You always, to trust Your loving sovereignty, even when we don’t understand. Draw us closer. Amen.

Job 22:27 “You will pray to Him, and He will hear you….”

Have a blessed day.

Even when I think I have nothing left to learn…. (devo reflection)

Job 21:1-2 Then Job replied: “Listen carefully to my words; let this be the consolation you give me.”

I must confess that my first thought in reading chapter 21 was, Will this book never end?!? I’m tired and grumpy, but I immediately thought of so many of my high school seniors who say emphatically, “School has nothing to teach me.” The book of Job isn’t over because Job is still learning, and I need to approach each chapter expecting to learn along with him.

Job 21:3 “Bear with me while I speak, and after I have spoken, mock on.”

One thing I do notice is that Job seems to be moving through his feelings. He doesn’t seem as angry as he was in the beginning, though there is a slight edge of sarcasm at times. He also maintains his innocence, even in the face of the relentless accusations of his friends. That seems very important to this book—that it is not a simple case of, “I sinned and won’t repent and that’s why disaster has befallen me.” There is much more happening here, and Job grasps that.

Job 21:27 “I know full well what you are thinking, the schemes by which you would wrong me.”

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Help me to listen, read, study, pray. Even when I don’t understand, even when I think I have nothing left to learn, help me trust that You are guiding me, help me sit at Your feet and listen. Amen.

Job 21:34 “So how can you console me with your nonsense? Nothing is left of your answers but falsehood!”

Have a blessed day.

The space between us…. (devo reflection)

Job 20:1-2 Then Zophar the Naamthite replied: “My troubled thoughts prompt me to answer because I am greatly disturbed.”

I am part of a book study on a book about navigating the space between our personal convictions and the people we care about who hold diametrically opposed convictions, about how to navigate that space between positions to preserve the important relationships. I feel like the Book of Job is a case study in this concept, except in reverse.

Job 20:3 “I hear a rebuke that dishonors me, and my understanding inspires me to reply.”

The seven days of support in silent mourning at the beginning of their time together, that’s where _The Space Between _ is trying to move us, being able to be loving and compassionate towards someone (Job) who views things so differently (the reason for his suffering). By chapter 20, however, that belief—what’s causing Job’s suffering and how to stop it, seems to be a hill the friends are willing to die on, and Job refuses to acquiesce. By chapter 20, the space between these friends seems almost insurmountable.

Job 20:4 “Surely you know how it has been from of old, ever since mankind was placed on the earth….”

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. The space between beliefs and values we hold dear and sacred and the people we care about can sometimes feel cavernous. Teach us how to stay true to our beliefs while still loving others, all others, as You love us. Teach us to approach that space with Your compassion, love, and mercy. Draw us closer. Amen.

Job 20:5 “…that the mirth of the wicked is brief, the joy of the godless lasts but a moment.”

Have a blessed day.

Strength to trust and praise…. (devo reflection)

Job 19:1-2 Then Job replied: “How long will you torment me and crush me with words?”

Job, clearly, is in agony, physically and spiritually. He seems the epitome of a tortured soul. And I find myself, repeatedly, wondering why these chapters of agony go on for so long. Not to be cruel, but we definitely grasp the level of his misery on every front, so why is it still being drawn out?

Job 19:25 “I know that my Redeemer lives, and that in the end He will stand on the earth.”

For me, verses 25 and 27 provide an answer: No matter the agony, no matter the loss, no matter the misery, Job knows without a doubt that his Redeemer lives, that He is real, sovereign, and loving, even though Job’s circumstances are utterly miserable. Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego come to mind as I type: “If we are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God we serve is able to deliver us from it, and He will deliver us from Your Majesty’s hand. But even if He does not….” (Daniel 3:17-18). Even if He does not…. This space of belief and perhaps acceptance, it seems to me, is where Job finds himself in chapter 19.

Job 19:27a “I myself will see Him with my own eyes—I, and not another….”

Lord, Thank You for this day and this chapter. Thank You for the wisdom and understanding You grant me as I read and try to understand Your word. Thank You for the faith and confidence to say, even when we don’t understand, that You are loving and merciful and we will praise You. Always. Give us the strength to trust and praise, even when it’s difficult. Draw us closer. Amen.

Job 19:27b “…How my heart yearns within me!”

Have a blessed day.

The law of love…. (devo reflection)

Job 18:1 Then Bildad the Shuhite replied:

An intriguing mention in commentary on this chapter is that “Bildad herein sinned against the law of love…,” which of course has me thinking about what, exactly, is the law of love. Job’s friends are looking at this situation through Old Testament eyes, eyes that encourage one to “Love the LORD your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength” (Deut 6:5), Old Testament hearts that feel you can see a person is in tune with God by the favor in that person’s life. 

Job 18:2 “When will you end these speeches? Be sensible, and then we can talk.”

I’m looking at Job through New Testament eyes, through a New Testament heart that urges us to “…Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another” (John 13:34), a heart that reminds me that “Hatred stirs up dissension, but love covers all transgressions” (Proverbs 10:12–Old Testament, I know, but Job’s friends seems to have forgotten this one). 

Job 18:3 “Why are we regarded as cattle and considered stupid in your sight?”

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for the reminder that life and love and Your nature go far beyond cut and dry, pat answers. You ask me to love You with all my heart and with all my soul and with all my strength. Help me to do so every moment of every day, Lord, and help me to love others as fiercely and mercifully as You love me. Always. Draw me closer. Amen.

Job 18:4 “You who tear yourself to pieces in your anger, is the earth to be abandoned for your sake?…”

Have a blessed day.