He knows our hearts…. (devo reflection)

Job 35:13 “Indeed, God does not listen to their empty plea; the Almighty pays no attention to it.”

Elihu, bless him, is STILL talking. He still doesn’t truly understand Job’s misery nor his plea to God for understanding. But that doesn’t stop Elihu from continuing to wax eloquent on Job’s flaws, faults, and general unworthiness before God.

Job 35:14 “How much less, then, will He listen when you say that you do not see Him, that your case is before Him and you must wait for Him….”

I am reminded of (and thankful for) Jeremiah 17:10 here: “I the LORD search the heart and test the mind….” God knows Job’s heart. God KNOWS Job’s heart. It doesn’t matter what Elihu and all the others say, no matter how misguided, God knows the truth in Job’s heart. And so it is with us. He knows our hearts as well.

Job 35:15 “…and further, that His anger never punishes and He does not take the least notice of wickedness.”

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for the reminder of how dangerous, how damaging my misconceptions and my actions and words based on those misconceptions can be. Help me to live a life of compassion and love, LORD. Draw me closer. Help me to shine Your light. Amen.

Job 35:16 “So Job opens his mouth with empty talk; without knowledge he multiplies words.”

Have a blessed day.

What if I’m wrong?…. (devo reflection)

Job 34:5 “Job says, ‘I am innocent, but God denies me justice.’”

Elihu has his mind made up about Job’s guilt, Job’s fault in why he has lost so much and why his life is falling apart. Elihu is convinced that he is correct in his assessment of the situation and in his pronouncement of Job’s guilt. Elihu chooses only Job’s words that will help Elihu prove his theory, and he twists those words to make them fit what he sees as the truth. His speech here isn’t accurate nor is it helpful.

Job 34:6 “‘Although I am right, I am considered a liar; although I am guiltless, his arrow inflicts an incurable wound.’”

Once again I find myself having to resist the urge to condemn Elihu instead of learning from his error in judgement. I think of situations where I have mentally supplied reasons for another person’s actions and condemned that person in my mind, never stopping to consider “What if I’m wrong?” I’ve been mental judge and jury without ever bringing compassion into the equation. Jesus, help me.

Job 34:7-8 “Is there anyone like Job, who drinks scorn like water? He keeps company with evildoers; he associates with the wicked.”

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for the eyes of hope and compassion with which I am reading Job. Reading Job in this light truly draws me closer to You, for which I am eternally grateful. Draw me closer still. Amen.

Job 34:9 “For he says, ‘There is no profit in trying to please God.’”

Have a blessed day.

Sound and fury…. (devo reflection)

Job 33:1 “But now, Job, listen to my words; pay attention to everything I say.”

As I was reading this second chapter of Elihu’s long, wordy speech, Shakespeare’s Macbeth came to mind, specifically the soliloquy in Act 5, scene 5, “…It is a tale told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing.” This feeling was further enhanced by commentary, which called Elihu “an astonishingly pompous little windbag.” 

Job 33:31 “Pay attention, Job, and listen to me; be silent, and I will speak.”

But I am left trying to read a deeper significance into this chapter, into young, wordy, self-assured Elihu. What’s his purpose? What are we supposed to learn from him? Is he a cautionary tale about not being too full of yourself, about not inserting yourself into someone else’s misery and trying to “save” them? Is he a reminder that even though we may think we know, we must always be mindful that God’s ways are not our ways and we must proceed with caution as we seek to be compassionate and not condemning?

Job 33:32 “If you have anything to say, answer me; speak up, for I want to vindicate you.”

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. I know that if I set my heart and mind to You, I can always leave Your word a little closer to You than I started. Draw me to You. Help me, always, to treat others with the compassion with which You treat me. Amen.

Job 33:33 “But if not, then listen to me; be silent, and I will teach you wisdom.”

Have a blessed day.

A life of compassion…. (devo reflection)

Job 32:6 “So Elihu son of Barakel the Buzite said: “I am young in years, and you are old; that is why I was fearful, not daring to tell you what I know.”

What a scene: we are at the ash-heap at the edge of town. Job, who has lost everything, including his health, is reduced to scraping pus with pot shards, sitting in the ashes. His friends are livid because they know he must have unrepented sins that are causing his misery. To them the answer is simple: repent, turn back to God, and God will turn His face towards you again.

Job 32:7 “I thought, ‘Age should speak; advanced years should teach wisdom.’”

But Job won’t play their game. He is steadfast in his story that there is no hidden sin in his life and if God would only listen, he would plead his case. And now Elihu joins the fray—a young upstart who thinks he knows everything, though we have no idea what he knows because “it takes him twenty-four verses to say, ‘Look out! I’m going to speak!’” (according to commentary).

Job 32:8 “But it is the spirit in a person, the breath of the Almighty, that gives them understanding.”

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for the wisdom that I have no idea what I don’t know, what I don’t understand. Help me to live a life of compassion, Lord. When others are hurting, help me to be a source of comfort and hope and not a source of self-righteousness and empty words. Draw me closer to You. Help me to shine Your light. Always. Amen.

Job 32:9 “It is not only the old who are wise, not only the aged who understand what is right.”

Have a blessed day.

A life of compassion…. (devo reflection)

Job 31:35 (“Oh, that I had someone to hear me! I sign now my defense—let the Almighty answer me; let my accuser put his indictment in writing.”

This chapter is where Job tips into the land of parable to me. No human can be utterly blameless and without sin. When I look at New Testament verses such as Matt 5:22 “But I tell you that anyone who is angry with a brother or sister will be subject to judgment….” and James 4:17 “If anyone, then, knows the good they ought to do and doesn’t do it, it is a sin,” then, regardless of where we land right at this moment, we have all sinned in one way or another at one time or another, whether by action or inaction, thought or word or deed.

Job 31:36 “Surely I would wear it on my shoulder, I would put it on like a crown.”

Surprisingly, this doesn’t leave me feeling hopeless. It leaves me feeling compassionate. I am a sinner saved by undeserved grace. How can I, then, in good conscience, refuse to show grace to those in my life who don’t deserve it? The short answer is that I can’t, I shouldn’t. I should extend the same grace on my best day that Jesus extended to me on my worse day. 

Job 31:37 “I would give Him an account of my every step; I would present it to him as to a ruler.)—“

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. I recognize that I may well be comparing apples to oranges when looking at Job’s life and mine, Old Testament and New Testament, but I see a strong lesson here, regardless, a lesson that draws me closer to You and closer to Your people. Thank You. Continue to draw me closer. Help me to live a life of compassion. Amen.

Job 31:40b … The words of Job are ended.

Have a blessed day.

Crossroads…. (devo reflection)

Job 30:15 “Terrors overwhelm me; my dignity is driven away by the wind, my safety vanishes like a cloud.”

Job continues to be hard for me because it takes me back to 2017 and all the loss and emotional turmoil of that time. I remember, vividly, questioning God, railing against God, so angry, so sad, so at loose ends because the blows just kept coming. I remember wondering where God was in the middle of it all, why He seemed so silent when I needed Him so desperately.

Job 30:16 “And now my life ebbs away; days of suffering grip me.”

I had absolutely come to the end of myself, to the end of my understanding of God, Whom I thought I knew. I was at a terribly frightening crossroads where I had to decide if I believed in the sovereign, loving God that I professed to believe in. If so, then that meant that even in this horrible time with blow after blow, loss after loss, even when He seemed utterly silent, entirely absent, even when I could not feel His presence at all, if He is who He says He is, that means He is still with me, still loves me, is still working all things for my good and His glory, even then. 

Job 30:20 “I cry out to You, God, but you do not answer; I stand up, but you merely look at me.”

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. The hardest thing I have ever done is come to the end of myself and the end of my understanding of You and to keep moving forward on blind faith and trust that You are who You say You are. Thank You for the understanding that I do not know You fully, will never know You fully on this side of the veil, but that every step I take in faith, every time I seek Your face, You will reveal a little more of who You are, draw me just a bit closer. Thank You for always walking with me, even when I can’t feel Your presence. Thank You for the faith that You are there. Amen.

Job 30:31 “My lyre is tuned to mourning, and my pipe to the sound of wailing.”

Have a blessed day.

God’s intimate friendship…. (devo reflection)

Job 29:1-2 Job continued his discourse: “How I long for the months gone by, for the days when God watched over me….”

I get the feeling in this chapter that Job is lamenting most of all the loss of his closeness with God. He used to feel God’s presence keenly in his life. Now it feels like God is silent, distant. Job laments all that he’s lost in this season, but this chapter focuses on that lost connection, which Job feels deeply.

Job 29:3 “…when His lamp shone on my head and by His light I walked through darkness!”

Verse 4 mentions “God’s intimate friendship.” I love that phrase. I truly feel like God wants an intimate connection with each of us. He doesn’t just want to be the lifeline when we are falling apart. He doesn’t just want to celebrate with us when times are good. We are His beloved children. His love for us is fierce and deep. He wants a close connection, the kind where words aren’t even needed, the kind where just being present with each other is enough. I want that, too.

Job 29:4-5 “Oh, for the days when I was in my prime, when God’s intimate friendship blessed my house, when the Almighty was still with me….”

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for Your fierce love and Your desire for an intimate friendship with each of Your children. Help us to connect with You on that level, Lord—not just when times are tough, not just when times are good, but. All. The. Time. Draw us closer. Amen.

Job 29:6 “…when my path was drenched with cream and the rock poured out for me streams of olive oil.”

Have a blessed day.

Making sense of the senseless…. (devo reflection)

Job 28:11 But where can wisdom be found? Where does understanding dwell?

According to commentary, there is much disagreement about this chapter and whether it is really Job or perhaps the storyteller inserting himself into the story. Personally, I could totally see this as Job. He has railed against God and argued with his “friends” for chapter upon chapter. His life is still in shambles. Nothing makes sense. I could see a more subdued reflection here.

Job 28:14 The deep says, “It’s not in me”; the sea says, “It is not with me.”

I could see an emotionally exhausted Job (and anger can definitely exhaust a person) contemplating the nature of wisdom. It can be hard to find (Job’s friends proved that). It can be expensive (Job’s losses prove that). It can be elusive (Job’s continued mental struggle shows that). Job has maintained throughout that God could help him make sense of this senselessness. This chapter seems to support that.

Job 28:15 It cannot be bought for the finest gold, nor can its price be weighed out in silver.

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. We don’t know what we don’t know. Forgive us. We rail against You and others in an attempt to makes sense of the senseless. Forgive us. May we follow Job’s example of clinging to You—Your truth, Your wisdom, Your sovereignty—no matter what. May we face the trials of life with a grace that can only come from You. Draw us closer. Amen.

Job 28:23 God understands the way to it and He alone knows where it dwells….

Have a blessed day.

Drawing closer to God…. (devo reflection)

Job 27:1-2 And Job continued his discourse: “As surely as God loves, who has denied me justice, the Almighty, who has made my life bitter….”

After twenty seven chapters, Job still knows his own heart. He will not admit to something he has not done. The “friends” (who seem more like antagonists at this point because of their insistence that he must have some secret, unconfessed sin to bring all this on him) will not convince him otherwise.

Job 27:3-4 “…as long as I have life within me, the breath of God in my nostrils, my lips will not say anything wicked and my tongue will not utter lies.”

At this point, I really admire Job’s confidence in his own mind and heart. If I put myself in his shoes, sitting in ashes, scraping sores off my skin, my “friends” are hounding me, insisting that all that I’ve lost is because of unconfessed sin that, if I would confess and repent, God would turn His face toward me again, I seriously think I might have convinced myself by now that they must be right. What other explanation could there be? But not Job. He knows his heart. He knows his mind. He doesn’t know why he’s suffering, but he knows God understands and he knows he needs to draw closer to God.

Job 27:5 “I will never admit you are right; till I die, I will not deny my integrity.”

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for this chapter and for the book of Job. Help me not to be swayed by the voices of this world. Help me to know my own heart. Help me to seek, to trust, and to listen to only You. Draw me closer. Amen.

Job 27:6 “I will maintain my innocence and never let go of it; my conscience will not reproach me as long as I live.”

Have a blessed day.

Outer fringes and ultimate hope…. (devo reflection)

Job 26:1-3 Then Job replied: “How you have helped the powerless! How you have saved the arm that is feeble! What advice you have offered to one without wisdom! And what great insight you have displayed!”

Job, clearly, has had enough. The beginning of this chapter, ostensibly a response to Bildad, is dripping with sarcasm and seems squarely aimed at all three “friends” and their “wisdom.” They aren’t helpful. At. All. He’s through with them and their rubbish advice.

Job 26:13 “By His breath the skies became fair; His hand pierced the gliding serpent.”

In this same passage, Job continues to exalt God, His sovereignty and  majesty. God is able to see all, know all, contain all, even things we can’t wrap our heads around. Verse 14 seems to reinforce that ultimate hope in God’s goodness and sovereignty in Job’s life that we have seen throughout. Job seems to be saying, “The things that we know of God show that He is the ruler of the universe, and these things are but the ‘outer fringes of His works.’” The implication is that God is still sovereign in Job’s life, too. Even now.

Job 26:14a “And these are but the outer fringe of His works; how faint the whisper we hear of Him!”

Lord, Thank You for this day and this scripture. Thank You for the example of Job’s faith in You and his honesty with You in his suffering. Thank You for the reminder that You are in control, even when everything seems to be spinning out of control. Help me to cling to You always. Grant me Your hope and peace. Amen.

Job 26:14b “…Who then can understand the thunder of His power?”

Have a blessed day.